Hailey
Time drifted as we placed our orders and the dishes arrived, the waiter attending to us. Damien Black seemed preoccupied, his attention split between his phone, intermittent calls, and three glasses of wine that adorned the table by the end of our lunch. He barely spared a glance in my direction, yet I found myself stealing looks at him, sizing him up every now and then.And the conclusion was infuriatingly clear—he was flawless.Throughout the meal, I'd been desperately searching for imperfections. Why, I couldn't quite fathom. Perhaps it was a feeble attempt to convince myself that he was human, fallible, or maybe—more plausibly—the reason I refused to acknowledge: to give myself cause to deny...liking him.I didn't know why I wanted to dislike him. But I just wanted to. Real bad.This whole situation was fucked up, and I was acutely aware of it. But awareness did little to guide my actions.I was not naive. I knew my stuff. I knew when I was attracted to a man and right now, the man before me, I was attracted to him in ways I couldn't fathom. To the point that I could imagine him when fingering myself—well, call me shameless but that's what I felt. He truly had the kind of face girls would love to imagine between their thighs."Well, Damien, Madison, and I are planning to take a drive. Could you possibly drop Hailey off at the apartment on your way to the office?"Coby's announcement caught me off guard, nearly causing me to choke on my food. I shot wide-eyed looks at him and then at Mom."What?""You never let her in on the plan in advance, do you?" Coby chuckled, glancing at Mom as he stood up."If I had told her, she wouldn't have come," Mom chuckled too, rising from her seat. So, this was their ploy? They'd ordered lightly for themselves, scheming to bond with my newly discovered older brother of seven years?Shit! This was messed up. I couldn't bear to meet his fucking gaze, let alone share a car ride with him.Tugging at Mom's dress , I shook my head in a silent plea to dissuade her. Damien noticed, yet he chose to remain silent.What was he thinking? He'd been ominously quiet throughout lunch, and I could only imagine the tension building during the impending car ride."Damien, honey, do you have time? I don't want to cause any trouble for you. If you're too busy, Coby and I can drop her off before we head out," my mother said.Given Damien's preoccupation with a string of important phone calls since the beginning, I anticipated a polite refusal. However, to my surprise, he nodded. "Sure, I can drive her home. It's no problem."A smile spread across my mom's face at his response. "Thank you, honey, and I apologize for the trouble.""Great! Then Madison and I will head off," Coby announced, patting Damien's back, whose unexpected gaze had locked onto me, unyielding. Mom leaned in and placed a kiss on my cheek."Finish your lunch and then head out, alright?""I can just take a cab. He seems busy anyway," I stammered, desperately trying to avoid this unwanted journey home."Cab? No way," Coby intervened firmly. "Damien has already offered. It's not a big deal. You don't need to worry, Hailey.""B-but...""Do you not want to share a car with me, Bunny?" Damien's voice interrupted, seemingly unaffected by our parents standing nearby. "Or is there someone else you'd rather be with?"His words now hung in the air, charged with an unexpected intensity. My heart raced, caught off-guard by his directness, his gaze piercing through my defenses.My cheeks burned red.This jerk.....Why did he have to say that before both Coby and Mom?"No! It's not like that. I just..." My attempt at coherence faltered as I struggled to articulate the truth. I didn't want to share a car with him, but admitting that outright was out of the question. His towering figure, rippling muscles, and simply his presence hinted at an effortless ability to throw me off of this fifteenth floor and the thought sent shivers down my spine."So, it's a boyfriend thing," a sly smirk played on his lips."No! It's not that. At all," I blurted out.God. It truly wasn't about having a boyfriend....because I never had one. Well, I had a few flings, few kisses and makeout but nothing more that."So, what is it then?" He arched an eyebrow, folding his arms across his chest, his smirk a constant fixture on his face.This man was devilishly clever, a different breed altogether. A type of devil I hadn't known existed till now at this very moment as I watched him.So, devils could exist beneath human skin. And Damien was one of them."Hailey has never been in a relationship, Damien," my mom intervened, chuckling lightly. "I can assure you, it's not that. She's just a bit nervous, but she'll take the ride, won't you, Hailey?" Her stare communicated a clear message—don't mess this up.Was she genuinely expecting me to foster a good connection with this demon? He was too captivating to be real and too intimidating to handle. I didn't want to be in his presence, let alone share a car ride without damping my panties.But fuck! What option did I have? I was screwed."Fine, I'll go with him," I finally let out a defeated sigh.I mean there was no point in arguing cause I literally had no fucking options left."Good," Mom's smile mirrored Coby's as they bid us goodbyes and disappeared from view.Now, it was just Damien and me.Our eyes locked, and I felt my breath catch."Um...shall we go?" I ventured, breaking the silence that hung between us."Your mom instructed you to finish your lunch," came his straightforward response."I'm full.""You don't appear full, and you've hardly eaten anything. So, cut the act and finish your lunch, Bunny."What was with that nickname? Did I resemble a bunny? No chance. I gave myself more credit than that."Don't call me that..." I murmured under my breath."Why not? It suits you," he chuckled softly, his voice carrying a husky