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Never To Be Loved Again Chapter 69
Ivan warned her that he’d not sit idle should she cross a certain line. But inwardly, he thought of letting go of her clumsy spying. If only she stood by his side instead of his mother, he’d have protected her at all cost, but this was not the case…‘…..Why does it hurt so much?’Ivan did not know the sort of expression she made at his remark. He gave her one last look before turning to the other side, falling asleep thereafter with a heavy heart.Their cold relationship continued, never to be amended. After their first night, guiltiness struck his heart recalling her painful face. He felt terrible… like he had raped her. No, he did…What had he done…?‘…..Is this what marriage is like?’But when he looked at Basil, his servant, it was not like that. After years of marriage with his wife, he remained true and devoted. He was the happiest man in the world whenever he spoke about his lover.Ivan’s mind wandered back to his wife, wondering if she would neglect her duty to bear him a seco
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“I understand that feeling, though I hope we’d not need to pour our hearts to our enemies which are the most important things to us Arundelites and Coulsonites. We are the only heirs of the ancient kingdom, after all.”Lisaa was a fallen ancient empire that once flourished for thousands of years. Their blossoming knowledge and splendid invention spread to neighboring countries only to collapse from the invasion of nomadic tribes, proceeding to call themselves an empire using Lisaa’s inheritance thereafter. But regardless, both Ehrlich and Coulson remained the most prominent inheritor of Lisaa’s culture and knowledge. The two kingdoms would band together to confront said fledgling empire while despising one another and calling the opposite side barbarians.“It’s not the time to fight against Coulson. Our ultimate enemy is the Toulouse Empire.”“Isn’t Her Majesty, the queen, a symbol of a strong alliance between the two countries? We need to unite together as a united front else we face
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“Your Majesty, we’ll soon arrive at the Countess’ estate.”A voice entered Ivan’s ear. He raised his head and looked ahead. The journey from Coulson to Ehrlich was smooth. After two hours of time getting off the port, entering the carriage, and beginning their journey, they had finally arrived at Alicia Kenboe’s estate.The original plan was to journey straight to Edirne, the kingdom capital, but Ivan deviated slightly from the planned schedule and stopped by the mansion. He thought she’d have a much difficult time going back to visit her servants.“Stop.”The royal carriage stopped at the king’s instructions as Ivan got off the horse and approached the carriage Alicia was on. For formality’s sake, he knocked on the door before entering.“Excuse me.”What he saw after opening the door was her leaning against the window. She was tired and hadn’t gotten a single rest from the port and to here.After commanding his people to remain quiet, Ivan hopped inside the carriage and sat in front
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It was like he dreamt of her, of her silhouette, of her illusion – that she was there physically present only to awake in an empty bed. He had lost her once, the girl, who, without notice, became his universe. It hit him. He thought he had forever to amend his mistakes, but the truth was, he did not… they had met during a time when everything was an intricate mess and had much to figure out. How could he have known how crucial every word said, every action made, or losing her would become something of a bitter regret?He had lost her once and he did not want to repeat the same mistakes. Ivan looked down at her everlasting beauty and hoped this moment would last… forever. Though he may never touch her closed heart once more, he’ll always be there. Whether it be late at night or early in the morning, she’ll always have him. He would spend the rest of his lifetime atoning for his sin.Ivan raised his fingers stiffly and touched strands of her hair. His heart palpitated.Meanwhile, she mu
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“…..” Basil stood in place flabbergasted and taken aback. Was it not common sense that women loved flowers? If they did not… well, he had never met one.“You make it so obvious that you don’t want to answer my question, Basil.”Basil grumbled and muttered softly, “Forget it, I won’t give you advice anymore. This beast will only irritate me.”But in the next moment, Basil donTed a wide smile and clapped his hand. “Of course, that’s not the case, Your Majesty. Of course, of course! The Countess will truly appreciate your kind goodwill.”And in the end, Ivan decided to pluck sets of flowers from the garden for her mother. He intended to pay the Countess a proper respect. Her mother was her only true family member that cared for her, but… because of the Countess’ close relationship with his mother, the Queen, he had long developed a great dislike toward her.He regretted…She stood next to the Countess’ grave, as expected, and Ivan placed the flowers in front of the tomb. He looked at Bas
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Alicia often gagged, even vomiting out the nasty-flavored medicine. It did not matter that her organs despised the medicine, the Maid of Honor would bring in a new set and have her down the medicine fully despite Alicia’s distress. The Maid of Honor kept a close eye on her, making sure she finished the medicine before proceeding her reports to the Queen Mother.Those memories, Alicia loathed it.“Please take good care of me.”This time around she’ll damn well make sure no one forced her to drink or eat something she did not want.She faced Ivan thereafter and said, “I think it’s proper that I say my greetings to the Queen first. Is it alright to visit her?”Ivan’s countenance hardeTed. “…..You don’t have to.”Alicia thought it rude of her that she skips on the formalities. It seemed rightfully proper to greet the Queen Mother.“What do you mean by that?” she said.“I mean… you don’t need to say hello to her. You must be tired. Let’s get some rest.”Alicia marveled in surprise. She kne
