I was walking alone, the bell rang so other students didn't really care about their surroundings, if they bumped you, they'd just run as if nothing happened, since tardiness was never a good thing in this school. But because I’m not quite aware of what punishments they gave students who are late, I took my time in walking, and there I heard everything that I shouldn’t have.
“You can’t do that, Madam. I worked hard to be the winner of last year’s Fall Singing Contest. If you’d give them to another student, wouldn’t the press know?” I heard a voice of a girl said, and it seemed like she was crying. I stopped on my tracks, and despite my gut feeling telling me to continue on walking, I stayed in my place and decided to listen.
”If you’d do this, then the other students would stop bullying you, isn’t that what you want, Ms. Jones?” the teacher asked, and I fought the urge to go and yell at her for what she just told the poor student.How come there are teachers like her who would dare say that to a kid who is being bullied? How can she sleep so peacefully at night, knowing that one of her students is being hurt? Isn’t she scared of what the consequences would be for her when the time comes it would be her turn to be hurt, because she turned a blind eye to this?
“You’ve been telling me that ever since I was a little girl, you told me that if I keep on winning competitions and give them to those girls, they would stop harassing me!” The girl’s voice echoed throughout the hallway, and I wished she did this when the bell hasn't rung yet, in order for the other students to hear what they were talking about. The students need to know about this sick teacher and the poor student’s condition.
“But guess what? They never did!” the student screamed, to the point, even I was shocked at how she sounded. She sounded hurt, angry and greatly disappointed. But I didn’t really mind, she deserves to feel all that. What the school did to her was sick. I just can’t believe all these happen in real life too. This just proves that being powerless would only make your situation harder than those who have money and power.
How come this has been going on ever since Ms. Jones was a little girl? And who do they offer her wins to? Was it one of the rich students in this school? Or the ones who are too dumb enough, that they chose to just lie about their achievements? I grimaced at those thoughts, since it felt so impossible to have those things happen in real life. But guess what, all of these can happen in real life too, but most people choose to ignore it. That’s why this school never changes.
The student who was called “Ms. Jones” left the room so I immediately hid behind the wall, and even texted the other girls of the new information I got. I felt bad for the girl, and I wish I could help, but for now I need to attend to my favorite subject.
Attending class with an empty stomach wasn’t new to me, but the things that happened today were so exhausting, that it made me want to at least eat something. I knew I couldn’t, so I just took my water bottle and drank all of the remaining water there in hopes of it making me full and not make my stomach grumble during class.
I sat on an empty chair near the table. It was time for one of my favorite subjects which is Music, but I really don’t have energy left to at least participate willingly. And yes, the school doesn’t only focus on the students’ academic performance, but also on their extracurricular activities, like Music, Sports, Arts and Dancing. But the thing is, the school is not very supportive of their representatives in those fields, because it was never the center of attention in Whistler High.
It would always still fall on the smart students who do great in their academic performances. Well, it shouldn’t bother me so much, but after knowing that some students here, even though they weren’t great artists, they still got it under their profiles in order to pass prestigious universities.
It’s unfair to think that some students who aren’t as powerful as them were robbed out of their success. I really don’t understand why some parents would give their children everything, even though they’re already hurting another kid too. I just think that it’s really unfair.
So those people who kept on telling me and the other kids that money isn’t everything, I believe that it’s pure lies. Everybody needs money. If you have money, you’ll have power, and once you have power, then nobody would try to do something that might hurt you, because they’re aware you’re powerful enough to hurt them back.
I’m well-aware that I’m privileged, being born in a well-off family is a huge advantage for me, and even being the only child makes it even easier for me, but I’m just glad my parents never used their connections or money to let my wrong doings slip. If I did something bad, they would make sure I would accept the consequences. I even remember having to pick up garbage after class as a punishment when I was younger. If I was my 13 year old self, I would have cursed my parents for letting me do all that, when they clearly had the power to get me away with it, but then, now that I’m older, I realized what parents did was the smartest thing they ever did.
At first, I was even angry at them since my friends’ parents would always make sure they’re exempted from the punishments, but as I grew older, I realized that my parents were just doing their best to be the best parents for me. I was just a brat who couldn’t see that what they did for me was all for my well-being.
