"Yes! Yes! Yes!" Sheharzaad screamed as soon as she cut the call, jumping up and down before running towards her friend's room.
She opened the door and barged in, she was smiling brightly, her grey eyes sparkling with happiness.
"What happened shehar?" her friend asked who was laying on the bed.
She was getting paler day by day, the dark circles were getting more and more prominent and her cheek bones were protruding out.
"Amna! Amna! I'm selected for the interview!" she announced wholeheartedly.
"Really?!" Amna's dead eyes twinkled immediately and a small smile adorned her features.
"Yes! Really!" she squealed with joy, jumping up and down with excitement.
Her wild and care free nature was only revealed to her closed ones which only included her closest friend, Amna.
"From where and what will be your job shehar?" Amna asked, trying to sit up when she helped her and sat beside her.
"They have called me for interview, its from Syed enterprises. Remember I applied for the vacant post of assistant to CEO" she excitedly said.
"Syed enterprises?" Amna asked with widened eyes. She couldn't believe it that Sheharzaad was talking about that famous company. It was a multi national company which involved many countries across the globe and many youngsters died to get a job in this company.
"Yes Amna! Yes! Our life is going to change now. I still can't believe it they had called me. Pinch me hard." she forwarded her hand.
"When will you grow up shehar?" Amna said and pinched on her arm, hard.
"Oww...stupid." she squealed making her laugh.
"When is your interview?"
"Tomorrow! Oh Shit! Shit! Shit! I've nothing to wear. And now I want to die!" she briskly said and quickly stood up moving towards her room so she could dive in her cupboard and find something to wear.
While Amna just chuckled behind and prayed for her.
Sheharzaad was an extremely hardworking and a career focused student. She was always dead set on achieving her goals. Her whole life had always revolved around studies and just studies so she could be a successful woman one day and getting a call from a multi national company was her dream which got fulfilled today.
She completed her degree two months ago and meanwhile worked in a cafe to pay the rent of apartment in which they both were living. She was like a a lone soul in this world when she met, Amna. Four years back, her parents died in a car accident. She was devestated, her world crumbled that day and she had no idea what would happen to her. Her parents left her with a small piece of land which she sold out with the help of Asad, his neighbour. He was man in his mid fifties, extremely humble and well acquainted with Sheharzaad's family. Also, he was the one who bore all the expenses of her parents funeral.
Sheharzaad had no aunt neither any uncle, her parents were also the single child to her grandparents. And she didn't has much idea of her other relatives so the funeral included only the neighbourhood. On that upcoming week, she had gotten a call for scholarship in a university where she applied for admission in Lahore. And then she left her city leaving for Lahore, forever, with the small amount of money she got after selling the small property.
When she got the room at her hostel, she met Amna who was her room mate. Amna was two years older than her and she, too like her was a free bird, her grandmother brought her up, who died the last year, due to which Amna couldn't clear the entrance test and had to wait for an year. Slowly and gradually they both became best friends more like sisters. Amna was always like an elder sister to Sheharzaad. Sheharzaad used to blabber and Amna would listen her endless stories, endlessly. Taking her out of troubles, advising her, scolding her for not cleaning her bed and much more. When they both had completed their degree, they rented a small apartment when Amna met love of her life, Ahmed, who worked in a bank and they both got engaged.
Shehrzaad had noticed how Amna's health was detorioating for past few months and when they went for a check up, Amna was diagnosed with cancer and she needed immediate medical assistance. For her treatment a huge amount of money was required, which Sheharzaad's job at the cafe couldn't fufil.
She desperately needed another job when her eyes caught the advertisement that post of assistant to CEO of Syed enterprises was vacant. She immediately applied for it. She had quite vague chances to get to the post as she was a fresh graduate and to assist the CEO requires alot of experience. You're like a right hand to him.
She knew what posistion did that company holds globally, it was like a dream job to her and it would provide her enough money atleast to initiate Amna's treatment now, she can't see her dying. Though, it may require alot of money but she'd break every limit just to get her out of this disease before time runs out.
"Amna, which one should I wear?" Sheharzaad asked holding two dresses in her hands.
"The white one, it'd be simple and elegant"
"Ahaan! You're right. How come you're so intelligent Amna?" She joked.
"Genes" Amna answered.
"You've got good jeans" she said that made her laugh.
"Are you sure, Shehar, you'll make it to their? The company is quite well known and their might be alot of candidates."
