Good thing, he's alone. Tumawag ako ng isang staff para sa kaniya nalang mag-order na agad namang lumapit. I told her what's mine, pagkatapos ay naupo na ako sa harapan ni Luhennce.
"Good morning, mag-isa ka ata? Where's your girl?" He breathed out, trying to control his irritation.
"She's busy, what are you doing in my table?"
"I just want to share a table, come on Luhennce...don't be so grumpy. Mas nafafall ako sa'yo." Natatawang sabi ko, na mas kinainis ng itsura niya. I bit my lips and slowly touch his hand. Nagtagal doon ng ilang segundo ang kamay ko ng hindi niya inaalis, ngunit agad din niya iyong inalis ng papalapit na ang may dala ng order ko.
Nagulat ako ng may iba pang nakalagay na pagka
"What did you just say?!""H-heran's gaining investments from Locus---" I cut her off."Then do everything to get him! Sulutin mo! You know I don't play fair...that Heran is getting on my way and I am not fucking happy about it! I told you whoever dares to block my way, destroy 'em and crush them into pieces.""Pero M-mam...""Hire a man to destroy Heran, hanapan mo ng ikasisira niya or you can set him up. Whatever! Just do something to lose Locus' trust on him. And make sure! Tayo ang sasalo kay Locus." I was checking my nails boredly when I said that."Y-yes mam.""Get out." Nangigigil na utos ko kaya nagmamadali naman itong napaalis.I heavily sighed before resting my back on my sweviling chair. Maya maya'y pumasok ang sekretarya ko dala dala ang ilang folders."Madam, these needs your signatures." Tamad akong umayos ng upo at tinanggap iyo
"Why the hell did you fucking do that without asking for my fucking permission!?" Nangigigil na tanong ko habang bahagya pang hinihingal.Naging mailap ang mga mata niya at bahagyang umatras."I-I was just practicing, I want to know if it's effective." my jaw literally dropped because of what he said."Are you saying that you used me to practice your flirting strategy?!" He nodded like a child. Mas lalo akong nanggigil sa kaniya."Leave!" I hissed with my gritted teeth."Amanda don't be mad...I'm sorry. Pinapractice ko lang talaga 'yung tinuro mo for tomorrow. Wala kasi akong ibang mapili kundi ikaw. Kung sinabi ko naman sa'yo, hindi na genuine ang reactions diba? Kung sinabi ko sa'yo, how would I know if you'll show me your real emotion or you'll refrain yourself. At least, sa ginawa ko nakita ko naman na effective eh." Mariin ko naipikit ang mata ko at marahas na bumuntong hininga.
Maaga akong nagising kinabukasan to prepare. I choose dress that would really fit me. I've braided the other side of my hair before putting a maroon lipstick on my lips. Hindi na ako masyadong naglagay pa ng make-up dahil tulad ng sabi ko, matapang ang mukha ko.My phone vibrated, thinking it might be Luhennce nagmadali akong kunin 'yon at tiningnan...only to find out that it was Kendrick.Kdemoño:Wish me luck? I rolled my eyes after I saw his message.To Kdemoño:Do I need to wish you luck? Lul.Kdemoño:At least, btw good morning!To Kdemoño:My morning is really good dumbass.
"I am so stupid," He ruffles his hair, couldn't believe of what he just found out. Kita ko parin kung paano kumislap ang mga mata niya, he wanted to cry but he's refraining himself not too.I can even feel his harsh breathing, parang ano mang oras ay gagawin na niyang magwala. He lick his lips before looking at me. After I cried he waited for me to calm while hugging me so tight. He seems full of regrets, I can see that. And it's a good sign, he still cares for me...now I am sure...very sure, hindi ako nawala sa puso niya."It was hard to accept, everyone around you blamed me. And I didn't bother to tell them the truth or to explain myself.""W-why? You should have told them, told me earlier! That guy must pay! I won't let him escape this time I swear, I'll make him pay." Galit na sabi niya at ngumisi lang ako bago nag-angat ng tingin sa kalangitang, nagsisimula ng dumilim. I can now see stars, and a moment after the moon will shine.