I was cut off from my thoughts when the door opened and it revealed no other than the girl from the cafeteria together with the girl whom I heard being called as “Ms. Jones”
I leaned on my desk, my chin resting on my hand as I watched them enter. The officer’s bag was even being held by Ms. Jones as they’re walking on their seats. I smirked at what that officer was doing. She really is a brat. Okay, I wouldn’t lie, but in all honesty, I might’ve been a brat too during my younger years, but I never stoop so low by having another student in my past school hold my bad for me. What were my arms for if I would just let another student carry my bag instead of me?
Some students were greeting her, even telling her that she’s such a great singer and it was nice to be able to see her in person, making my left eyebrow raise because of what I heard. So, this officer who ruined my supposed to be time with Amelia is a good singer? Now, that’s some awesome news, I can't wait to hear her sing so I can at least see if she really is that good.
“Why are you still here? Get lost!” the officer screamed at Ms. Jones so she immediately went to her own desk which was… next to mine, some students laughed at her, while some just chose to ignore. I smiled at her, and was even about to introduce myself, but our teacher already went in.
Our teacher was really good, I can tell with the way he knows what he’s teaching. He even knows how to sing. It looks like the school still has a little bit of care for their students who want to take up Music Major.
“Mandy, I heard you won another contest? That’s really great of you, keep doing that and I’m sure you’ll be able to enter a good University and we never know, you might even become a big star someday,” our teacher complimented Mandy aka the rude officer.
So, Mandy won the competition, but from what I heard a while ago, it was Ms. Jones who won the contest. Now, this is making me even more curious. But immediately stopped myself, I still need to finish my job with Mr. Wilson and Georgia, so for now, all I need to do is befriend this girl beside me and have her spill all the secrets this officer named Mandy has in order to make her fall be more fatal than the rest.
“Can we get a little hear of what you sang in the competition, Mandy?”
I might be busy, but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t tease this girl for what she did. She disrespected me, she deserves what I’m doing to her too. Mandy looked at me, and her eyes widened as soon as she saw me. I gave her a smirk, before telling her again if she can at least sing for us. I even felt Ms. Jones looking at me because of what I asked for, as if what I just requested was going to kill me. But who cares? I’m not scared. Who are they anyway, right?
“Mandy can’t do that right now, Miss Kingstein. Her throat is still healing, so let’s have the singing for another time,” our teacher said, making me nod my head, a smirk still on my lips before speaking once more.
“I’ll surely look forward to that,” I said, my eyes still looking at Mandy who looked like she’s about to cut me in half, but I just shrugged my shoulders and acted as if nothing happened.
The teacher went back to teaching, and I just listened, not minding to take notes since I already knew what he was talking about. Growing up with Asian grandparents always present in your life will make you one of the best students there is. My father’s parents made sure I have enough tutors ever since I started going to school. They also made sure I knew how to dance, especially ballet, and that I’m a great singer and musician too. Not only were they concerned with my Academics, they were also concerned with my other abilities too.
That’s why at such a young age, I was always told to do things, like studying and practicing even though I didn’t want to do it. It was one of the reasons why I rebelled against them, and although I enjoyed singing, it wasn’t just my passion, I never found what my passion is, all of the things I do are mere hobbies I enjoy doing.
But I never found what I love doing.
Classes kept on going, and what shocked me was when our teacher asked a question, and my seatmate immediately answered his question correctly. I was amazed, I have never met someone who was this knowledgeable when it comes to Music. It was rare, and the kids who I was with whenever there was a group that needs to be tutored by one teacher, the kids there would be too dumb to answer, and some just doesn’t care.
“That’s correct,” our teacher said, so my seatmate sat again and I wanted to tell her she did well, but I stopped myself. That would be too lame if I would just say it, so instead, I tore out a piece of paper from my rarely used notebook, before writing a note and sliding it up to her desk.
She looked at the note, before looking at me. I gave her a smile, and a thumbs up before going back to listening to our teacher.
After a few more minutes, our class was finally over. I was glad, since I’m already hungry. And I have a two-hour break, so this would at least help me refill my stomach, and I would even get to have an hour to rest my mind from such a tiring day. It was only my second day, but there’s already so much that was happening.
I learned so much, it makes me wonder how come the school never found out how corrupted this school is. I was just new here, but I immediately knew something was wrong. Or, maybe the school knew, and they just chose to ignore it for their sake?
