ALINA I stood frozen in the same spot for what felt like an eternity. The world around me was still moving. The fan, the guards and servants, the little pets in the palace, but for me, time had stopped. Everything I had just learned, everything Kai had told me, was still sinking in. He had killed my mother. It wasn’t an accident, it wasn’t some twist of fate—Kai, the man who had saved me, the man I had thought might be my mate, had taken her life, the woman that mattered to me the most. The one that had given me my life. I always thought of how I would react if I found the person that killed her. I wondered how deeply I was going to hate them, and how I was going to take revenge on them. In the sickest twist of fate, the person that killed her was my fucking mate. I did not know how to react to that. I waited for something, anything, to happen that would tell me this was all some kind of sick dream. I wanted to wake up, to find myself in my bed and discover that none of this was rea
KAI It had been a week. Seven long, torturous days, and I hadn’t moved from my bed. I couldn’t. Every muscle in my body ached, but it wasn’t the physical pain that kept me there. It was something far worse. It was the weight of guilt, the crushing realization that I had ruined everything. I wished I could be the normal me and try to fix everything like I usually would before, but I could not even get the zeal to stand up from my bed. To function like a normal human being.I lay there, surrounded by empty bottles of alcohol, the only thing keeping me functioning, though barely. Every time hunger gnawed at my insides, or thirst parched my throat, I reached for another bottle, taking a long drink to stave off the discomfort. But nothing could dull the ache in my chest, the heavy guilt that gripped me tighter with each passing hour. The room reeked of stale alcohol and sweat. The air was thick and stifling, but I didn’t care. I deserved this. Every part of me deserved to rot away in thi
ALINA For the first time in what felt like forever, I was living my best life. It wasn’t what I had expected, not by a long shot, but I had accepted it because this was my life now, the one I had always dreamed of in some deep, hidden part of my heart. I had let go of the past. Every painful memory, every betrayal, every scar had been buried deep inside me, and now I was free.When we arrived at the new pack, I had been in awe. It was the most beautiful place I had ever seen, unlike anything I could have imagined. Everywhere I looked, tulips of every color bloomed in abundance, my favorite flowers. I had always loved tulips, and seeing them scattered across the fields and gardens made me feel like I had stepped into a dream. The sunlight filtered through the trees, casting a soft glow over everything, making it all feel magical.The people here were different, too. Devastatingly handsome and beautiful, every single one of them. They were welcoming, smiling at me as I walked through t
KAI Panic clawed at my chest the moment I stepped into Alina’s room and saw it empty. She wasn’t here. The bed was neatly made, her things were still scattered around the room, but she was gone. My mind raced as I stood frozen in the doorway, my heart hammering in my chest. She couldn’t have just vanished. Could she? I did not want to the consider the other option of it. That she was not here, and she had left a week ago which meant that she had succumbed to whatever fate that waited her out of the pack already.“Alina?” I called out, even though I knew it was useless. The room was empty, silent.Without wasting another second, I tore through the palace, checking every room, every hallway, every nook and cranny. Nothing. She wasn’t anywhere. My steps quickened, my breathing growing ragged as I searched everywhere for her, my mind whirling with all the possibilities of where she could be. I knew she had a bond with my sisters now. I was hoping that I was going to find her here, but I
ALINA I was still in shock. Even when I was in her arms, I felt like this was not real. That it was too good to be true. My mother could not be standing here in front of me right now. She died, several ages ago. “I… I don’t understand,” I choked out, my voice muffled against her shoulder. “How are you here? How are you alive?”She pulled back slightly, just enough to look at me, her hands gently cupping my face. “I’ve been alive since that day,” she said softly, her voice filled with emotion. “After the accident, I lost my memory. I didn’t know who I was or where I belonged. I’ve been searching for answers, but it took so long…”I blinked, the confusion swirling in my mind. “Why didn’t you come to find me? Why didn’t you come sooner?”She sighed, her expression pained. “I was sick for a long time, Alina. After the accident, I wasn’t just dealing with memory loss. I was physically weak, too. It took years for me to recover, to regain enough strength to start searching for you. But by
KAI The day of my coronation had finally come. The day I had been waiting for my entire life. But as I stood there, dressed in ceremonial robes, ready to ascend to the throne, all I could think about was Alina.I had sent out so many troops, the best of the best, to search for her. I had made them scour every pack, from the biggest and most powerful to the small, hidden ones that lingered in the shadows of the woods. Every day I waited for news, every day I hoped they would return with her. But none of them had. None had come back with even a trace of her. It was like she had disappeared off the face of the earth.My heart ached at the thought of her, out there somewhere, alone and possibly in danger. But I couldn’t do anything about it. Not today. Today, I had to focus on my duty. I had to become the alpha of the Seven Isles. It was the only way to secure the future of the pack, the only way to ensure that I had the power and resources to find her.As I stood at the front of the gra
KAIThe slums were worse than I remembered.I hadn’t been here in years, but the sight of it now turned my stomach. The air was thick with the stench of waste and decay, and the ground was a mix of mud, filth, and human waste. The slum dwellers huddled together in ragged clothes, their faces gaunt and pale, some of them wheezing and coughing as they drank thin, watery soup from cracked bowls. Flies buzzed around them, and the few children I saw looked skeletal, their eyes hollow.This was the part of the Seven Isles my father had never cared about. He had poured all his resources into the capital, lavishing attention and wealth on the nobles and the elite, while the poor were left to rot in these wretched streets. He had claimed that maintaining the wealth of the capital was all that mattered, that the poor were a burden best ignored.It was why all of the werewolves had such high regard for us. They knew that we had resources and could do whatever we wanted to do, but none of them kn
KAI The air around us felt thick and heavy as we made our way deeper into the forest. Every step I took felt more uncertain than the last, the weight of what I was about to face pressing down on me like a suffocating blanket. Yara, walking ahead of me moved with her eyes closed as if she were seeing something that I couldn’t.I glanced at her, confused by her closed eyes. "Can you really see like that?" I asked, the question slipping out before I could stop myself.She smiled faintly, not breaking her stride. “I’m not seeing in the way you think, Kai. I’m feeling the magic in the air. It guides me.”I stared at her for a moment, trying to wrap my mind around that. I had always been skeptical of magic, but now I was walking beside a witch, relying on her to help me find Alina. The thought was unsettling, to say the least, but I shoved my discomfort to the back of my mind. I didn’t have the luxury of doubt. Not now. I knew how frowned upon it was, but it was worth it.We walked for wha