undertone that sent a shiver down my spine, threatening to raise goosebumps on my skin, "By the way....Do I really make you nervous, Hailey?" My request to refrain from using the nickname suddenly felt like a terrible mistake.I never would've asked him to call me by my name if I knew it would sound like that.Fuck! I really needed to get a hold of myself."Not at all," I stammered, attempting to deflect, "My mom just said nonsense. I'm not nervous.""Okay then. Finish your lunch," he shrugged, surprising me with his quick agreement. I observed as he returned to his phone, engrossed in his own affairs.Deciding to keep to myself, I focused on my lunch, attempting to ignore the persistent flicker of nerves dancing within me.Hailey"He's the one who told me everything," I said softly, watching Damien shoot deadly stares at Carter, who simply avoided his gaze and continued with his breakfast.But the stares didn't stop. Damien looked like he wanted to kill Carter, and Carter looked like he was far too used to it to care."He basically did all of this to knock some sense into your head, Damien," I said again. "He never once tried to push you away from me. It was all part of his plan.""I somehow find that very hard to believe," Damien muttered, taking a sip of his espresso, "He isn't that kind of an asshole. He's the kind who likes to fuck my life up.""Well, obviously, years of hiding don't change the blackened hearts of some people," Carter said in a singsong, mocking tone as he reached for his sandwich—only for Damien to push it away."What exactly are you playing at, Cart
HaileyAs his car came to a halt, so did my heart. I watched him—he didn't even bother to park properly. He threw the door open and rushed out. His eyes first landed on Carter, then on me, and in that instant, all the anger I'd glimpsed in them just moments ago seemed to melt away. Of course, I had disappeared for an entire day—he had every right to be concerned, angry, or however he wanted to be.He strode toward me, his steps fast, controlled, and unflinching, his gaze locked on mine. Carter stepped aside with a small chuckle, "Guess you two need some privacy," and walked away, leaving us alone.The air around me felt tighter as he stopped before me.I knew what he'd been through was hellish—but that didn't give him the right to put me through what he had. I'd be mad at him for that... for a long, long time. But right now? Right now, I wanted to let him back. Back into my soul. Ba
HaileyIt didn’t take him even ten minutes to remind me about that night—and how, even if he hadn’t known about me and Damien, he would have figured everything out from my drunken, stupid confessions. That didn’t bother me. What did was realizing how much more I could have known about Carter all this time if I’d been a little more sober… or if my memory had actually served me.He wasn’t who he pretended to be. He wasn’t an ass.And maybe….Damien also wasn’t a monster.“Damien and I… we’ve been best friends since kindergarten,” he chuckled. “He was that sad, lonely kid, always troubled with his parents’ constant issues. And I was there through all of it—I saw how his mom preferred Coby’s money and left with it, signing a contract that she’d never meet Damien again. She left with her lov
Hailey"It's been the whole day," Carter spoke up as I cut into my steak, calm as if I hadn't dragged him out first thing this morning, telling him I needed to talk and assuring Mom I'd be out with him for the day. And now, it seemed, the day was slowly coming to an end.So the awkward conversation had to start, I guessed.Hell, but I didn’t want to start it."You aren't supposed to disturb someone while they're eating," I said, eyes still on my steak as I cut into it. "You should just enjoy your meal too." I basically had zero interest in food but I had to do something to keep the time passing anyways."Well, I've clearly enjoyed breakfast, a beach-side walk, lunch, a snack, a stupid animation movie, and now half of dinner with you—without even mentioning the purpose you said, if I remember correctly this morning, was—you needed to talk to me. Pro
HaileyI didn't know how many times we'd made love last night, how many times he'd whispered that he loved me, how many times he kissed me and wiped away my pain—or how many times I told myself, in the morning, that I'd let it all go. But waking up in his bed, wrapped in his shirt, my scars carefully covered in ointment and bandages, I realized something: even the drugs Ricky used couldn't erase last night from my memory. He existed—Damien black still existed—will always exist—in every one of my fucking veins.The drugs didn't erase anything—Not the fact that Damien had made love to me, telling me he loved me again and again and making me feel like he meant it. Not the fact that Carter had been there when they rescued me, silently letting me walk away with Damien, fully aware of what I needed. I needed him. I needed Damien.How did he know?Did he know even when he refus
HaileyIt was no secret that Damien carried magic on his tongue—both the good kind and the dangerous kind. And right now, as he drew me closer and closer to the edge, I couldn't tell which magic this was—but it was magic nonetheless. A magic so potent it made me forget the wounds I carried, the pain I'd endured, the horrors I'd survived. Maybe he was magic himself but when had he ever let me get close enough to understand him fully?"Damien," I moaned, gripping his head tightly, my other hand brushing against the back of his neck, feeling a shiver ripple through me. And if I weren't wrong—a shiver passed through his spine as well. I felt it, against my skin, in my flesh.With ease, he found my sweet spot and lingered there, taking his time, as if with every stroke of his tongue there he was erasing all the pain I'd known. A selfish part of me wished he we