His violence grows
Nora
Another time, I found myself doubled over in pain on the floor. It was not just slapping he gave me that day but blows with his fist as well. The beating was followed by several days of me being locked in my room. His excuse was that I needed to rest, so I could recover better. The man I am married to is an animal. Only because I do not follow his directions. I get in trouble, and I get in a lot of trouble.
Or the time I disagreed with his mother and got into an argument with her. I raised my voice to be heard. Even so, his reaction was as though I had struck his mother or worse. Afterwards, he pushed me to the ground and made me apologize on my knees. Kneeling on the floor, again and again, I begged for forgiveness until he was satisfied.
Looking at the plate of soup now, and thinking about all that, I decided to avoid getting beaten up for not eating the soup. This was not worth it. No, that’s not happening! I do not believe this is the way to go right now. Additionally, I’ve learned that it’s best to let go of little things like this. As we ate in silence, no one spoke, and when we ate the main course, I nibbled here and there. There are many tricks to getting away with it that I’ve learned.
Without looking at him, I asked my husband, “Can I leave?” Yes, I must also ask for permission. I have nothing good to say about my life. As I lingered over the napkin, I heard him speak. “Look at me when you are speaking to me, Nora. You know I don’t condone your lack of respect.” OK, I looked him straight in the eye and asked, “Can I leave?” He lowered his silverware to the plate and watched me for a few seconds, then he nodded his head for me to leave. I wasted no more time and practically ran out of that place.
These people make me depressed. I then went up to my room and locked the door. It is my sanctuary, and I do not want anyone to enter. It is the only place where I feel more or less relieved. My bed beckoned to me, so I lay down. I started to think about what my life has been up to today. I, twenty-three years old, and the sun doesn’t seem to rise for me. I was only eighteen when I got married. Since five years ago, I have been experiencing constant nightmares. Originally, things were different. I thought that this wouldn’t be so bad and everything would work out. It was a matter of getting to know each other better and accepting my situation with Erik.
My first year was very good. Wherever I could, I had a lot of fun. He managed to make me fall in love with him, I learned to see him differently than people do. He was my husband, and the first few times we had sex, they were great. Many times, we made love to each other. He made me feel special, his way of doing it was impressive. Each time we made love, I felt really treasured and satisfied. I ended up feeling cherished. I became more in love with him as a result of it. At the time, I thought that he also loved me and was trying to make me feel good about myself.
It was my desire to enjoy his body as much as it was his. This was something he did very well. All of a sudden, it all came tumbling down. It turned out it wasn’t just me who had been able to enjoy his soft touch. I was not the only one he looked after; I wasn’t the only one, period. This was a joke I played on myself. There was a point when I thought that he was totally devoted to me. A couple of years after we were married. I heard rumours that Erik had been seen with women. They were at restaurants or nightclubs. At first, I thought it was just rumoured. Although, he did spend more time outside. As well as his attitude towards me changed. He became more jealous and possessive. I was not allowed to leave the house at times, nor was I allowed to see the few friends I had left.
Then, he starts complaining about me. Saying I do everything wrong, that I was a good for nothing pampered bitch. That’s when he started getting violent with me. Afterwards, he didn’t care if he had been seen or not with someone else. Not even for the sake of maintaining appearances. His arms were slung with women all the time. You could see him at business dinners with a date or two. Women here, women there. Women everywhere.
All of that filled me with fury. Till one day after becoming tired of all that, I decided to confront him. But he turned all against me. He grabbed the collar of my blouse putting his face millimetres from mine. In a rage, he was grinding his teeth. It never occurred to me that this would happen. My complaints of him about his infidelity and my attempt to make myself heard took him to another level. “Nora, it is none of your business what goes on in my life. You shouldn’t get involved in what I decide to do. It won’t work out for you in the end. Until you can’t remember anything, I promise I’ll keep you in the basement if you can’t shut your mouth.”
That is how my illusions were smashed. For me, marriage was a nightmare from which I did not know how to awaken. As far as I was concerned, the word “family” was no longer meaningful to me. In fact, I was alone, and I was unsure what my future would hold. Because I wasn’t interested in continuing to live this kind of life. Yet, I was also unable to save myself.
