VENESSA'S POV
ONE WEEK LATER
"Hell no! This cannot be it!" I exclaim inwardly as I stare down at the pregnancy test in my hand indicating two vertical lines. I was hoping that the cause of my nausea would be something else, but deep down I knew this might be it.
My husband and I haven't had s*x in a year, because he no longer felt enough desire for the act. Or he was already seeing someone else who fulfilled his every desire. I kept loving him because I was unaware of his selfish affairs and hoped that things would change as long we are together. So this pregnancy cannot be his. There is only one other person I have shared a bed, the gorgeous, rich stranger I met several days ago!
I was seeking to overcome the pain of my husband's betrayal, and a night of bliss in the arms of the stunningly beautiful man felt like the perfect escape. It was beyond exhilarating while it lasted. But the night didn't last forever and once the effects of the alcohol washed away I was too embarrassed to face the man at dawn that I escaped the room before he was awake.
I never thought I would regret the thrilling night with him, but looking at the positive test in my hands now I realize that I messed up my life worse than my cheating husband had already destroyed it. My life has turned into a nightmare that gets worse with every new dawn.
I have dreamt about my gorgeous, rich escort every night, because I couldn't stop wondering if there was another woman in his life. If he thought of me after I left.
"Venessa! Where the fuck is my breakfast!" my husband's arrogant voice thunders across the rooms.
He came back after the luxurious vacation he took with my money and another woman. He has been more arrogant than ever and keeps stepping far away from me to take phone calls. He seems happy with his life. I never told him that I discovered his posts or the selfish manner he spent my money.
I should probably tell him to prepare his breakfast himself, that I am not his paid maid. But I am dealing with a lot right now that I do not feel ready for a war with him, yet.
I need money to divorce him before he learns of my pregnancy. Once I am no longer his wife I will disappear. I will fake my own death and change my names just so that the Weiss bank won't stalk me forever in hope of getting back the loan. But to divorce my husband I need to hire a good lawyer. After that night of bliss my bank balance can barely buy me food for the next two days.
Bianca called to apologise after failing to show up at the luxurious bar that night despite making me wait. She said she had extreme hangover and didn't feel like her mind would be useful in such a state. Today I am visiting her apartment to see if she can lend me money to divorce Marcus. I never told her about the stranger I met. I am not sure I should tell anyone about that reckless night. The consequences of it are utterly horrifying.
I burry the test deep in my closet before getting dressed to go visit my friend. After that I will head to my small office, see if there is a new client. Being a small interior designer means I only get hired by small businesses or middle class home owners. They offer limited budget to operate with and pay little for the service as well. I had hope of doing better until my husband wasted the massive loan I borrowed to support his dying business.
"Your food is on the kitchen counter," I tell him as I make my way to the door.
"Sometimes I think I could have ended up with a better wife if I wasn't so impatient," he mutters loud enough for me to hear while still in his gaming desk.
Three years ago he begged me to be his wife. If I had known better I would have spit in his face.
I step out without uttering a word and starts to take the long walk towards my friend's place. She lives in a classic apartment near downtown and barely works a day in her life as her family's wealth pays for everything. Her life is as easy as easy as sliding down a slope.
I have only walked a few metres when a black Audi pulls up very close to me.
"Mrs Wellington! May I speak with you for just a minute?" a voice calls and I halt. I watch as a middle aged man in an expensive suit steps out.
I have never seen him before. And how does someone who drives such an expensive car know my name?
"I couldn't find you at your little office, so I had to come all the way to your home. Glad I found you out here," the man says as he approaches.
He must be the first rich client to ever seek my services. I hope it's his five bedroom mansion that he needs perfectly designed.
"You seek my services, sir? I am sorry you had to come all the way here," I say, gladly shaking his hand.
"It is not your services that I seek, Mrs Wellington. I am here to offer you mine. I am Josh Hudson, you might have heard of me. I am after all this city's best divorce lawyer," he informs in a proud tone. I have heard of the Hudson law firm. He only get's hired by the rich. Why is he talking to me? To seek directions?
"Someone called my office to say that you would be needing my services," he adds.