Why do some humans are driven by an excess bodily desire to accumulate stuff well beyond their needs. Well, some people believes that they deserve more even if it comes at someone else' expense.Seeking pleasure and avoiding pain is a part of human nature, greed is not...but we also need to admit that all of us have a selfish side whether we accept it or not.I am selfish, I am greedy of one's attention especially my love ones'. I could easily get jealous but...I am not a Narcissistic person, I am not greedy when it comes to power and wealth because I have more than enough of it. I don't need to do legal operations just to gain billions. That's why I became a member of Red Society.Greed is the reason why Red Society exist. We aim to stop the greed of wealthy people.Shutting down everything and attacking the underground king's organization, was originally the plan. Our last mission, our last target...and
"What the fuck?!" Umalingawngaw ang boses ko ng bigla akong mabangga ng isang babae, nabubo ang kape nitong dala sa damit ko."Gosh, S-sorry m-miss." I glared at her before pouring the rest of my milk tea on her head. "Amanda!"Luhennce tried to stop me but he was to late for it. "Now we're so fucking even."May iilan ng napapatingin sa amin, mukhang gulat siya sa nangyayari at napapahiyang napatakbo nalang palayo, habang ako'y galit paring hinabol ito ng tingin bago pinasadahan ang damit ko ng tingin."Why did you do that?" Nilingon ko si Luhennce at pilit na kinalma ang sarili ko. "You know how I hate stupids.""Still that wasn't right," I rolled my eyes. "Bring me to your unit instead.""What?" Hindi makapaniwalang sabi niya. "What? Doon nalang tayo magkwentuhan, I miss your dish. Can you cook for me? Mas mag-eenjoy pa ako roon kaysa dito." He sighed."Okay, a
Pinunasan ko ang sariling pawis, bago nilapag ang ginamit kong bimpo at basin para linisan si Kendrick. Napakabigat niya! From salas to his room, pakiramdam ko nagbuhat ako ng napakabigat na bakal. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa katawan niyang walang saplot hanggang sa pants niya. Napailing iling ako ng may naisip na hindi kagandahan. Argh! Utak mo talaga kahit kelan Amanda.Get yourself together bitch! You perv. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nanginginig ang kamay na unti-unti kong inabot ang belt niya. Marahan ko 'yong binuksan kasunod ng butones ng kaniyang pantalon. Pigil hininga kong ibinaba ang zipper ng pants niya at iniingatang wala akong maramdamang kung ano.Shit! Shit! Shit! Bakit ba ako nanginginig?
Naabutan ko si Kendrick na abala sa pagbubuklat ng mga papeles, he was calm sitting on his couch. Mukhang may inaasikaso siya at ang seryoso siya ngayon. I've cleared my throat trying to get his attention and I did. Mabilis siyang napalingon sa akin at binaba ang hawak niya."I've prepared your breakfast, madam boss. Be my guest and feel free to eat." tinakasan ko siya ng kilay at humalukipkip matapos kong huminto sa harapan niya."Now explain why did you drunk last night out of the sudden." This time siya naman ang umangat ang isang kilay na kinagulat ko nanaman. Bakit ba nagugulat ako kapag may ginagawa siyang kakaiba?"Last time I check madam, you didn't care about me. Now what? May rules ba na bawal akong uminom at malasing? Nasa deal ba natin 'yun?" how I hate him for being sarcastic lately."It wasn't on our rules, yes. But I am calling to get some updates cause you didn't even dared to send me one updat