Yes, I am a bitter woman Nora I decided to have a bath after feeling sorry for myself in bed for a while. I want to remove all traces of them from my body. And especially him. I took out my pyjamas from the closet and took them with me to the bathroom. I learned, the hard way, what could happen if he came into my room, and I was in a towel or underwear after the bath. It doesn’t matter that I locked the door. He will always have access. As he once told me, this was his house, and he could go anywhere he wanted. OK, so the bathroom is the safest place to change. I turned on the hot tap and put some bubbles in the water. I try to use floral scents, as I found that these oils relaxed me and kept my mind calm. After removing my clothes from me, I dove in. The sensation of hot water on my skin made me shiver. I needed all the comfort I could get. I put a wet towel on my face and relaxed. After a while, I felt my fingers wrinkle, and not only that, the water had tu
When can I be able to fly free? Nora I took my time getting ready. My beautiful black hair takes time and effort to make it look radiant. I let my hair down, my waves falling gently over my shoulders, reaching the middle of my back. The dress I chose hangs loosely, reaching mid-thigh. It is not long, but it is not short either. This one has no sleeves and the neck is V-shaped, so it shows my feminine attributes in a sexy way but without being vulgar. Not that I dress up for someone in particular. More than anything, I want to show everybody that I have not been defeated. I want to look my best. In this way, the inferiority that Erik caused me with his infidelities would not weigh me down so much. And it would give me more courage to face people who know my situation. By now, I think everyone knows what we were up to. After a while, I heard someone knock on my door. I knew it was time. Taking a deep breath, I grabbed my handbag, with everything a woman could n
Waiting for the storm Nora After closing the bathroom door, I walked straight ahead. When I had just passed him, he grabbed my arm and pushed me against the wall. Putting his face in front of mine, he drew me into a corner with his arms. He pressed his forehead to mine, and I could hear that his breathing was heavy. And between teeth, he said to me, “I’m sick of you and your tantrums. You’re going to act as my wife for the rest of the afternoon and when we get home. You will go straight to the basement.” Those words fell on me like ice water. I expected it, my fear always came true with this man. If he was going to lock me up anyway, then I wouldn’t have to play anymore. So I pushed him away with all my might, far from me. “Don’t you dare to touch me again with your disgusting hands. Your hands are filthy and smell like a prostitute’s vagina.” Without waiting for his reply, I headed for the exit, not before grabbing my handbag that was on a hanger by the entr
A Visit to the Basement Nora Once inside, he slammed the door and threw me to the floor. I fell hard on my side, hitting my hip bone. But I didn’t have any more time to dwell on the pain, because in seconds he was on top of me. He grabs onto my hair again, pulling my head back painfully. “WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? HA! WHERE WERE YOU, NORA? Saying this, with my hair in his hand, he shook my head from one side to the other. It hurt so much that my tears started to come out. Until he stopped. He let me go suddenly and got up. Then I felt a kick in my back, and then another in my legs. After several more, I got into the fetal position, to avoid being hurt, but it didn’t work. The blows kept raining. Then, he stopped. His heavy breathing and my sobs and groans of pain were all that was heard. He was looking at me from above but did nothing else. Until he squatted down and brushed the hair off my face. He stood still for a moment, and after that, I could hear his teeth
The fall Nora The door to the small bathroom was open, and as I walked in, it smelled a bit bad. Looks like they haven’t cleaned here since my last visit. How degrading. I sat on the toilet and peed. But I felt a lot of pain and burning when doing it. This was new, he had never hit me like this. After cleaning myself, I stopped to pull up my underwear, because I noticed that the water was a little red. What could I do? Nothing. Forgetting about that for the moment, I went to the sink to wash my hands. And what received me when I saw myself in the mirror horrified me. I closed my eyes immediately, I couldn’t see the image before me. My eye was completely closed, my nose was swollen and full of blood. My lips are cracked and bloody. I had a gigantic bruise on the other side of my face. Now I know why my head hurts so much. My spirit plummeted at that moment, I lowered my head and went back to bed. I didn’t turn off the light, I just leaned back facing the wall