I texted the girls that I’m inside the cafeteria, and Lily said that she would be in the cafeteria too to accompany me since she too has free time, and we would even be classmates for our next class. Eun even texted in our group chat that she wanted to join too, but her classes are still on going, I can even hear her whine just from her texts. I just smiled at her childishness, before ordering something to eat. I even asked Lily in our group chat if she also wanted to eat something, but she said she was still full and she was so busy reading to even pay attention to food..
Of course, Jada was there to nag at her to stop reading for a few minutes to at least let her eyes rest, but Lily was one who would do the opposite she was told to, so she just logged out even before Jada could say more. I just shook my head while smiling at their silly yet cute interactions.
I thanked the old lady who served me my food, and she was shocked when I did so, but still gave me a warm smile.
I went to our usual spot inside the cafeteria, and I was so glad to see that there aren’t many students here. And I was also glad that the students here aren’t staring at me so much like yesterday, or else it’ll drive me mad.
Not long after I was seated, Lily came in but with her came also some of the officers, and one of them was Georgia together with Amelia and Mandy. I could feel my blood boiling when I saw how Mandy was clinging on to Amelia. But I immediately regretted feeling that emotion. So what if Amelia was nice to everybody but me? I shouldn’t really give a damn about it. I’m just her roommate after all, we’re not really friends, so it shouldn’t bother me too much.
“They’re really pretty up close,” Lily told me as soon as she sat next to me. I chuckled at what she said, because it was true. I wouldn’t be so attracted to Amelia in the first place if she wasn’t pretty, and I would never deny the fact that all the officers were pretty, but what keeps on holding me back from appreciating them more was their wrong doings.
A pretty face can’t solve all the bad things they did.
“You know what? You’re actually an officer material,” Lily told me, making me laugh. Now, that was some nasty joke. My mum might be the best president as they always say, but I don’t see myself being part of the student council. Especially in this very corrupted school.
“Why laugh? You’re pretty, rich and from what I heard you’re actually smart and talented,” Lily continued, making me frown. It was like she’s saying that I was just like the other officers. That I was privileged. I scoffed, before giving her a smile.
“Lily, stop. I don’t like where this is going,” I warned her, but I made sure my smile was still there, and that’s when Lily’s smile dropped. Lily is smart, and even though we only met a few days ago, I already knew she’s one sarcastic girl, and she could make you bleed by just using her words, but it’s a pity for her since I already knew this technique of hers.
Because just like her, I always made sure to hurt anyone who hurts me with words. Since it makes a person bleed more.
“If you’re planning to betray us, then do it now. I don’t want you to hurt my friends, Victoria.”
Lily removed her glasses as she spoke, before looking at me straight in the eyes. I could feel my heart beating faster, because she was so serious and her voice sounded so cold and distant, it was far from the Lily I knew, but I tried to mask my emotion in order for her not to read me.
“I’m not planning on hurting you, Lily, nor the others. I want to help,” I told her, and it was the truth, I might not be like my mum who wants to be in the spotlight and lead this group by being the president, instead I want to help even if other people wouldn’t know it was me who was behind it.
I want to help not to get acknowledged, instead, I want to help because I had the capacity to do so and I really want to end this. I will do my best to continue what my mum and her group did, but I could never do all that without Lily and the other girls’ help. So, how come I’ll even think of hurting or betraying them when they’re clearly all I have?
I was shocked when Lily chuckled, before wearing her glasses again. The dark aura that was once around her was gone, and it was now back to her usual bubbly and joyful aura that I was very used to.
“I was kidding, Tori. I always do that whenever I have a new friend. I also did that to Jada and Zoe, since I just didn’t want to get hurt, you know? I was betrayed by other students here so many times already, and I just don’t want that to ever happen again. Especially after knowing how much cool of a person you are,” Lily whispered, before holding my hand and rubbing it with her thumb.
“Please promise me you wouldn’t be like the others who would turn their back on us,” Lily said, she was almost pleading, and I wanted to tell her that I promise not to hurt them, but I didn’t know if I could do that, so I just I gave her a reassuring smile, but my smile faltered when I saw Mandy giving Amelia a tight hug, and even gave her a kiss on the cheek, but Amelia was fast enough to dodge it. I rolled my eyes at the scene, and reminded myself once again that it really shouldn’t bother me.
