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Never To Be Loved Again Chapter 103
Where did they go wrong?Alicia sighed.She fell for him when she was young, when she was stupid, when she was naive. If only she was like Helen, maybe she’d not trod the road of misery… and maybe… she’d not lose Ivan to her sister and her life taken away by a thread of strings.“Yes… I’m in pain,” she replied, shooting him with eyes full of complications.Despite the pain, her heart ached more than her body. She thought there was no place he could hurt her for she’d already been torn apart in pieces. But it was a lie. Memories of the bitter past came flooding in and she saw Ivan pouring out his resentment, his anger, his complaint against her.“…You keep hurting me.”She did not realize she had voiced out her thoughts. It came out tearful and rough.Why did she remember those cruel nights she spent him?“…It’s all because of you… you’re hurting me.”“I’m sorry.”Ivan looked at her with a solemn smile and sunken eyes. He wiped away the tears dripping down her pretty cheek.“For any pa
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Alicia’s body felt heavy and sore in the first light of dawn. A feather-like weight wrapped around her, causing her unable to move.She slowly opened her eyes and saw a man sleeping innocently before her. He was fast asleep.“…..”Thick eyelashes, sharp nose, shapely defiTed lips, and sculpted face… she stared for a moment, her mind recalling their deeds from last night. Now he laid before her and slept peacefully. Gone was his aggressiveness from before. The thought of it caused her to blush red.The last vestige of memory she remembered was him telling her to sleep. Everything after that was blank. Well, she did sleep thereafter.‘I wonder how much time has passed.’She lifted her head and looked at the window. The sun had risen and her maidservants would soon arrive. She should get up and prepare before they make their arrival… but… Ivan hugged her waist tightly. It would be difficult to wiggle out of his grasp.As she struggled, albeit futile, to escape, a large hand suddenly pres
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Ivan placed his hands between her soft legs and looked at her blooming flower.Alicia covered her face and shook her head. “I’m fine… so stop…”“I already saw everything while I washed you clean last night. I’m sure you’d faint from the sight of it.”“……”Her body froze.That’s right.She was full of sticky sweat last night before falling asleep, but now she was clean from top to bottom. Even the area where the bloodstains and white fluid were supposed to be was spotless.She gasped, realizing what he had done.‘…How was he able to clean me thoroughly while making sure not to wake me up?’As the tumultuous shock quietly ran through her eyes, Ivan’s eyes grew stern and serious like a reliable man. With her legs apart and her blooming flower in full view, he examiTed the fleshy area that was red and swollen. He gently touched it.Feeling his warm and smooth hand rubbing up and down her fleshy flower, Alicia bit her lips. His other hand moved towards her cl*t and he breathed hotly on it.
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Both Ivan and Alicia flinched at the door’s sudden knock.Alicia quickly shut her eyes from the fervent embarrassment while Ivan’s lips parted slowly.A hint of sadness and anger flashed in his eyes as he said, “Let’s leave this here for this morning. We’ll have many nights together in the future.”He spoke without much hesitation and bashful shame. He smiled lightly and covered her body with a blanket. Afterward, he stood up and put on the robe resting quietly next to the bedside table.“Come in.”As his commanding words echoed, two maidservants entered. They came to collect evidence of their marriage. Ivan carefully handed them a cloth neatly folded away in the corner of the bed to the maidservants, and they who received it bowed respectfully and left the room.As the door closed, Ivan looked over his shoulder and stared at Alicia. She was in the bed with a blanket pulled up to her neck, revealing only her bashful and red face. The tail-end of his lips raised to a coquettish smile s
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“I-I was jesting, Your Majesty! All the rooms inside the palace are perfectly soundproof! Th-there’s no way I’d be able to hear anything…! It’s the honest truth! Cross my heart! Your Majesty, I couldn’t even hear footsteps from there! If doubt crosses your mind, you can check later for any noise in the room!”Ivan’s stern look loosened, though somewhat.Thereafter, Basil went down to his knees and grabbed it. It throbbed in searing pain. The damn beast kicked his leg while naked with his thing dangling off.Disgusting!“If you make jokes like that again, I won’t go easy on you next time.”Ivan turned around and went to the bathing room. He slammed the door close.Basil blew and huffed and rubbed his knee while not forgetting to swear under his breath towards that bad-tempered, nasty king.Seeing how horrid the beast reacted to his simplistic joke, cold sweat formed on his temples. Had he made a blunder of mistake last night to open the door, he really would have been executed on the s