That doesn't make sense. I never told anyone about my intention to divorce my husband. Bianca would not have assumed that I want a divorce and called this man whose services I cannot afford. But who else could have been mad enough to direct him to me? Not even my husband knows I plan on divorcing him.
"I . . . am not sure who might have called you, sir. I may be in need of legal representation but I cannot afford you," I say.
I expected him to be disappointed, but he smiles. "Your legal f*e has been taken care of, mum. I am a prestigious lawyer, believe me I wouldn't be here if a client hasn't paid me a great deal of money. In fact more than what I usually get," he answers.
Someone paid for my divorce? That's extremely weird. I know it's not Bianca because I would rather she helped me pay the loan than hire this heavily sort after lawyer to handle my divorce.
"Who is this person who called your firm?" I ask.
"He said that you should consider him an interested party. That you already have substantial proof of your husband's infidelity," Mr. Hudson answers.
My stomach churns in worry. It isn't Bianca who paid the lawyer, but the mysterious stranger who called my phone a week ago and gave me hints that lead me to discovering my husband's treacherous posts on I*******m. The stranger said I should consider him an interested party when I demanded his name. I got too preoccupied with my husband's infidelity and the massive loan I have no hope of repaying that I never wondered about the identity of my mysterious caller again.
Now he paid the city's most prestigious lawyer to handle my divorce as if it's his business. I could not afford the legal f*e but I am not mad enough to jump on this opportunity provided by an anonymous person.
"I am sure the caller paid for your trip to come find me. I am grateful for their help, but please let them know that I cannot accept this from someone who hides their identity," I tell Mr. Hudson.
I would rather carry on to my friend's place and beg her for some money to hire a cheap attorney.
"Come to my office if you change your mind. Whoever the caller might be I can assure you that they care deeply about you," Mr. Hudson urges.
I do not know of a person who cares about me that much. And I am not falling into a twisted trap by some mysterious stranger.
Nevertheless I nod at Mr. Hudson's suggestion before turning and carrying on walking towards my friend's place.
I think about Oren Weiss every step of the way. He was the kindest, gorgeous rich man I have ever met. Now I am going to have his child and he will never know. Of course he would be horrified if he learned that the lowlife he had a night with is pregnant with his child. I would be called a gold digger from every corner of earth. So it's best I keep this child a secret and hope that I will successfully divorce my husband and escape this city with a new identity.
VENESSA'S POVBianca watches me with a concerned expression while applying her makeup. It puzzles me how she manages to look younger with time. She puts a lot of effort in perfecting her appearance, but only surgeries can take ten years off a person's face. I do not think she gets them just to be clear. Perhaps it is angels who wash her face at night."I care about you deeply, Venessa. And to be honest I would hate to see you separated with your husband. We both know that you have terrible luck in attracting men. Who do you think will help you pay that loan if you divorce Marcus?" she questions. There are things I haven't told her. One being that I am pregnant with a stranger's child. Or that I plan on escaping the city with a new identity once I get the divorce. None of those things would please her so I must keep them to myself. "I am certain that Marcus cannot help me pay the loan even if he had the money to," I tell. She still shakes her head. "Most husbands cheat, Venessa. It'
VENESSA'S POVI wait in my husband's car as he changes his suit for the sixth time. I have never seen him put so much effort in ensuring that his appearance is appealing. One would think that he got a job as a runway model. I wouldn't be surprised if he stepped out in a pretty dress this time. I sigh in relief when he emerges in a yellow suit and black tie. He makes his way to me and halts close by. "How do you think I look?" he asks, spinning around in front of my eyes. The trousers are a bit too tight for a man of his size. But I do not want him to go back inside the house to change for the seventh time, so I forge a smile to appear impressed. "The material looks good on you. Your relatives might mistake you for a millionaire though," I say."That's the goal. I want them to think that I have it all. That it is me that our father should have entrusted his fortune to," he says. He is clearly very bitter about the issue. If their father knew him as well as I do now, then I am sure