"Ready man?" my eyes drifted on Jhanzen, I smirked at him before getting another shot."Which one?""That morena chick...fuck her for 10 minutes." itinuro niya 'yung babaeng parang kinapos sa tela kaya mahina akong natawa at uminom. That was so fucking easy for me."How much?" Walang ganang tanong ko. Balewala para sa amin kung magkano ang ipupusta, what matters is the consequence kasi alam ng bawat isa, na hindi 'yun madali."If you'll make it, We'll pay you 1.5 Million of course each, and if not...you'll face the consequence." Tumango tango ako at nagsihiyawan ang iba ko pang mga kaibigan. Isang shot pa at tuluyan na akong lumapit sa babaeng halatang halata na kanina pa nakatingin sa akin.Mabilis ko siyang inakbayan at nilapit sa kaniyang tenga ang mga labi ko bago bumulong."Hey, wanna have some fun tonight?" Naramdaman ko agad na gusto niya, kaya mas lalo akong nawalan ng g
When Kendrick and I broke up, there's so much realization hits me. Unlike when Luhennce and I broke up.Luhennce maybe my first love, but Kendrick taught me so much in life. Nang dumating siya, maraming nagbago, he challenges the bad sides of me that I don't know anymore the difference between love and obsession. But with the help of Sabria, I find it out. Kung hindi pa dumating si Kendrick hindi ko maiisip na I was just obsessed over Luhennce, dahil nasanay na ako sa presence niya, nasanay ako na ako lagi ang inuuna, nasanay ako na lahat ng gusto ko nakukuha ko at nasanay akong ako lang ang babae sa buhay niya.Kendrick left great impact in my life, from being selfish to selfless, from being desperate to have self-respect, from loving someone too much, to love myself first. From getting what I want, to give someone a hand. From being close-minded to being open-minded, and become one who is wiling to see the reality behind my ambitious perso
Kinaumagahan ay sinabi ko kay Kendrick ang tungkol kay Dambie at kahit ayoko ay siya parin ang nag settle ng lahat. Hindi ko alam kung ano na ba ang meron sa amin, pero wala na akong pakialam. I want to stay with him, I want to be with him...may label o wala.Ayoko namang pilitin siyang maging kami na. Hahayaan ko nalang na sumabay sa agos, ano man ang maging katapusan, wala akong pagsisisihan.Napasimangot ako ng ilibot ang paningin sa bahay ni Kendrick. Wala siya ngayon hindi kami sabay na umuwi dahil may pupuntahan daw siya. Ako lang ang mag-isang bumalik sa bahay niya para tapusin ang trabaho ko.Mag-isa rin akong nagluto ng lunch and snacks, hindi ko alam kung may balak pa bang umuwi si Kendrick. I am also done with work at wala akong nagawa kundi manood nalang muna. Passed 6 and he's not still at home. Pinili ko nalang mag-iwan ng note at umuwi na muna.Dumaan ako saglit sa grocery store, naalala ko kasi
Halos gusto ko nalang magtago sa likod ni Kendrick habang kinakausap niya si Fellie na talagang literal na nakanganga habang nagsasalita ang lalaki.Hindi ko nga alam kung may naiintindihan ba ito sa sinasabi ni Kendrick dahil kung ice cream lang si Kd ay baka kanina pa ito tunaw."In exchange I'll help you to market this restaurant for more customers, we'll expand the area and I will hire more staff to help you." Napasapo ako sa noo ko ng talagang walang kareareaksyon si Fellie, hindi nga yata niya naintindihan sinasabi ni Kd."Fellie," Tumikhim na ako bago siya tawagin. Kulang nalang sapakin ko ito, dahil hindi talaga matinag. "Fellie!"Hindi parin, susko! Ano bang meron sa mukha ni Kd eh gwapo lang naman 'yan!"Fellie!""Ay gwapo ka!" Biglang napatakip ito ng bibig sa gulat. Kendrick brows shut, mukhang naiinis na ito kaya hinawakan ko ang braso niya to calm him."O-oo! I mean yes! pwedeng pwede." Halat
Pumasok ako sa trabaho ko kay Kendrick, at hindi parin niya ako pinansin. Para akong tangang nakaupo sa couch, niya walang ginagawa at naghihintay na balingan niya."Sir, need help? May maitutulong ba ako?" Pinili kong maging malumanay."Just go make me a coffee." Malamig na sabi niya na medyo kinainis ko at tumungo sa kusina. I sighed while brewing coffee.Patience Amanda, you know him...kahit noon pa medyo may pagka-moody talaga siya. Nang makapagtimpla na ng kape ay agad na akong lumabas at marahang nilaapg ang kape sa harapan niya. Hindi manlang niya iyon sinulyapan kaya napa-ikot nalang ako ng mata ko."Sir, may galit ka ba sa akin?" Hindi nakatiis na tanong ko habang nakatayo parin sa harapan niya."Do I have a right to be?" Kumunot ang noo ko dahil hindi ko narinig ang sinabi niya."Sir pardon?" Hindi niya ulit ako pinansin kaya napabuntong hininga ako. Gosh! naw