My parent's visit Nora “I did not fall, let me be clear to you. I know he’s paying you, I can smell it. But I want to make it clear that I DID NOT FALL. DON’T ever insult my intelligence. Did you understand? He beat me and then locked me in a basement for days. With nothing, no medicine, only water, nothing! And you tell me that he brought me immediately after I fell? And above all, was he worried? I don’t want to see you here, I want another doctor. Did you hear me? After exposing the injustice I suffered, I closed my eyes and sobbed silently. They were all bought. I know it’s useless to say something, no one would do anything to help anyway. He had a lot of power and influence and I had nothing. “Calm down, Nora, don’t get upset. We are going to leave, and you will not see us again, but calm down, you are still not well, please.” I didn’t bother answering them, I just stayed in bed with my eyes closed. I heard when they closed the door after leaving. Fortun
The doctor Nora So, what I wanted to know was how long would the doctor keep me here. Then, I asked the nurse, “Can you tell me how long you plan to leave me here?” The nurse grabbed the datasheet that was beside my bed and answered. “Of course, Nora, your doctor wants you to stay here for one more week. Due to the damage you suffered, he considered that possibility. The best course of action is to keep a close eye on you.” Okay, I’ll consider it my holiday for one week. I thanked her and said I was hungry and wanted to eat something. She said that the menu would be brought to me in a moment. So I preyed on that time to try to stand up. Although I’m not sure what condition my body is in, I’m eager to stretch. Tentatively, I sat up, luckily it didn’t hurt that much. I could see with satisfaction that I was already improving. I put my feet down and tried to stand up. Then, I held onto the bed rail and managed to put my feet on the floor. Furthermore, I don’t kn
The visit Nora The nurse hesitated but left the room without saying anything. The Dr returned his eyes to me and saw my eyes. “You have been here, since you arrived, almost seven days. I read your report and the injuries do not coincide with a fall, as was established in the beginning. This is rather a case of domestic abuse, I can tell. ” My face said it all because he stopped and patted my hand. Then he continued. “I know my colleagues filled out the report, thanks to your husband’s insistence. But we know that is not so. I want to ask you something.” Staring into my eyes, he continued. “Do you want me to report this incident as domestic violence? You can trust me, I won’t do anything you don’t want.” Oh! My eyes started to fill with tears. It was so long ago that I had received someone’s support. And with a choppy voice, I replied, “Thank you, but I don’t want to put your life at risk. And even if you fill out the report and take it to the police, no one w
For you, my love Nora "So Vinci's idea was perfect, to finish him in front of you. But I'm curious, Hilda. What did you think when your trusted employee, Philips, appeared in this same cell with a knife in hand? Followed by his daughter, who, by the way, was carrying a bigger one. Rita, that's her name, in case you don't remember. She is another woman whose life you destroyed. Do you remember, Hilda? Gonzalo's terrified face? When the two of them approached him and started stabbing him everywhere? I think he was hit several times in the head, and that, Hilda, was entertaining. Do you also remember how his body, still alive, bled at your feet? and you did nothing? That must have hurt, but you deserve it. But that's enough talk for now, as I told you at the beginning, I have a very busy day. Oh! Didn't I tell you? I'm having a party, and I invited a lot of people. The guys from the rescue centre, Ruth, Vinci, and of course my family, my parents, Rosa, Erik, and my baby.” I looked at
My last talk to you Nora Upon entering the building, we immediately took the elevator. My destination is the basement. When the doors opened, another guard received us. He already had what I needed ready. First, he handed me a mask, and immediately, I put it on. The smell of this place is disgusting. I think I'll have to tell Erik to do a deep cleaning. It is not healthy for our staff to be in these conditions, even if they are used to it. “Madame, please follow me.” Luis, is always so kind. “Thank you, this will be my last visit, and I sincerely hope I never have to return.” “Yes, Mrs. Costa, this place is not for you. Your eyes should never have seen all this.” I agree, but circumstances brought me to this point in my life, where I couldn't help it. “Luis, thank you very much. You are right in saying that this is not for me, but I am obliged. I have a promise to keep, and this is the only way.” I followed Luis down the corridor to the cells. He was carrying the suitcase with the
Time to fulfil my promise Nora Ten months have passed since the attack, and my body is completely recovered. I only carry with me the scars that the knife left me. Those same scars that I will be able to remove later. I don't want anything to remind me of anything that had happened. “Where is it, mommy?” “Oh! My love, we are almost there.” My baby has grown so much. He already speaks and understands many things perfectly. “Look at that one,” I pointed my finger at the crypt that was filled with flowers. My baby let go of my hand and ran towards I pointed with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. He turned to see if I had already arrived so that together, we will place the flowers on his grave. “Tell Daddy Edward what you did this week in the classroom. Your teacher told me that you were teasing a girl
