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Chapter 18

Author: Mmctier
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-02 20:23:29

SARAH

Can I start by saying.... Holy Hell!

Like is this really happening?

I'm not sure if what Jayson said to me in the barn was what he actually meant to say. It almost sounded like he was saying he was in love with me.

I mean, I've thought about it. My crush turning into love is one of my biggest fantasies, but the reality is, for most girls, that doesn't happen. Especially, from the only guy you've ever slept with.

I think he may have just been caught up in the moment. After the most mind blowing, hottest sex encounter ever, he probably didn't even know what he was saying.

I meant it though. I know I've caught some major feelings for him. If things went south, I don't think I could even look at another guy the same way again.

I'll keep it to myself though. If what Jayson said was some sort of slip up, I don't want to scare him off. I can wait for him to really feel something.

Right now, we have bigger things to worry about. But it's nice to just live in bliss for a moment or two. J
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