"I'll give my hundrent percent Amna. I want this job, we both can't live on mere ten thousand rupees which I'm able to earn from the cafe. Your treatment needs to start now and this job would provide me enough money"
"I don't know where this cancer came inside I-" she stated in a sad tone before she cut in.
"Genes" Sheharzaad answered quickly before she completes her infamous sentence 'I don't want to be a burden on you' followed by dropping of her face, depicting her sadness.
"Aha! Sheharzaad" she chuckled.
"I'll call Ahmed, he'll be so happy after listening the news." Amna said picking up her phone dialing her fiance's number.
"Oh yes do inform him, Ahmed bhai kept bugging me on and on whether I got the call for interview or not"
"Yes yes I'll" she said as Ahmed immediately picked up the call.
"You carry on with your husband to be, I've to dug into my wardrobe to find some shoes which for tomorrow" she said, leaving the room.
"By the way, shehar, who's the CEO? What's his name?" Amna asked as she only knew about the company not the CEO.
"Shehryaar Haider Syed" She replied, without looking back and moving towards her room.
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Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
The music played lowly as he continued his speedy and energetic strides on the treadmill, his naked torso glistening with sweat.
Into this house we're born
Into this world we're thrown
His slow pants reverbrating the air. His well built, indestructible biceps on full display. His eyes forming a deep frown as if he was thinking about something hard. Few strands of his hair, shadowing his forehead
Like a dog without a bone
An actor out alone
Riders on the storm
He pressed a button and with that the speed of treadmill increased and his legs move fast, his jaw clenching with the rush of adrenaline in his blood vessels.
There's a killer on the road
His brain is squrimin' like a toad
His grip on the handle increased so does the intensity in his grey eyes and the speed of his legs.
He smirked.
'Just a few more' he encouraged himself.
Take a long holiday
Let your children play
After carrying on with the same speed for few minute, he increased the speed further. His teeth grinding against each other and his legs moving faster than ever.
The sweat increased.
The speed increased.
The pants increased.
If ya give this man a ride
Sweet memory will die
Killer on the road, yeah
'10' he counted in his brain.
Girl you gotta love ya man
Girl you gotta love ya man
'9'
With every count, his strides went rapid
Take him by the hand
'8' adrenaline rushed in his veins
Make him understand
'7' his breathing accelerated.
The world on you depends
"6" He gritted his teeth.
Our life will never end
"5" he clenched his jaw, his legs were running with an inhumane speed.
Gotta love your man, yeah
"4" he muttered.
Riders on the storm
"3" he panted heavily.
Riders on the storm
"2" his pupils dilated. He was about to make it. Breaking his own record.
Into this house we're born
"1"
Into this world we're thrown
Like a dog without a bone
"0!" he uttered with merriment and slowed down the treadmill after completely stopping it and getting off it.
He panted heavily as he gulped down the glass of water placed nearby before sitting down on one the couch in his personal gym as the music continued to play behind.
Very few things gave him contentment and defeating him, himself was one of them. Just like he did now, by breaking his own treadmill record. It made him feel undefeatable.
When he had caught his breath he got up before drying his sweat from the towel when he felt someone entering into the gym.
He turned his head towards him and saw that woman whom he had fucked last night, entering inside, wrapped in a small towel which didn't cover anything.
"I believe, I told you, your job was done" he stated, his attention towards her. His face stoic and void of any emotions.
There's a killer on the road
"Shehryaar" she whispered.
And his jaw clecnched.
She bite her lips seductively and moved towards him. Her fingers intentionally loosing their grip on the towel. Her thighs clenching tightly against each other on witnessing the handsome beast standing infront of him, who fucked her mercilessly last night.
She could still feel him going in and out of her butt while his legs were wrapped around his waist and her upper half lied on the bed and the lower one in the air. She knew it then, he likes it rough and she wanted it rough.
Her crux was already soaked on remebering the occurings of last night.
"I want something from you" she muttered as she moved closer to him. When she was closer enough, she deliberately left the towel and it cascaded down her body.
A fake shocked expression marred her face which he deciphered immediately.
"Huh! I'm sorry" she said with that fake shocked tone and made no move to grab the towel.
"What is that you want?" he cocked a brow, not giving a glance to her naked body.
She moved forward, invading his personal space and tucked her hands behind his neck.
"Don't touch me" he whispered in a calm tone and she ignored it, not sensing the calm before the storm.
