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Chapter 149

Author: Jaden
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She could not remember much of what happened after deep sleep overtook her. Half-awake, her consciousness slowly came back to its senses, noticing that she was in the arms of someone.

A large hand stroked her face with profound gentleness.

“…Ivan?” she said, unwittingly calling out his name.

She saw the man’s lips tug to a smile.

‘Why’s he smiling so happily?’ Alicia wondered.

“Go on. Sleep a little more. We have a long time till we arrive back at the palace.”

Alicia came to notice that she and Ivan were currently inside a moving carriage and that she had on a white sleepwear and a blanket wrapped around her. He may have carried her to the carriage while she was passed out in a peaceful sleep.

She blinked her tired eyes several times as Ivan leaned over to kiss her, as if soothing her to go back to sleep.

“Mmn.” Alicia nodded, following his recommendation and let sleep flood in. His warm embrace allowed her to drift away comfortably.

Ivan smiled, wondering what she was dreaming of.

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