Pinagmasdan ko si Kendrick na naglalapag ng mga inorder niya para sa'min.It was raining outside, good thing nandito na kami sa convenient store bago pa umulan kanina. Ito 'yung convenient store kung saan din kami nagkita noong nakaraang araw.The store was playing mellow music, saktong sakto sa oras at panahon.Dalawang noodles, dalawang order ng siomai, dalawang cup of hot coffee and cheese burger ang nilapag niya roon, na pinakatitigan ko muna saglit bago siya hinintay na maupo sa harapan ko. Pasulyap-sulyap ako sa labas to watch the rain. I love rain.I love this kind of weather, while listening on my favorite music and a hot coffee on my favorite mug. And I can't believe I was spending this kind of time with Kendrick.At this moment, something comes in my mind. When I was still chasing Luhennce, I should've realize that we're not on the same page anymore. That he's too close on the epilogue and I wasn't even on the ris
I've prepared myself, matapos mailipat ni Dambie sa magiging room niya ay umalis na ako para pumasok sa trabaho.Six nang mabilis akong pumasok sa restaurant ni Fellie. "Oh akala ko dika papasok?""Kailangan eh saka biglaan ang balik ko,""Mabuti naman! namiss ka ni Sir Stevan." Nanunuksong sabi niya na kinailing ko. Hindi ako interesado kay Stevan for pete sake."Hindi ko siya gusto Fellie. Tigilan mo na kakatukso sa aming dalawa." she tickles me, to tease me more."Pahard to get ka pa eh nasa trentahan ka na." Nailing nalang ako at iniwan siya roon na nangaasar, lumapit ako sa kakarating lang na customer at binigyan sila ng menu.It was all good, maraming customers, naging abala ako at kahit papano naging magaan ngayon dahil kompleto kami.Mga alas nwebe ng isang customer ang pumasok wearing leather jacket with a plain gray shirt underneath. May dala itong boquet ng bulaklak at balloons.
My gripped on his wet shirt tighten. Unti-unting bumaba ang mga kamay niya sa likuran ko, and just by his sudden touch on my skin brought to much electricity. Para akong napapaso, ramdam na ramdam ko ang epekto noon sa sistema ko.I leaned closer to him and tilted my head a little to give him more access, he pushes his tongue inside my mouth, nipping and sucking on it. Making me feel so hot and wanting for more.I lift my warm hand on the back of his neck and my body pressed against his. It was like time unspooled, carrying us back when we first did this. The first kiss we shared, the first make out and the first time he do me. He lifted me up, and wrapped my legs around him still not breaking our kisses. One moment and he put me down on bed. He immediately toss his shirt off before he pushing me back, propped his elbows and nibbled my ear, my chin, touching my face with his fingertips.He nuzzled against me, his lips on my n
"Bakit hindi ka pa mag-asawa Amanda?" I sipped on my glass before facing Ruby. Nasa isang circular table kami sa may pool side, sa kabila namang parte ng pool ay may sarili ring grupo ang mga lalaki.Kasama ko sa table ang mga kaibigan ko at kasama sa organisasyon dati. Naririto rin si Clarisse, Mavis at Sab."Wala pa kasi akong aasawahin, may irereto ka ba?" Natatawang biro ko na kinatawa rin nila. Binatukan ako ni Sab dahil doon."Gaga! nayan na ang hot na si Fafa Kendrick papareto ka pa?!" sinamaan ko siya ng tingin at sumulyap sa table ng boys sa kabila, they are all laughing. Pag talaga mga lalaki nagsamasama."We're not even together," I groaned."Pwede naman kayong magbalikan.""Ako ba dapat makipagbalikan?" Nailing ako ng sabihin ko iyon bago tatlong beses na nagshot."That's not my thing now, kapag ayaw, d'wag." I sounds like a bitter coffee but at least