"You didn't suck me last night" she uttered without any shame.
Her eyes lingering towards his lips and she licked hers with desire.
"And you didn't kiss me last night" she whispered and moved forward, standing on her tip toes to place her lips on his.
He shook his head slightly.
'Bad move' his mind said.
And before her mind could register, he suddenly gripped her throat not too tightly but the threat was there and in a jerk he landed her on the couch where he was sitting before.
Panic struck her eyes.
"You want to kiss me?" he gritted, increasing his hold. Anger evident in his features.
When she take more than two seconds to reply, he further increased his grip now cutting off her air supply and jerk her body forwards and then harshly smash her body again on the couch.
"Si...sir" she whispered in her shaky voice with trepidation.
"Are you here to be fucked again?" he demanded.
"Si...sir. Wh.."
"You want my lips on your pussy which is fucked by hundred men daily?!" he gritted, his brows hanging down with a sudden surge of anger as his other hand now threaded into her hair and tightly held her locks, making her neck to arch at an uncomfortable angle.
"Le...ave" her heart beat fast.
"God damn answer!" he clenched his jaw.
"Yes...yes" she answered quickly.
"Yes what?" he questioned.
"I want to be fucked again..I want you to fuck me" she replied swiftly before his temper rises more.
He smirked. His hand freeing her locks and seperating her thighs tapping her nub harshly with his calloused hand.
"You should know" he stated and slapped her hard on her crux, making her gasp for air but the tight grip on her throat didn't let her
"I dont fuck a woman twice" he stated and gave her the hardest hit their, removing his hand and getting off of her.
"Show yourself out" he ordered and she immediately got up, her legs moving towards the door fastly.
"And" he said in his deadly voce making her stop in her tracks. Her bare back facing him. She didn't has enough courage to look back at him again
"Dare to call me by name again, I'll cut your lips" he finished and she ran out not caring to cover herself.
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"Sir we've picked out only five people based on their GPA's as you told" Hammad, who worked as his PA, informed him as Shehryaar moved towards his office and he followed behind him.
He had fired the last assistant due to her non serious behaviour towards work and he couldn't tolerate any idiotic or laziness in work. Work was his life. He had built this whole empire on its own, not taking any help from his brother, Irtaza, his father, Haider or his grandfather, Shabbir.
He wanted to build his business with his own hard work and he did that. After burning the midnight oil and years of struggles, he at last reached the point where his company was globally flourishing, progressing by leaps and bounds.
He wasn't a person to ignore mistakes. First impression was the last impression for him. If you've done a single mistake you're fired the very next second. No sorries, no justifications, no arguments. And rather who would argue him? The whole staff knew how scary their boss was and no one can ever win him in arguments. He was so manipulative with that dark and cold era always around him.
He was an extremely anti social person, only a few, rather just four men were close to him, Irtaza, his elder brother, Moosa, Irtaza's first in command, Zaroon, his closest friend and Hammad, his PA, who deals with all the mafia shit. Even he had maintained his distance with Hammad too, he would discuss the mafia deals with him only.
As Hammad was always busy in dealing with mafia, Shehryaar wanted a personal secretary, who can help him dealing with the business so he decided to advertise it and as expected there were tons of applications out of which on his orders Hammad picked up just five.
The less the people the better it is. One of his philophosical statement.
On reaching the office, he sat on his swivel chair and Hammad who was following behind him came inside too.
"When you've scheduled the interviews?" he asked, rubbing his eyes with his thumb and forefinger.
"Tomorrow sir"
"Great. Till then you've to be my secretary"
"Fine sir."
"What are the names of candidates?" he asked.
"Maham Saleem, Hamza Junaid, Ijaz Raza, Atif Ishaq" Hammad told, all these names were craved in his memories due to the amount of research he had done on them. There were tons of applications and only these five got the chance.
"The last ones?"
