Back at the Hotel Top One, Sierra and the others were in a serious dilemma.
The girl with auburn hair pointed towards Jake. “You… You’re the cause of it,” she shrieked. “How can I answer to Uncle Fred now?”
Jake looked at Sierra and then at the scantily-dressed girl beside him, unable to utter a word. Sierra continued to address her blame on Jake.
“We came here because Myra wanted to see you! How could you betray her for…” she turned towards the girl beside Jake. “For that witch!”
Yuna hissed at Sierra. “Say that again, and you’ll regret it!”
Unknown to them, Yuna Kim was a renowned Korean actress in China where Jake had been living for the past five years. However, no matter how she tried to get Jake’s attention, she had failed. Jake insisted that their relationship three months ago had been a mistake. He had saved her once from a rich tyrant at a bar when she had been drugged, and she had consoled him when he was having a meltdown.
Because he was lonely, she had accompanied him, and that was the reason why he had allowed her in his life. But try as he might, he could not forget the first person in his life that he had seen as a woman. Five years ago, he laid a kiss on the tender forehead of a sixteen-year-old. She had looked up at the sky to see if it had been raining, and he played along, feigning ignorance.
When he departed the country for further studies, he assumed that she had forgotten about him, because she never wrote to him. He began to find solace in different women in China where he pursued his bachelor degree, however, each relationship was short-lived and lasted no more than three months.
“Who is that name you call out every night in your sleep?” Yuna demanded.
Jake didn’t say a word, but returned to sleep, ignoring the Korean gibberish that followed. Despite having hurled vulgarities at him the night before, Yuna was as sweet as ever the next morning.
It didn’t occur to him that Yuna was two-faced or that she had a hidden agenda. This time, when she appeared in Bali, she had a most shocking surprise for Jake.
As much as Jake could not believe she was carrying his son, he knew it was not impossible. He suffered from infertility for some time, a condition that had been known to him since he was younger. When she embraced him that night at the party, he found it arduous to push her aside.
He had to take responsibility for his muddled actions.
But now, Myra was gone for two days without any means of contacting her. Her cellphone had been switched off, and even her stepsister-to-be Sierra had no news of where she was.
The way they were arguing irked him more. He shouted to make them stop, but not before the girls started slapping each other. “Stop!” he tapped Sierra on her shoulders, looking alarmed. “Don’t touch Yuna! She’s pregnant!”
With a scorned look on her face, Sierra walked away with her two friends in tow.
“To think… he’s that type of person,” she grumbled as they ascended the steps heading towards the elevator. “Unless there are no other ways to contact Myra, otherwise, we can’t contact her father.”
“I heard Jake is returning home tomorrow morning,” Lesley, the only boy in their gang, suddenly spoke up. “I hope that he keeps this from Uncle Fred.”
Sierra scratched her chin. “Now, this is hard.”
“Wait,” Sierra said, looking at the cellphone screen with a look of excitement on her face. “Myra’s calling!”
An unfamiliar man’s voice resounded on the other side of the line. “Hello, who is this?”
“Sierra, Myra’s sister. Who are you, and why are you holding her cell?”
“I’m Hart, Myra’s friend in Bali.” The man seemed as if he was hiding something. “Myra is taking a shower. I’ll get her to speak to you later.”
“Wait, when is she coming back?” Sierra shouted frantically. “We have been trying to get hold of her for the last two days!”
“I’ll get her to call you back,” Hart said in a rush, ending the call abruptly. He turned towards the reclining Myra.
“It’s done,” he told her. She nodded.
“You can’t stay away from your friends for too long,” he said. “They might lodge a police report and as far as I am concerned, they can track your location using the last GPS position on your cellphone.”
Myra nodded again. Then she pulled on Hart’s sleeve.
“Who were the people that came the other day?”
“It’s a long story, but they should be sent by my father,” Hart said. “He wants me to go back home, but I want to live independently for now.”
She sighed. “It turns out we have something in common. My father has been controlling me all my life and all I want is to make my own decisions in life. I’ve never seen my mother.”
“I’m an illegitimate child.” He did not know what made him reveal this secret to her, but it felt better getting it off his chest. “You wouldn’t understand how difficult it is being called the other woman’s child. My mother was his one true love, but he was engaged before he met my mother. He never loved my stepmother.”
She felt sympathetic for him but could find no words to console him.
Hart then asked, “Who is the Jake you’ve been cursing in your sleep? Is he someone in your past?”
They had spent two days together, but she was reluctant to reveal the problems she had on her mind.
“We’re over,” she said, faking a smile.
He leant over to peck her on the cheek. “There is plenty of other fish in the sea. One failed relationship doesn’t mean you are doomed to nunhood.”