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The Duchess, Mrs. Cesley, gave Alicia a proper answer right away and said, “She’s resting in peace. Queen, after you left for Chricton, Her Majesty retired from politics not long after. A few years ago, she moved to Burke Castle. Her Majesty thought the palace too… messy. So, it is as the king said. You need not worry too much about her, My Queen.”“…It sounds like King Ivan drove her out.”The Duchess stopped for a moment – Alicia too.The Duchess, who looked around the age of forty, was a woman of mature and gentle beauty, but she did not look glum by any means. Her dark gray eyes glittered and showed unfathomable depth that seemed like it could see through all of Alicia’s thoughts. Her eyes glazed with mature age, a clear juxtaposition of a young girl who longed to break free.But Alicia’s question prior ago caught her off guard, embarrassed her even.When Alicia lived in Chricton, she inherited a few traits from Helen. The princess often threw wicked people off guard with question
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The Duchess’ quickly picked herself up and removed the laughter on her face, donning a thoughtful look thereafter. And then she bowed. “I disrespected you, My Queen. Please forgive me. I never meant to laugh at you,” she sighed and continued, “Listening to the Queen, I thought“His Majesty’s anxious concern is useless, after all.”Regardless, it doesn’t excuse my disrespectful action.”Alicia tilted her head as Ivan’s name suddenly popped out. “What does that mean?”“His Majesty’s been on edge and anxious since planning the national marriage.” The Duchess looked at Alicia’s surprised face. “My Queen, I have lived in the royal palace with my husband until passing away. From then on, I lived a quiet life in the countryside without intents of coming back to noble society. Truth be told, I was satisfied with the quiet life I lived. But a year ago, His Highness called me back to the palace and informed me that he will marry and the kingdom will soon have a queen. His Majesty asked, no, ple
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Translator – Yue“Salerno Inn”Alicia read the old sign that was hanging atop a building. It was an inn, so it definitely offered food and shelter to travelers.“It would take us around two hours to reach your mother’s mansion. It might be faster if we rode my horse together, but you can’t while pregnant… if you don’t want to spend the night in a place like this, then I’ll find another way…”Ivan murmured while trying to assess Alicia’s reaction. He knew that the inn was old and gloomy. He’d spent some nights here before himself but he knew that it was different for Alicia, who’d only lived in mansions and palaces. She might even find this place repulsive.He did not want the news of them here to spread too much, which was why he’d chosen this place as he could keep their identities hidden. But… perhaps he should have thought of Alicia more. Maybe it would be best to go to someone else’s house and reveal their identity so they could spend the night somewhere more comfortable.As he ke
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“Alright. Go ahead, do it. Call me if you need any help as well.”“I will.”When their conversation came to an end, Ivan slowly rose from his seat. Alicia got up as well. Just when he was about to turn around, Alicia spoke.“I wish for you to stop feeling guilty of all that’s happened to me.”Ivan’s eyes focused intently on Alicia. For some reason, she found it hard to look him back in the eye, so she averted her gaze.“I don’t dislike you anymore, Ivan. I’m grateful to you for letting me live my life again and leave this place with my baby.”“Grateful…uh.”While he bitterly mumbled to himself, Alicia nodded her head.“After all, you did put in a lot of effort in saving my life. I’ll make sure I do everything in my power to live a happy life from now on. I’m not completely alone anymore, after all.”Alicia placed a hand on her belly.“Once this baby is born, I’ll only let him see and listen to the most wonderful things. I know I can’t stop the darkness of this world to reach him, but
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Translator – YueAlicia’s jaw slowly opened.“When you say, ‘a chance to end this marriage’…”“You never wanted to marry me in the first place. You were forced into it because the Crown Prince threatened to kill your cousin if you didn’t.”“But why are you giving me this? This marriage will automatically end in a year, anyways.”Their contractual marriage had a time period clearly stipulated. Alicia couldn’t understand why he was giving her a choice right now.“If you want to end this marriage, then you don’t need to wait for the time to be up to do so. I’ll make sure you leave this country safely first thing tomorrow if you so wish it.”“Then… what will happen to the baby I’m carrying…?”Alicia’s voice faded. Her eyes darted to the contract clauses. There, she herself agreed on leaving all rights concerning the child to Ivan if she were to get pregnant. With the opportunity he was giving her, she’d be able to flee and hide somewhere far, far away, and he’d never be able to claim his
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