“Anyway, I wanted to talk to you about my plan for Mr. Wilson.”
Lily smirked at what I said, before urging me to continue talking.
“Spill,” she ordered, making me chuckle, before telling her everything that I had planned for Mr. Wilson. Yes, I was planning to have Mr. Wilson out first before Georgia, since we still need to have more evidence that indeed, it was Georgia who posted that video. Someone might’ve just hacked into her account and posted that video to frame her, and if she makes that excuse, for sure, she’ll be able to get away from it.
“Your plan is actually really good. No wonder our insider made this case be brought back in the secret files, since they trusted your capabilities. I can’t wait to share this to the others, I’m sure they’ll love this idea. I can’t wait to make him pay,” Lily enthusiastically said, her eyes sparkling as she spoke, it made me smile, because I’m excited too. I can’t wait to have him punished for what he did.
I don’t care if Mr. Wilson is handsome, smart or even rich like the others. I don’t care if he has power, all I care about is Nova and doing everything to give her the justice she deserved so much. I might not know Nova personally, but I have a similar childhood friend who died because of being assaulted and murdered by a teacher, and I remembered being so young by that time when that happened, and the culprit was just caught when I was already 15 years old. I don’t want that to ever happen again. So, I’ll try my best to protect the other girls here by sending Mr. Wilson to jail. And I can’t wait for that to finally happen.
Loud chattering can be heard as I was inside the school’s cafeteria together with Jada, Eun, Zoe and Lily. It was already six days after I came here, and from my experience of staying here, all I can say is that this school is a mixture of chaos and peace. The girls are well-mannered only if there are eyes watching, but completely the opposite when there are no hawk eyes that would watch their every movement. It felt so suffocating to be monitored all the time. Most of the teachers here are really scary and intimidating. They would shame you even though you did only the littlest of things they consider as bad. If only I can tell the whole world just how bad this school handles their students, then maybe Whistler High School for Girls would’ve gone extinct. So, to those girls who grew up here, I really couldn’t blame them. Especially Lily. She’s now a student
Deep breaths escape my mouth as I try to calm myself down as I feel the stinging sensation that the cotton with alcohol is giving my wound. I hissed when I felt it stinging again, and Zoe, who was treating my wounds could only give me an apologetic smile. I groaned when I tried to move my body. It felt like I was going to faint any moment from now, if not for the pain I was feeling. I already drank a pain reliever, and was only waiting for it to finally kick in. I let out a groan once more when I felt the cotton with alcohol touching my bruised face again. “I’m sorry,” Zoe told me, as she’s now cleaning the things she used to treat my wounds. When she’s about to go and throw them away, I stopped her by clinging to her arm and moving her close to me. She seemed shocked with what I did, but I just gave her a smile.
I never knew that food from school parties would taste so good. I was quietly sitting while eating as I waited for Amelia to finally come to her senses and at least hope she at least tries to find me. Eun even told me to go and just grab Amelia out of there, and spend more time with her, but of course, I was opposed to that. I thought we’d end up dancing, instead this is what happened. Amelia can spend her day with her friends, I really don’t care at all. So what if she forgot about me? Her very own date? It’s not a big deal. Not at all. I munched on the food I was eating frustratingly as I know there’s still something inside me that’s hoping to have Amelia to come and search for me. That blonde girl didn’t even introduce me to her friends even though I’m her date! I don’t know why she was easily distracted like that, but I shouldn’t really care anymore.
