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6. Pretending To Be Happy
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The words hit me straight in the face like thick ice. I want to move, but honestly, I can’t find my muscles nor can I find room to breathe. This whole place is impure. What do they mean? The word keeps repeating itself in my head.
Murdered…Murdered.
My friend was murdered.
I see the inspector waiting for a reaction from me, but what does he think? I just received the news that my friend was murdered in cold blood, what reaction does he expect me to have? Does he expect me to scream and wail and cry like Jos mother is doing right now? Of course I can’t. I’m here as a lawyer, not as a relative.
Then what should I do? Should I silently walk out of here? Then again, won’t that make me look suspicious?
So I do the only thing I find possibly normal. I stay quiet and look down at my feet. I don’t blink in fear I might lose control of the bitter reality in front of me, no matter how much I wish to.
The inspector, seeing tha
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