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Chapter 31

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Conrad

Memories of my night with Katherine three days ago kept replaying in my head. She had said that she couldn't find a way to love me, and I just couldn't hide my hurt and embarrassment. I don't know if I had overreacted by walking out of the room angrily, or if she took it as a normal reaction to the information she had given me.

Given the condition we were in, she probably couldn't expect any different reaction from me. I was hurt, and she knew it. So why wouldn't I act hurt?

I was trying so hard to justify my actions, but my conscience was a judge who was never partial. It kept taunting me, and the guilt for my actions wouldn't leave my head.

Anytime I was alone, my head would randomly pick up events of that night, and every replay made me hate myself even more.

It's been three days, and we haven't spoken to each other. We barely saw each other, and when we do I always took the opposite turn. I was still guilty of what I had done, and it was definitely okay to say that I was h
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