What would you do if you find out that one of the teachers in your school was just sent away, but have the victim who’s also the school’s student be expelled?Of course, I’ll riot.Whistler High School for Girls made a terrible mistake in making sure that this news won’t ever come out of our campus. I don’t get why they have to expel the student also known as the victim! Because from what I see, it should be the teacher who should be punished severely, and not the student who is for a fact, a minor. I will never understand their logic.“I can’t believe they treated that teacher like a victim, when it was her who’s the victim!” Eun exclaimed, as we’re all inside her room. I couldn’t help but agree, it was seriously disturbing. The fact that mo
If someone told me that I would be seducing a guy way older than me last year, I would have laughed at that person and told him or her that he or she is completely out of their minds. Like, come on! Even if you bring out your mandem to try and make me feel attracted to them, I would have still barfed.It was no secret in my circle of friends back home that I’m gay. Because, you see, I’m not the only one who’s like that. I have a guy friend who’s also gay, and believe me when I say that we would always cringe whenever our parents would try to set the both of us up. It was always led by our fathers, and I would give them a small smile, acting all shy, but deep down I really want to make them shut up. So, what I am going to do today is really something hard.I have to seduce Mr. Wilson, but of course, as I do that, I will need to know what he did to Nova.“Okay, so remember that if you need back up, you have to press this red button on
I let out deep breaths as I try to calm myself down. How on earth were they able to hide this information from other people.Georgia is Mr. Wilson’s step daughter. Is that the reason why she helped him in uploading that video of Mr. Wilson and Nova?I chuckled softly, before going back to asking questions to this man in front of me. He is still tied up, and I have no intentions of letting him go.“Are you being serious right now?” I asked him, still doubting what he just told me. It felt impossible, really.“Do you think I’m lying? Besides, what’s the point of knowing the truth when she’s dead already,” he asked me back, before he gave me a smirk. I stared at him with pure disgust. How can he say that to the girl he was supposed to teach instead of dating? I wanted to r
And like what Mr. Wilson had said, he surrendered.Our Math Class became one of our free times because he was nowhere to be seen. I acted as if I knew nothing when some of the girls were asking me if I had seen him. I was glad that they finally stopped asking, because even if they offer me Amelia, I still would never say a word about yesterday’s event to any of them.We were advised by the teacher next door to just stay put, incase Mr. Wilson shows up, but I already know that he won’t. He’s already going to jail to surrender himself for the bad things he had done. I wasn’t really much worried about him, since I know he’ll do it, but what I’m worried about is the person beside me.Georgia has been awfully quiet ever since she entered class. I even noticed the bags under her eyes an
I only did what I did earlier because I wanted to tease Amelia, but what happened was her getting frustrated at me because of our situation now.We’re punished for running around the hallways. Detention, isn’t that fun?“Miss Wilson, I never expected you to do this. You never had detention ever since your first year in this school, what happened now? Is it because of this girl?” a teacher that I’m not really familiar with asked Amelia before she looked at me, as if she was judging me. I gave her a sweet smile, but she just scoffed, making my smile grow bigger.“I can’t take this anymore! The 2 of you, off you go! And please, don’t let this happen again, okay? We can’t risk you getting into detention again since your reputation might get tarnished, and we don&rsqu
If someone ever told me that I was such a pain in the ass when I was a baby, I would believe them because I knew that they were the one who were able to witness it, and despite being the one who does all that, I was still basically unaware of what I was doing. And this time, I believed my friends because they were the ones who were able to witness everything. They were all here before me, I was the new girl who still has a lot to know about this mysterious school. But despite being a transferee, I am able to quickly realize how dangerous this school really is. I don’t know why they kept on lying to me, but I would like to assume that they are all doing it to protect me from what this school could do to me once I find out hidden secrets that they made their students to never talk about. Ever. Nina. She was a victim, or that’s what I believe. But, she can’t be the villain here, knowing how kindhearted she was. She was the opposite of Rei who is known to be mean to others and only kin
It couldn’t be Nina, right?Eve sent me half of the things about the past regarding this school, and from that information, there’s only one thing I can confirm. And that is Nina and Amelia had a past. It would be impossible if they were only friends. Amelia isn’t the type who would show she cares for you even if you’re just her close friend. I gritted my teeth, trying so hard to solve all these mysteries, but it kept on leading to nothing. I want to get it right this time, but why does my mind tell me that I’m wrong again? I let out a deep sigh, before focusing on the teacher who was busy lecturing for an hour now, dang! Having 2 hours in Statistics and Probability sure can make my day worse than before. During the lecture, my phone lit up, so I opened it in secret not wanting to let the others know that I was using it since if they ever find out, my phone could easily get confiscated, and I don’t want that. As soon as I opened my phone, I was surprised, it was from Eve. I thought
Three Sides of the StoryOne is your sideThe other, is theirsAnd last is the Truth.What could be the truth?What could it be that they were hiding?They were so protective of their secretThat it made me want to know more about itWhat could their secret be?Is it really important for them to kill others just to keep it to themselves?Was death really the only way for them to protect it?Maybe they were just so cruelSo evilThat they believed death was the answer to keeping their secret a secretBut is it really?Don’t they ever feel guilt?How can they sleep at night, knowing that they had killed someone?Blood. There was a lot of blood shed. And I hope they find out soonOr else there will be more innocent killedJust for their own gain.
