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2024-10-29 19:42:56The intensity in his eyes when he glanced at me stirred something in my soul. My other hand dug into the thick neckline of my soft pink oversized hoodie to produce the gleaming and expensive ruby necklace around my neck. “You already gave me a wedding gift, Neil.” My voice was soft as I realized that the little but expensive gift I had given to him earlier made him so happy.
He shook his head. “That necklace is really special, Leila. But I have something else for you, that I’m sure you’ll love. Besides, who said you can only get one wedding gift?” His hand squeezed mine again as he looked forward. “You deserve the world, babe. And I’m going to give you everything I can, including giving you myself.”No. No, I don’t deserve you.Guilt reared its ugly head and my conscience pricked at me, so I looked back at the car window. “You’re starting to make me feel like my gift is too small. You are here giv
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I spread my arms and shifted to shield Cora away completely. “You’ll have to hurt me first, Freya.”She sighed. “Neil. I thought we already made some progress in our relationship as mother and son? Why are you taking her side after all that we discussed? Remember, you came to me, broken and destroyed and I welcomed you with open arms and helped you deal with all these problems-”“Problems that you planned?!” I yelled, the tendons on my neck straining against my skin. “You just fucking murdered someone right in front of me! So, it was you all along. How could you be so disgusting to make a sex tape of anyone, no matter who they are! How could you give Tina, a fucking psychopath, the power to destroy my honeymoon and shoot some shit up my neck? I thought Tina was crazy, but you are a fucking lunatic who should be locked up in that hospital forever!” I snarled. Cora whispered behind me, &ldqu
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