CHAPTER 95: LIFE OR DEATH

Meredith’s POV

Am I dead?

I feel like I am dead.

I don’t feel normal. Everywhere is so cold and lonely. Why? I thought I saw a bright light, one so warm and comforting. So why do I feel this way? Why do I feel this hollowness and great fatigue? Why do I feel this great weight on my shoulders, and how do I get rid of it?

I just want to finally be at peace. Is that so wrong? Maybe it is.

My eyes stay shut, afraid to be parted from what I might see. I am not entirely sure where exactly I am, but I got the feeling that this was neither heaven nor hell.

Why is it that when matters come to me, they are always different? Why couldn’t I be normal like everyone else? Why?

A tear trickles down my face as I bring my knees up to my chest. I wrap my arms around them and drop my head on them. My shoulders began to shake as more tears spilled out of my eyes like a waterfall.

All I wanted was to go home. I wanted to feel the warmth of my blanket and smell the scent of my pillows as I lay in the comf