VENESSA'S POVWhat kind of person gets appalled by the news that his brother is now a billionaire? Only a man consumed with obsessive envy. I bet that not a shred of my husband's selfish heart loves his brother.He must be upset that none of his family members will wish that it was him who got the fortune from their father, despite having his cheap suit on. I wouldn't choose him either. He would have wasted the money or whatever it was on luxurious vacations and pretty women. His mother waits for him to recover from the shock before speaking again."How have you been all this time, dear? You rarely talk to us," she asks. "I have been really perfect. As you may know, riches aren't everything. My wife and I are having the happiest life in the world and I couldn't ask for more," he lies, once again fighting desperately for his precious reputation. But his expression cannot convince a toddler. His mother's gaze shifts towards me. "Venessa, I am surprised that you-""Marcus insisted o
VENESSA'S POVI wonder what I can do to disappear like smoke in the air. I have never before wished that I was invisible. That the man cannot tell that it is me.It's going to be known that I slept with my husband's brother in front of all their relatives. I should have figured it out the moment Marcus mentioned that his rich brother's name is Weiss. But my dumb mind never misses a chance to think positively. I couldn't suspect that he might be my gorgeous escort.I am pregnant with my brother-in-law's child? Why couldn't he be an orphan or an only child of a different family? I must be cursed.I am probably gaping and the entire family is staring for some unknown reason as he approaches. His coat is black and long. Which added to the rings on his fingers makes him look like an elvish king.His smile is enchanting as he halts in front of me, seeming not to notice his brother who holds my hand like his life depends on it."Look who the heavens sent back to earth. I was starting to worr
VENESSA'S POV"He paid me to accompany him. I didn't know you're his brother," I answer. "Regrettably we were born of the same parents. We are foes however," he replies. "Did you know who I am that night at the club?" I ask. He never asked my name. Could it be that sleeping with me was his way of pissing off his brother?"When Marcus first married you he enjoyed rubbing it on our faces as he knew you were the kind of woman I wanted. Deep down I knew that no woman deserved the punishment of being stuck with him for years. So when I saw you alone that night I knew that you could use a better company, even for a single night," he says. It was a beautiful night, the kind I haven't had in a long time. But he should have told me the truth and let me make my own decision. It feels good to know that despite my lack of confidence someone as rich him would like my kind. It is a huge boost to my non-existent self esteem."You don't mind changing into a better dress, do you?" he asks. "Can I
VENESSA'S POVHis luscious lips looks more inviting than a chocolate cake. Why are forbidden things the most tempting? Should I ask him to go back to playing the role of my escort?"Oren! Honey . . . are you in there?" his mother's voice yells from outside and even before he can answer she pushes the door open. She appears appalled by the sight of us. "What is your brother's wife doing here?" she asks, literally glaring at me."I brought her to her guest room to change into a more comfortable dress. Your beloved son has a problem with that?" Oren replies. His mother shakes her head. "You do not have to keep calling him my beloved son. I loved you both the same," she says in a voice that lacks conviction. Doesn't she believe her own words?"You loved us both? I must have had a sloth's mind not to notice it," Oren scoffs. "Dear . . . I never meant any of those comments I used to make about you. Besides it was a long time ago," she defends. She used to call his smart mind slow as a sl