My parent's truthNoraErik shook his head, letting us know how ridiculous this conversation was. “OK, I better hurry,” Rosa said, walking towards the kitchen. The three of us stayed in the room, enjoying this moment, this peace. I would not change this for anything. But after a while, Erik looked at me carefully. I knew he wanted to tell me something, but apparently, it was going to be a difficult subject, because he was struggling with himself. “What is Erik? Tell me at once.” He nodded his head and said, “Yesterday, I talked to your dad.” No, not that. I was about to tell him that I did not want to know anything about him, when Erik hardened his gaze and, with authority in his voice, he stopped me. “No, Nora, listen to me this time. And I don't want you to speak until I finish. Later, you can tell me wh
When I opened my eyesNoraA week ago, I woke up after I almost lost my life at the hands of that monster. Fortunately, Erik arrived in time to save our lives. If the man had gone first for my baby or Rosa, Oh! I don't want to think about it any more, because it would have been devastating. That day, when I opened my eyes, Erik's face was the first thing I see. Not only did he look bad, but he also smelled bad. That was what I first said to him when I saw him. “Eric, you look like a homeless man. What has happened to you?” He widened my eyes in surprise as he gently grabbed my hand. The whole of my body ached. I didn't know how long had passed since I fell unconscious. Then he smiled at me and said, “welcome, my love, it was time for you to wake up.”Even though I can now get ou
DieNoraThe man nodded his head and smiled slightly. Then he raised his head, looking at the ceiling as if he were remembering something. And then he returned his gaze to me, saying. “Laura, you knew her very well. She was one of your husband's lovers.” What that man told me surprised me even more. But I didn't say anything and just waited for him to continue. “She was one of the most beautiful women in the country, and she had to be the one chosen to go undercover. Only someone this beautiful would be able to attract the attention of one of the most wanted criminals in the country. Of course, we couldn't just come and arrest him out of nowhere. We needed evidence, and Laura was perfect for this. She gathered all kinds of evidence for his arrest. But we failed her. All her efforts, and for what? HA! FOR NOTHING”
And who is Laura?NoraNodding my head, I turned around and opened the door carefully, closing it behind me. With what I'm going to do, I hope Rosa and my baby would have enough time to escape. With every step I took, I felt my legs shaking, because I was walking towards my death. My eyes searched for something that could help me defend myself, but I found nothing. The hallway was empty. My only hope was to go to the kitchen and grab a knife or something to knock him out. I stepped into the living room and, without making a sound, leaned out to see if I could see the man. I looked everywhere, but I couldn’t see him. That made me tremble. Where is he? The only way I could protect myself was to go into the kitchen and get a weapon. So I passed through the room and entered it. After opening the door a bit, I looked inside. The place was empty,
The intruderNora"Erik, are you there?” I knocked on his office door several times, but no one answered. Where have they gone? Nor do I see anyone from the Vinci group. Have they already left, and without telling me anything? I turned around and walked to Rosa's room. She was taking care of my baby while I was preparing his bottle of milk. I'm sure she will know if they have already left. I was very nervous. Erik told me that he would attack Gonzalo soon, but nothing else. Outside Rosa's room, I opened the door and walked in. She was playing with Edward on the bed. Just seeing my baby made my heart fill with pride. He was growing up so fast, and he was getting even more beautiful than he already was.“Rosa, I can't find Erik anywhere. Neither of Vinci's people. Do you think they have already left without a warning?” Rosa stopped playing with Edward and turned to see me. But I was surprised by the expression she was showing me. She was so serious all of a sudden that I didn't know how
Something is wrong Erik That reminded me of Nora. She can finally have her revenge together with all of us. So I grabbed the phone and dialled her number. I was nervous for some reason. I wanted to get home as soon as possible. Leaving them alone wasn’t a good idea, but there was no other choice. The good thing is that there was a security team guarding the property. The phone rang several times, but no one answered it. I tried again, thinking that she was in the kitchen and would have left it in the room. So I decided to dial my mom, she never fails to answer my calls. I called over and over again, but nothing. I started to feel more anxious. This was not good, I need someone to answer me. “Raul, contact Daniel. I need his report immediately.” “Yes, Boss.” Raul got down to business, and after a few tries, he turned to me and shook his head. At that moment, I felt a punch in my gut. It can't be, this was not right. So I said to the driver, “Go as fast as possible, I need to get hom