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2024-10-29 19:42:56“No sleeping during meetings!” I heard Jada yelling at me, so I just said I was sorry, and before I knew it, my mind was flying away again.
I knew for a fact that when Jada wore her glasses, I wouldn’t be able to go back to my room where Amelia might possibly be waiting for me, still in her nightgown, and she might also be sipping from her daily morning coffee that is so strong I wished to have never tasted it.
I messaged her, saying that I am in an emergency meeting with friends, and she just replied with a “okay” and a heart emoji. I sure hoped that it was really okay for her, because I don’t want her to feel that I’m neglecting her. That was far from what I’m doing. All my mind could even think about is her, all I want to do right now is run away from this room and go back to her and give her a hug and ki
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