She scowled at him. “I don’t need you to tell me that.”
“Will you consider giving me a chance, then?” he grinned, pulling her into his arms.
She pouted. “You think too much, Mr Hart.”
“That’s not what you said in bed last night.”
His words made her blush and turn away. After her failure in love with Jake Yu, she had discovered herself in a tighter situation, this man who was simply a beast in bed. He piqued her inquisitiveness and on the other hand, fulfilled her cravings so well. But in the end, they were no more than two people sleeping with each other, a relationship that her of the past would find shallow.
But here where nobody knew her and her friends and family would never find her, could not judge her for her actions.
Hart wrapped his arms around her, embracing her from behind. “Let me hold you like this, Myra,” he said gently. The voice of his late girlfriend reverberated in his mind.
“Hart, you have to move on. Find the woman who will accompany you throughout life.”
He had dreamed of her last night. That was the last time he would ever see Milla in his dreams.
“Hart?” Myra repeated. Hart snapped out of his trance.
“What did you say, Myra?”
“I’m hungry,” she said.
“Do you want to have a ride on the motorbike?” he suggested, gesturing towards a large object covered by a dark black cloth. “The rations in the hideout has started to run out.”
Myra’s father had never allowed her to ride a motorbike or be a pillion rider due to his perception of it being dangerous. She shrugged with a sweet smile.
“We could get breakfast and then, some new clothes. Aren’t you sick of wearing the same black dress?” he teased, nudging her on the shoulder.
“Ah, fine.” Her knees were buckling as she climbed up the motorbike after him. “Will I fall off? Will it be dangerous? Will I-”
“Trust me,” he said, grabbing her hands from behind and placing them on his waist. “Hold tight.”
“Trust me,” he said once more.
It was arduous to trust once more after being betrayed, but she believed Hart was different. He was a local, and an Indonesian of Chinese descent, which made him stand out from the Chinese back home. Living in a western country often made third-generation Chinese like her forget their roots, and she felt that Hart was more of a Chinese than she was.
The fact that he was not from a wealthy background and yet treated her with respect made her appreciate him more than ever. But to think that she would be in a relationship with him in the future just didn’t sound right to her. They were no more than one-night-stand turned lovers, and she liked how they partook in each other’s pleasures. She considered their relationship symbiotic, but no more than that.
“Okay, I trust you,” she said, securing her arms around his waist. Somehow, there was something about him that she felt she could entrust herself to him. As they whizzed through the busy streets, she felt the wind sweep up her hair, chilling her back. Nevertheless, his body felt warm and presented her with a sense of security that she had never felt before. Not even in Jake.
They had just spent two days together and she was already swooning from this man who she barely knew.
“We’ve reached,” Hart announced, stopping in the city bazaar. “Here, we’ll find some of the best food to eat, and-”
Myra turned around, hearing someone calling her name. Or at least, what that sounded like her name. Hart also faced the source of the voice, flabbergasted by the person calling Myra’s name.
To her surprise, Hart’s face was as pale as a ghost.
Myra was astounded by the eccentric old lady who was standing before them with a basket of fruits.“Bibik Ina,” Hart pronounced, approaching the elderly woman slowly. Myra observed the guilt written over his face.Right, the name the old lady had called was Milla, not Myra… she vaguely remembered that Hart had even called her Milla unconsciously.“You have aged,” Hart said in a foreign language. He sounded more solemn than ever, his eyes looking downcast. Myra assumed this old lady was someone he knew, watching them slowly while maintaining her distance. The old woman was still staring at her as they spoke.After a few exchanges of sentences, Ina gradually appeared more agitated. Myra noticed how Hart attempted to console her, offering her
She took a deep breath and listened to the sound of the sea to calm her feelings.“Myra, you just got to know him… you don’t know his background or who he actually is, he’s a local from an island you went to for your vacation. He could be after something else…”“You don’t want to be a replacement for someone of his past, do you?”“And you just got betrayed by Jake… are you out of your mind for accepting someone else so quickly?”“When your social visit pass expires, you have to leave anyway…”Her inner voices were screaming inside her. She bit hard on her lips and turned to face him as he released her from his warm hug.