VENESSA'S POVAll eyes are on us as we walk back into the hall. Marcus strides furiously towards us. "Oren and I needs to talk. Please keep your husband company for a few minutes," my mother-in-law hastily requests, grabbing Oren's hand. "You had the chance to talk to me before now," he snorts while pulling back his hand. "Go with her. I will be totally fine," I urge as I do not want the confrontation that my stupid husband aims to cause. He is going to whine about the dress I am now wearing because I took off his cheap one. His mother was right about one thing, that he needs a baby sitter. "Don't let my brother push you," Oren advises before following his mother. I nod and simply wait. "How can you disappear with my brother when I needed you by my side?" Marcus annoyingly asks. "We need to talk," he grabs my hand and takes us out of the hall again. "I cannot believe you're such a wh*re!" Are the first words that come out of his foolish mouth when he finally halts and let's go o
VENESSA'S POV"You look stunning, Vanessa. You can join our table," a young, beautiful woman says as I pass. I halt, feeling inwardly thankful as I had no idea where I was heading anyway. The young woman is in the company of an older woman whose features resembles hers. They both smile warmly when I gaze at them. I take the seat between both."I am Helen, Oren's aunt. This is Lyla, my daughter," the older woman introduces. "Nice to meet you both," I say as I shake their manicured hands. "I bet that your husband is feeling bitter that Weiss made you look better. He is such a loser," Lyla comments.It's a relief to learn that not everyone is on the side of Marcus. Maybe it's just his mother since she needs me to remain a babysitter."Did you two have a fight?" the older woman, Helen, asks."Yes. It wasn't about my dress though," I answer. "What was it about?" she curiosly asks. "You can trust us to keep a secret."I do not trust them to keep a secret. But I am not losing anything b
VENESSA'S POVI might have a few days of peace since Marcus will be in hospital. He would be in a mortuary if I didn't intervene. I still wonder if I should have let him be killed as it would be a solution to a lot of my troubles. Oren Weiss was willing to risk jail just to end the fool. Unless he has enough influence to avoid any prosecution. I wouldn't be surprised considering the amount of money he has."I am sorry that Marcus attacked you. But it was because he is too scared to lose you to his brother. You have been together for three years and he was the happiest he has ever been. Please be understanding," my mother in law follows me like a shadow as I move from room to room listing down things that will be needed to create a new interior design."You mean that I should understand that your son tried to kill me because he has got insecurities?" I scoff.She clenches her jaws, seeming upset. "You modern women expect everything to be perfect. It's unbelievable," she says. "Then g
Venessa's PovI struggle to pry Marcus's strong hands off my neck as he is holds me against a wall. "You want to dump me now because my brother got everything from our father? You think he would be a better man than I am?" he yells in my face even as Weiss's old assistant shouts for help.Despite my pain and lack of breathe I am surprised that he calls himself a man. I am the one who provided everything because his earnings would always go to partying with his friends. I cleaned and did every basic house maintaince. I think I have been a better man than him.I scratch his eyes with my fake nails and he grunts in pain and discomfort. But he doesn't let go of my neck. He has been every other awful thing apart from physically abusive until now.A hand suddenly grabs him by the collar of his loose and slams him hard against the ground. Air rushes into my lungs after his hands leaves my neck."You chose the wrong place to harm her, stupid!" I hear Weiss hiss before noticing that he has Ma
VENESSA'S POVIs it sinful to admit that last night was magical? I slept with my husband's brother to pay a piece of the loan and it was blissful. You probably think I am mad. But what other options did Marcus give me?He doesn't love me because he married me to piss off Weiss. He would be deeply ashamed if he learned that I slept with the man he envies. I do not regret it. Because the loan is now eighty thousand dollars less and I have hope of clearing it."Mr Weiss asked me to give you a tour of the house since you will be redesigning it," his aging assistant informs as soon as I step out of my guest chambers. How long as he been waiting out here? He could have just knocked instead of waiting for me to step out. "Breakfast will be in fifteen minutes. Perhaps we can take those few minutes to check out the areas of the house that you haven't seen yet," he suggests. "I will get my pen and a paper," I say and rush back into the bedroom to retrieve my pen and notebook from my purse.
