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Chapter 8

Author: Jaden
last update Last Updated: 2022-11-19 12:57:48

Alicia, ironically, benefited from the marriage contract following her mother's death.

"Back then, you had a choice. You could have refused to marry mother... you could have sacrificed fame and fortune to be with your loved one. Perhaps you and mother are happy. "Neither would I have been born."

Alicia spoke her thoughts aloud for the first time.

Her father was a self-centered individual. He was given a fair choice: for fame and wealth that he would never achieve in his lifetime, he'd have to forget his old lover and at least... learn to love the woman he would marry. Even if his heart was with another woman, it was a man's duty to care for and love his wife and daughter.

It was a simple decision.

He, however, did not.

He had an affair with another woman and had a child with her.

Perhaps it was for the best that her late mother died before she discovered the truth.

"Your mother was a terrifying woman who had pushed her away without my knowledge!" This child would not have suffered as
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