Her heart fluttered as their eyes met and locked in on each other. It had reminded her so much of all those dramas she had watched on TV, yet it was so distinct when it happened to her in actuality.“Are you okay, Myra? Your face is very red.”She hurriedly brushed the sand from her face. “I’m fine, really. I’m just a little hot.”“Ah. The tropical weather here may be a bit hot for you.” He assisted her to sit up, taking extreme care of her. “I reckon the weather in your country is tolerable? Since there are, after all, four seasons.”She stood slowly, shaking the sand off her sundress. “And I assume you haven’t seen actual snow?”He looked at her s
Without hesitating, Hart’s hands moved to cup her cheeks, kissing her passionately. Please, don’t stop, she implored him in her heart. The night breeze was chilly, making her shiver in the cold. He scooped her up in his arms, laying her on the bed before resuming his affection on her lips. Taking his hands, she placed them on her chest. Was this… a direct invitation to touch her? He wondered, stroking her through her thin clothing. She let out a few moans, pulling him closer. She had to be aroused, but he did not want to be a monster to her. Separating their lips, he lay down next to her and stared into her eyes. “Myra, are you sober?” She nodded. “Hart, I only want you to think about me when we do… that.” Maybe it was a
[Back at Hart’s hideout]“Morning,” Myra yawned, rubbing her face against what turned out to be Hart’s chest. Daylight was streaming through the pale curtains. She was exactly where she wanted to be.If only, she didn’t have to wake up from the dream. Every moment with Hart had been so delightful and not hurtful.“Slept well last night?” Hart ran his hair through her hair, which was now probably a mess from their adventure last night. Her forehead throbbed with pain, reminding her of how much she had drunk last night.They had both called each other’s name last night. He had even taken her in
“Will everything be okay?” Myra said as Hart unlocked a decent-looking black Atoz hatchback. She breathed a sigh of relief to notice that there were no signs of the men chasing them earlier. The bustling crowds of shoppers and vendors fended them off from the rest of the bazaar, giving her a confirmation that they were safe, for now.“I’m the king of the bazaar,” Hart announced with a smile. “They wouldn’t be able to find us easily through the crowd. Particularly when they are not from the area.”He started the car, and they were on their way. Compared to his usual casual speed, he was driving fast. The car whizzed off into the distance, passing down the highway into the streets. Hart almost didn’t stop, until he finally reached a red light.Myra found her stress
Myra led Hart, still hand in hand, into the suite where their friends awaited. It was not a big suite, with a master room, two shared bathrooms and a kitchen which the rich girls barely used and a smaller room where Lesley slept. Hart put down his duffel bag carefully, observing the room as thoroughly as he could. This would work for a temporary hideout, but he would have to go forward with his plan.“You’ll be sharing with Lesley,” she said, hoping he would not be disappointed that they would not be sharing a bad. Sierra smiled with a hand over her mouth, anticipating what her sister shared with the divine man that she had just brought back to the hotel. Between them, they had the habit of calling the hotel ‘home’, as they did on several occasions. The home was where Myra was with Sierra, although now, it was where she hid with Hart. Hart had presented her with such a special
“I suggest we leave for your city as soon as possible,” Hart said solemnly after they finished eating. Under the table, his hand was warm on Myra’s thigh, sending electrical volts down her back and inciting her arousal.“Back to City V?” Myra gasped, pulling her legs together to contain her desire. Stop it, Hart, she uttered mentally. Fortunately, after a long silence, Hart moved his hand away, to her relief.He stood up and made an enormous bow before the others.“I’m deeply sorry for the inconvenience.”Sierra’s eyes followed Hart’s hand gestures as he explained about his situation and how he had indirectly caused Myra to be entangled in his family affairs. His excellent body language would make anyone s
Myra saw Jake hesitate.It was now or never. She had to have answers to her doubts about the marriage with Jake. If she and Jake didn’t have that chemistry together, that proved one thing: she wasn’t truly in love with Jake.Even when she owned those memories of cheating on Hart with Jake, and she knew she loved him at one point.But those three years that she had lost; had she loved him?She only wished that she had written down the memories somewhere, like a diary of some sorts, to ascertain her feelings for him during those three years.She saw Jake come near. That’s right, she said in her mind. Come closer. I just want to feel if we have that chemistry between us.