VENESSA'S POV"Your stupid brother is the one who wasted that loan. Why don't you go fuck him instead?" I question because his offer is not just embarrassing to accept but unfair as well. He knows that Marcus wasted the loan on a luxurious vacation with another woman yet he demands that I pay it all by being his consort every night. "Dear, it is your name that signed the paperwork. And it was also your choice to give your husband the money. We both know that I am demanding it from the right person," he answers. "Surely you wouldn't rather wait for the bank to start auctioning the little you own. I am only asking for what you would give for free if we were married," he adds. I step away from him and bury my face in my palms. "What if Marcus learns that I am sleeping with you? He would use that against me," I point. "What can that fool do?" Weiss scoffs. "He cheated on you first, spent your money to please another woman while you panicked about his whereabouts. You need to stop worry
VENESSA'S POVI pace across the wide space of my lavish guestroom, a thousands thoughts running through my mind. I thought I would earn something from redesigning this Manor but it turns out that I will only be repaying a piece of the loan. Perhaps I should kidnap his aunt Helen since he didn't seem to have a great relationship with his mother. Or I can steal all the expensive outfits in the closet, sell and disappear forever. It would be good for his unborn child not to grow up surrounded by bitter people. My husband hasn't come after me since he received a call from Bianca. He didn't tell me what it was about which confirms my suspicions that they have been secretly friends. I am now regretting trusting her with my secrets.Helen and her daughter are the only friends I made today. That's because the rest of the family seemed to dislike my presence. It's was saddening to find out that Helen and her daughter do not live here but my mother-in-law and a few of her fellow mean relatives
Venessa's PovI must be dreaming! I never never got hired by rich client before let alone a billionaire. My husband's hands seems to be shaking. I hope he is overwhelmed by joy. "I am not busy at all. Tell me what you would like properly designed. I am eager to take on something huge," I say, trying to hide my delight and sound like an experienced interior designer who has handled big clients before."Would you be willing to redesign this manor? The original designer had a bad taste in both artiques and colour. I want everything changed by someone with more attractive tastes," he says.A massive manor is always been my dream project. He is right about the mistakes of the original designer. Whoever it was aimed to include all sorts of modern luxury, but forgot about the art itself. They mixed too many colours and even forgot to maintain a single particular theme when choosing wall art or furniture. I can fix it all with a good budget."You have the money to hire famed space planners.
VENESSA'S POV"You look stunning, Vanessa. You can join our table," a young, beautiful woman says as I pass. I halt, feeling inwardly thankful as I had no idea where I was heading anyway. The young woman is in the company of an older woman whose features resembles hers. They both smile warmly when I gaze at them. I take the seat between both."I am Helen, Oren's aunt. This is Lyla, my daughter," the older woman introduces. "Nice to meet you both," I say as I shake their manicured hands. "I bet that your husband is feeling bitter that Weiss made you look better. He is such a loser," Lyla comments.It's a relief to learn that not everyone is on the side of Marcus. Maybe it's just his mother since she needs me to remain a babysitter."Did you two have a fight?" the older woman, Helen, asks."Yes. It wasn't about my dress though," I answer. "What was it about?" she curiosly asks. "You can trust us to keep a secret."I do not trust them to keep a secret. But I am not losing anything b
VENESSA'S POVAll eyes are on us as we walk back into the hall. Marcus strides furiously towards us. "Oren and I needs to talk. Please keep your husband company for a few minutes," my mother-in-law hastily requests, grabbing Oren's hand. "You had the chance to talk to me before now," he snorts while pulling back his hand. "Go with her. I will be totally fine," I urge as I do not want the confrontation that my stupid husband aims to cause. He is going to whine about the dress I am now wearing because I took off his cheap one. His mother was right about one thing, that he needs a baby sitter. "Don't let my brother push you," Oren advises before following his mother. I nod and simply wait. "How can you disappear with my brother when I needed you by my side?" Marcus annoyingly asks. "We need to talk," he grabs my hand and takes us out of the hall again. "I cannot believe you're such a wh*re!" Are the first words that come out of his foolish mouth when he finally halts and let's go o
VENESSA'S POVHis luscious lips looks more inviting than a chocolate cake. Why are forbidden things the most tempting? Should I ask him to go back to playing the role of my escort?"Oren! Honey . . . are you in there?" his mother's voice yells from outside and even before he can answer she pushes the door open. She appears appalled by the sight of us. "What is your brother's wife doing here?" she asks, literally glaring at me."I brought her to her guest room to change into a more comfortable dress. Your beloved son has a problem with that?" Oren replies. His mother shakes her head. "You do not have to keep calling him my beloved son. I loved you both the same," she says in a voice that lacks conviction. Doesn't she believe her own words?"You loved us both? I must have had a sloth's mind not to notice it," Oren scoffs. "Dear . . . I never meant any of those comments I used to make about you. Besides it was a long time ago," she defends. She used to call his smart mind slow as a sl