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“This is the list of honored guests you’ll be having breakfast with, Your Majesty. They’ve long expressed their wish to see Ehrlich’s great king. After the meal, the honored guests will return back to their homeland.”While Ivan finished washing himself clean, Basil handed him a paper listing the names of the honored guests.Ivan gave the paper a slight glance and looked at Basil. “…Hmm. Coulson’s Dimitri won’t be attending? Why is that? And I see that Marquis Preibius is physically present but his name isn’t on the list.”Basil lifted his head with wide eyes. A lightbulb popped up as if he had just remembered. “Ah, right. He did not come this time, Your Majesty. Only the Crown Prince Ivan and Marquis Preibius came as Coulson’s representative for the wedding ceremony. Of course, it’s understandable you’d not know of this since… you were too busy with…” Basil choked and muttered eerily soft to the side, “…pleasuring the Queen Goddess to notice the small minute details…”Ivan did not he
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Alicia was left alone in the room after Ivan left. She wrapped her body with a blanket swiftly before the maidservants arrived. Then she stepped out of the bed.“Ah…”But as soon as her feet touched the cold floor, she unconsciously lost strength. Her legs wobbled and she fell to the floor. She knew the issue of her problem. It was not only her lower area aching in pain, her whole body, too, ached in a blaze aflame like it’d been beaten and whipped all night long.She grabbed onto the bed frame pole and struggled to stand. Meanwhile, Mrs. Cessley came into the room. Behind her were the maidservants holding the bathwater filled full with warm water.Mrs. Duchess saw Alicia’s struggle. She gasped in immediate surprise and quickly ran over to her.“My Queen, are you all right?”Alicia looked into her eyes and gave a weak smile. “Mrs. Cessley… I apologize but could you lend me your hand a bit…? I’m a little out of energy right now…”“Oh my goodness…” Mrs. Cessley propped Alicia up. She ga
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Alicia looked into the duchess’ gentle eyes.“Mrs. Cessley, are you talking about the banquet that’ll be hosted in the palace?”“Yes. It’ll be the banquet where you, My Queen, and His Majesty greet and tend to the nobles in the gathering together as a pair for the first time. You don’t need to feel pressed. The only useless thing they’ll be interested in is what trendy dress the queen is wearing and how many times she danced with her king. You’ll only need to greet them with an adequate smile. They’re merely innocent cats hiding their claws in the beginning, after all.”It is as Mrs. Cessley says.The banquet tomorrow will only be of quiet reconnaissance and the first she’ll make an official appearance as queen. The nobility will watch her every move with keen eyes and judge the sort of queen they think she is. From there, they’ll decide how to proceed with her.Alicia remembered the time when she was an easy target for the nobility to prey upon. She had a lack of experience handling
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“Alright. Go ahead, do it. Call me if you need any help as well.”“I will.”When their conversation came to an end, Ivan slowly rose from his seat. Alicia got up as well. Just when he was about to turn around, Alicia spoke.“I wish for you to stop feeling guilty of all that’s happened to me.”Ivan’s eyes focused intently on Alicia. For some reason, she found it hard to look him back in the eye, so she averted her gaze.“I don’t dislike you anymore, Ivan. I’m grateful to you for letting me live my life again and leave this place with my baby.”“Grateful…uh.”While he bitterly mumbled to himself, Alicia nodded her head.“After all, you did put in a lot of effort in saving my life. I’ll make sure I do everything in my power to live a happy life from now on. I’m not completely alone anymore, after all.”Alicia placed a hand on her belly.“Once this baby is born, I’ll only let him see and listen to the most wonderful things. I know I can’t stop the darkness of this world to reach him, but
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