“Hart, is that really you?”Her eyes widened with terror as she came close to the stranger whom she believed to be who she was waiting for so long. Please, she begged, let this be true. Let this stranger be Hart. She didn’t know what to expect, after having lost three years of memories.She just needed answers. And Hart was the one who held the key to her finding out what she needed to know.The stranger continued flicking on the lighter but to no avail as the cigarette wasn’t lighting up. She stopped just in front of him, trying to find out for herself if he was indeed the man she was waiting for.Jake mentioned Hart had left her for three long years. In her memories, she and Hart had been intimate. He couldn’t have lied to her. Why would h
Love?Myra remembered how she had rejected Jake the night at the old house, but she couldn’t absorb how he readily told her that he loved her. It was like she was dreaming. How was it possible he was in love with her?Especially with the missing three years from her memory, it made her question what was the truth. Putting one and one together, yes, they were married, but there were just too many puzzle pieces that confused her.Jake stopped the car just outside a serene-looking park. She didn’t recollect anything in her mind about this place, though the ambience stole her attention. J&M Park. Jake and Myra. A cheesy enough name indeed. So, Jake owned this place, she thought.She walked with him to the swings. It had been a long time since she rememb
Myra sat silently watching her father in his paralysed state while a middle-aged maid patiently fed him his lunch. Hours had passed since Jake had spoken to her, but she was still unable to accept the fact that it was three years past.Her father had aged quickly, but at least, his face looked a lot more peaceful than before. She wondered what had happened during this time. Had he suffered? Was she a dutiful daughter?The more she tried to rack her brains, the more her mind appeared a total blank.“Myra?” Jake’s deep voice surprised her, waking her from her thoughts. The maid greeted him before resuming feeding the aged man.“Uh…”“Let’s go for a walk,” he ges
To wake up again in a white-walled ‘prison’ was the worst thing to ever happen to Myra, for the second time. Rubbing her eyes, she surveyed the surroundings.There were white walls, but a second glance told her she wasn’t in the hospital. She searched her mind for what she remembered last. But all she recalled was falling down the stairs in her father’s mansion before she collapsed. She and Sierra had gone home for a bit to spend the night there, and in the morning, the accident happened.She touched her flat tummy and contemplated if her pregnancy was affected. If the fall had been so nasty, the life of her unborn child, despite still being a fetus, would be at stake. She crossed her fingers and prayed silently.A tap on the door ensued. She quickly answered for the person to come in.
Two weeks laterMyra sauntered past the corridors of her university, walking past the noisy crowds. As usual, Lionel didn’t bother to look at her and neither did his goons. It was like she had offended them, but there was just too much on her mind for her to bother about them.Time had passed so quickly since the fight between Hart and Jake, but fortunately, Hart’s job was not at stake. Instead, he told her that Jake had delegated Mrs Hoo to take over the collaboration, as if nothing had happened. Neither had he taken any action against Hart for his physical injuries.From that day onwards, Jake never appeared in the university ever again. While it was a relief for Myra, a question remained unanswered. Why was she feeling empty that Jake was no longer in contact with her? Even when Hart made love to her every night, an unsettled feeling lingered deep inside her.[No, stop it. Hart is who you need to be with.]She told herself calm
“Hart!”Myra frantically attempted to separate the two, but they continued on fighting. Obviously, Hart had the lead, but Jake simply refused to admit defeat.“Stop it, both of you!” she shouted, but none of them listened. The two men had their fists on each other, unwilling to stop.She glanced around them as Yuna calmly combed her hair with her fingers, standing casually while observing her own mirror image with her selfie camera. Obviously, Yuna didn’t give a damn about Jake right now, in contrast to how rumours spoke of her to be very clingy to Jake. Probably fame could change a person, Myra reckoned.As they were in a secluded area on the thirteenth floor, the fight didn’t draw any commotion. For a CEO to be fighting with a man he worked with, furthermore over a woman, didn’t seem at all very gracious. Somehow, she needed to put an end to this, but what could she do? Shouting and attempting to pull them aside
“Myra?”A tinge of guilt occupied his heart as he recognised the perfect figure of his girlfriend as she sat gracefully at the sofa. She was wearing a peach dress and in her hands lay a magazine. It was probably the first time Hart had ever seen his girlfriend so engrossed in reading.She hadn’t heard him so he called her name a second time, louder this time. Myra almost jumped, amusing him.“Why didn’t you call me?” He gently placed a hand on her lap. Myra shivered at his touch.“You left your cell phone at home. I came to return it to you,” she spoke innocently.“Since you’re here, would you like to join me for an early lunch?”“Er, I… Am I bothering you?”“I’m not busy today. Come, let’s go,” He tugged on her hand, taking her out of the premises as he saw Mrs Hoo heading their way. Myra quickly replaced the magazine on the t
“Hart, can we talk?”They had just had a sumptuous dinner cooked by Sierra. Hart found that Myra’s mental condition was a lot better than the night before. He glanced at her soft eyes, pondering if everything could return to how it was before.If only he could hit the reboot button on the computer and they could return to those times in Bali, where it was just the two of them….No Jake. No Waley. Just the two of them, running….He had to do what he could to forget about Waley. No matter what happened between them, he had promised Myra first. His late mother had often taught him Chinese idioms, and one was, ‘a man’s word is equivalent to great treasure’. This was an idiom that existed for hundreds, if not thousands, of years, and his mother had hoped any promise from him would be absolute.What was between Waley and he had to be just an obsession. If she didn’t resemble Milla, then maybe he wou