"Sheharzaad Qureshi"
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Her grey eyes anxiously moved around, portraying her anxiety. She was getting breathless with every second, unable to believe her luck. Her fingers were getting shaky and small droplets of sweat popped by the root of her hair though she was sitting in a chilled room Why would God favor her so much? The question again struck her mind. She was fervently hoping that no blunder would occur and she would get the post without any hindrance. Because if she lost this golden opportunity, never she would ever be able to gather money for Amna's operation on time. Her friend would die. Just like everyone around her died. She would be left alone. This job was a matter of life and death for her. In front of Amna, often she would act like she was jolly and fine but her internal state was only revealed to her God. HE was the one aware of her sleepless nights full of anxiety. Amna's recovery was on her mind all the time. There was not a single day in her life when she had not worked enough to ea
"Sheharzaad, please take this order to table number 5," her coworker requested, passing her the tray. She gave her a nod and delivered the tray before coming back again on the counter. It's been almost a week. No company called her and she was jobless. She used to work in a cafe as a waitress before but given her friend's health condition, she had taken a break. And during those break days, she got the offer from Syed Enterprises, due to which she didn't go back to the cafe, thinking she would lock the offer at that company. But sadly, she didn't. When she was back at the cafe, they already had hired someone else at her place. Stressed and tensed, she went to every lengths to acquire a job so atleast she could get grocery for the house. And atlast after numerous efforts, she got one but they paid less. At the same day, she also got a job offer from another place as well and they were paying good as well but the thing that caused hesitation in her was that she would have to work at ni
On that day, she had went to the company and the HR had directed her to the training department and for a week, she was given the training and after that she was supposed to pass an exam which she did. Now today, she was to meet the main people whom she would be working with. "I'm the Secretary of Chief Financial Officer of this company. My name is Rafay alvi," The person introduced himself to Sheharzaad, who sat infront him. Sheharzaad gave a nod of understanding to him. "There are total 4 financial officers, one of them is chief while the other 3 works under him. Due to high work load, CFO, Mr. Ijaz had decided to keep 2 assistants. One is me and the other is you," "Ok, sir," "And your degree is in management and finance?" "Yes, sir," "Good. Mr. Ijaz office is on 27th floor. The floor comprise of the rooms of the five important officers of company along with the CEO, Mr. Shehryaar Haider Syed," "Ok," "So let's show you your office," Rafay said, and led her towards the elevat
Two weeks already had passed since she officially joined the company. Her upline was content with her work and considered her as the asset of the company given the amount of hard work she put in, in her work. One thing she noticed and had her disturbed was Rafay. She had gauged out he was not the good guy because upon regular intervals, he would somehow try find a mean by which he could touch her. 'Accidentally' placing his hand on hers, making her fall so he could grasp her. Touching her and then apologizing, saying it was a coincidence but she knew it wasn't a coincidence at all. He was enjoying harassing her. She had been trying to find the right time to address this matter to him that what he was doing was not right but she was waiting for a reason as she would be applying for a loan within a week. She directly couldn't tell this to her boss because she was new in this company and Rafay could manipulate the situation in his own favour. They would definitely prefer Rafay to Sheh
The whole night he kept on turning sides on his bed. Whenever he would close his eyes, her face would come infront him. All the scenes kept on playing in his mind. The moment when he first saw her, when she crashed into his chest. In the lift, her saving the child that day and at the hotel when he killed that person who was aiming gun at her. He was unaware himself why he did what he did. He could have let that person kill her and it won't bother him but his hands had moved on their own and shot that man. And of today when her eyes helplessly stared at him, asking for his help. The thing that created a spark in him was recalling the moment when her eyes connected with his. His heart had skipped a beat unknowingly. What was happening to him? Had he began to like her? He shrugged the thought away. It was all because of that bastard Zaroon that had made him about her. Pretty much it was an infatuation and it could get out of his system only by a single fuck. He was sure about tha
"May I come in," she asked, nervousness was evident in her voice. "You already came in, Ms. Sheharzaad," he said with a smile, "what brings you here?" he asked and pointed towards the chair for her to sit. A ghost of smile was apparent on his lips. Sheharzaad sat on the seat just infront his table and fiddled with her fingers out of nervousness. "Speak," he commanded. She looked up and then down towards the table. She was feeling utterly anxious. "I don't know how you will take it as," she started. "Don't beat about the bush," his tone clipped. She looked up at him and gathered the courage. After the last meeting she had with him she was afraid of him. Often at nights his words that he had whispered near her ears would play in her mind like a tape making her sleepless.. "Sir, I am in a dire need of loan. Its very important, my friends life is at stake. I assure you I'll try my best to return the loan asap." She breathlessly said it all. Her eyes were filled with hope and expec
The next day in the office, after contemplating alot she decided to address Shehryaar directly. The whole night she had been gathering courage. His words at one hand kept on increasing her fear of him and at the other hand gave fuel to her rage. She was never the person to go down. Or go down without a fight. Until when she would be afraid of him and keep on running away from him? This needed to stop. She was of the thought if she talked to Shehryaar then he would back off or atleast his rigidness would break to some extent. She so needed to talk directly to him. What did he consider himself? What did he think of himself? Why this arrogance? And why this obsession with her? She needed answers. Standing up on her feet, she began to walk towards his office with quick steps. His secretary tried to stop her from entering his office, saying he was in a meeting but she glared her before violently turning the handle and barged into the office with his secretary standing behind. "Sir, I t
"It is as simple as that, Sheharzaad. You were on my mind and I want to fuck you out of this brain. Regardless of the text, I would have you in my bed. Unknowingly you have became a new obsession of mine and I want to get rid of it as it is an unhealthy infatuation. And there is only one solution to that. You in my bed," he said straightforwardly. Anger condensed in her heart. In a fit of fury she spoke, "you are nothing but a bastard, Shehryaar!" she bellowed. "That I am," he said and stood up from his position. Her heart skipped a beat. He began to come closer towards her. And her brain registered the grave error it had done again. "And you know what I do with one who run their mouth on me?" he questioned, stepping closer and she felt as if the death was approaching her. Anger and fear were two alternate emotions she felt under his presence. She was a hot head by nature but this emotion of fear was something she discovered in herself upon meeting him. He had made her introduce to
His tongue was too heavy to utter anything. He was still in shock, a state of disbelief had still encompassed him. His grey eyes kept on looking and tracing the cracks on the hardened mud of the grave. Dilemma was hitting him, clutching him in its painful paws and tightening its grip on his heart with every second.To say the least, he was baffled.Grave.It was a grave.Grave of his mother.Mother.Who had died decades ago.But still that day was freshened in his mind like yesterday. Every intricate and minor detail was in the back of hiss head.Often those details took shape of a nightmare in his dreams. The soulless and dead eyes of the lady who hung with the ceiling.Utter helplessness on her face.He thought as much that suicide was her last resort. That was why he considered her weak. Considered womankind weak. Considered womankind manipulative, cunning, untrustworthy.But here he sat, near the one, who was the reason those feelings were born within him but this time he cam
He was in ICU. His guard told her that he was driving the car fastly to home and suddenly the his grip loosened, the tyres slipped and the car crashed. She couldn't stop the tears coming out of her eyes. She knew the reason behind his eagerness to get home as fast as he could.It was because of her request to come home early. She felt utter guilt clipping her heart.That guilt too that she has suppressed within her.She still thought that Haider died because of her. She considered herself as the culprit of Shehryaar. She took his father's life away. If she hadn't given that dary to him, maybe Haider would have been alive today. She took his father's life away.And now he was fighting for his life because of her. Although, Shehryaar had told him numerous times that it was never her fault behind his father's death but she never agreed to him. There was a part of her which still told her that she was the culprit and that part of her was again taking control over her, inciting suici
The evening sky has sprawled. The blue hue was everywhere as the bird chirped, returning back to their respective abodes. There sat Sheharzaad on the sofa of the study reading the same page again, trying to regain her focus. Yet her eyes would move in between the page of the book that read, 'Karachi. The city of lights. Rather previously known as the city of lights....'The book was titled, 'Zaryaab' after the name of the male lead of that book. Sheharzaad's grey eyes again fixed on the sky, witnessing the birds. As the sun reached the horizon, the sky was a mix of orange and blue.Her mind was wondering to Shehryaar. Where was he? Should she apologize? Or should she wait for him?She found herself guilty in this situation. She should have broke it on the very first place to Maaz that she was married instead of going for that lunch. She knew that Maaz was interested in her but she was just finding the right time to reveal it to him and to everybody that she was married that too t
She was sitting in her cabin, going through a file but repeatedly her concentration was breaking as her mind kept on shifting to somewhere.The memory made her bite her lips and take a deep breath. She was at work!She needed to focus.Why was she feeling that way?She could feel butterflies flipping in her stomach. His intense stare again came over in her mind that had her shook her head away. They both sat together, in that starry night, under the shade of moon, with their hands in hand."Isn't moon looking so beautiful today?" she had whispered dreamily as her head rested on his shoulder. "Which one?" he asked making her puzzle."The one in the sky,""Not as beautiful as the one sitting beside me," "You're cheesy with your dialogues, Mr. Shehryaar,"His eyes flickered from the stars on the sky to her face, "Dialogues ain't the only thing I'm cheesy at, Ms. Sheharzaad,"Sheharzaad averted her gaze, looking away. She was grateful that it was night because her cheeks were turning
Every eye was full of tears.Cries and wails rose from the haveli when the janazah was risen from the home.Haider has passed away. Leaving his mother-less children now father-less. Eyes were sad.Yet his grey eyes stared at nothing just the eye-catching verses that he recited. He was silent. Quiet. Unable to produce any response. Placing her head on his shoulder, his wife sat beside him, with tears propelling from her eyes as her hand held rosary reciting tasbeeh for the departed soul.Sheharzaad was crying.But Shehryaar was silent. It was just those eye-catching verses that had his complete attention. His father used to teach him the Quran in his childhood but he never got the chance to finish it because his practice sessions with his grandfather awaited him so he always used to leave without finishing his recitations. Last he read these verses was decades back and then he did not touch the holy book again. When he was set to made his first murder. He considered himself too
The wiltering flowers at his beloved's grave stood out as an evidence of the abandonment by her own family. Haider sat near the grave. As tears slowly cascaded down his eyes."You've endured enough. I wish... for once you'd have expressed your love for me. For once. Then my whole life wouldn't be so bleak. The reciprocation for which I waited finally came after decades," he played with the mud of the grave, "For once, you could have told me... what Agha did. What my father did. I wish... after your demise even for once you'd have come in my dreams and apprised me how you were brutally killed," Another tear dropped from his eye and landed on her grave, "I read... what you wrote in those pages. Where you expressed your love for me. I freed you from myself only because I wanted you to be happy and be with your lover. I've never hated you. Despite you were caught with another man.... I loved you regardless of every circumstance. My love for you was conditionless, my Jahan" (IN URDU JAHAN
"She didn't commit suicide. She wanted to live for her children. But you know what? She was hanged and it all appeared as suicide. This whole idea was of Agha, Shehryaar. Your mother wanted to live," Sheharzaad finished. Her voice has turned into a soft whisper till the end of her dialogue. She could see the enrage slowly developing in Shehryaar's eyes but he was controlling. He was really controlling himself so the monster won't break free. Zahra came running into the study followed by Haseeb. As soon as Zahra's eyes landed on Irtaza, she went in his arms and hugged him, very well aware that she needed him the most in these moments. And as soon as Dua's eyes fell on Haseeb, she rushed into his arms and hugged him. The previous talk they both had in her room was enough for her to trust him completely. He had gained her partial trust when he had convinced her before their nikkah that he will give her all the love of the world. As well as the time and space she needed for this relati
Tears were slipping down their eyes. The whole study has turned upside down. The glass table, smashed and broken. Books from the bookshelf were torned and rested on the floor. The glass pieces of vase were scattered. The place depicted of an utter apocalypse.And among all these broken and torned things, there lied a safe in the middle of the room. Bullets pierced through it and was now tattered and battered. Sat there on the sofa were three siblings, with nothing but tearful eyes.And a piece of paper in their hands. Written to them in her last moment by their mother. The letter which reached them after twenty five long years.Each word pierced through their soul. Every breath they took was heavy, filled with sighs and unattained wishes. The unattained wish to meet their mother one last time.Shehryaar's hand shivered as he still held the old worn out letter. Tears silently slipping out of his eyes. He rather wished he could have died than knowing this truth. After Sheharzaad na
Dua had immediately taken Sheharzaad to another room once her eyes had landed on her. She did not talk to her family or anyone. She wanted to say the words that have been long overdued on her mind.As soon as she entered in the privacy of the room, Dua hugged Sheharzaad and tears slowly slipped out of her eyes."I-I'm sorry, Sheharzaad. I-I-I," her voice croaked, "I wronged you.... I wronged you... I'm sorry, Sheharzaad. I'm sorry," she kept on repeating. Because she just had this word on her mind. The crime she committed was unjustifiable. It didn't matter Sheharzaad would forgive her or not, but in that moment, Dua just wanted to apologize. Apologize for the crime she committed five years back. Apologize for the crime that stayed in her mind for five long years and it kept on haunting her. The guilt kept on eating her. What she did with Sheharzaad broke her more than anything else. Sheharzaad slowly raised her hand and caressed Dua's back, "stop crying, Dua. I... forgive you," sh