As soon as the student council’s secretary was out of sight, I was able to breathe fine again. What she told me made my blood boil, but then again, I have no other choice but to follow her stupid orders. And by supid order, I mean, her ordering me to stay away from Amelia or else she’ll have me expelled by her powerful father. I can’t believe she could do that. To go to such an extent just because her crush is not looking her way. If only she knew that it isn’t me that Amelia adores, it was no other than Victoria. But of course, what can she do against Victoria? Nothing. Victoria was even more powerful and wealthier than her, and maybe that’s why she’s targeting me, because she knows I have nothing. I’m just some peasant for her who can’t do anything. I wiped the lone tear that escaped my eye, before turning around, and to my surprise, I was greeted by Jada who had a serious look on her face. I was about to escape, but she was fast enough not to let me. “We need to talk,” she told
“People are ruined by challenged economic lives. But they are ruined by wealth as well because they lose their pride and they lose their sense of self-worth. It’s difficult at both ends of the spectrum.” - Malcolm GladwellThis quote opens our eyes about the sad realityHow hard it is for the poor to live in this cruel worldWhere they are treated like animals by the rich.Is it offensive that most of the time, the rich are the villains?Or is it really just how it is in our universe?Where those who are unfortunate are treated as slaves by people in power. Just like in their school, where the scholars are treated badly, just because they don't have enough money to pay for their own tuition.That’s why, what’s the use of wanting to change everything, when we all know we could never change it, at all?They were teenage girls who wished for change, but could they really do it?Do they have the means to do it?Or were they all just stuck in their own fantasy?It’s hard to change somethi
I didn’t know what to do. I had been avoiding everybody I am close with, and I know they’re thinking of any possible reason why I was acting this way. But of course, they would never know the real reason behind my actions. I looked away when my eyes and Eun’s eyes met each other for the third time today. I felt guilty when Jada even offered to make me sit with them, but I only ignored them. I haven’t been inside this school for so long, but I already feel like my life here has been so long, that all I need is to get out of here in hopes of making my mind calm from the storm that has been bugging it. With our teacher still not being here, I stood up from my seat and decided to go out and just skip this class. I need to get out or else I’ll get suffocated inside there. I don’t like how all the girls I am avoiding are inside that classroom. It makes me sick in the stomach, knowing that they’ll forever hate me once they find out what I had been doing just to be able to keep my scholarsh
Maybe she was obsessed. Maybe she was still hurtingMoving on has never been easyAnd maybe that’s the reason she made sure to have a piece of her in her ownBut things were not going smoothlyBecause someone was also inside herAn experiment gone wrongMade her daughter experience things she shouldn’t haveQuestions will resurfaceAll the lies will be revealedAll the villains will be knownAnd the real heroes will be praisedA new leader will be bornAnd the old school shall be renewedAnd she will riseBecause everybody knows she’s deadBut is she? No body was found. She was just goneShe did leave some traces behindBut all of it pointed to nowhereShe was acting as if she wants to be found, but the truth is,She doesn't. She wanted to go missing without anybody looking for herShe will always be unpredictable. Like her daughter. They believed she was dead and buried somewhere But she’s notShe’s alive.
My body hurts. I woke up to the sound of Amelia baging on the bathroom door, and there I realized that I fell asleep on the bathtub. I closed my eyes in frustration, because this only means that I would have to explain myself to my roommate. And that’s what I don’t want to do right now.I don’t even know if I can still look her in the eyes. I feel so dirty and small. I just want to get away from here as much as possible. When the bathroom door was open, Amelia looked at me in shock when she saw that I was already fully clothed. She was busy finding the key perhaps, and I made sure to look presentable as soon as she was able to unlock the door. “You went inside the bathroom at 9 pm, and it’s already 3 am.” She informed me, and her tone was gentle. It was so soft that it made me want to go into her arms and cry. I want to tell her how much I fucked up, and how dirty I felt and how I failed the girls who were victims to that asshole of a teacher. So, I put my pride down and went to he
Who would have thought I would end up here? Being in a fucking place where I swore I would never find myself. I ought not to take part in any bad actions, but here I am. “You never disappoint. You’re my favorite now,” our teacher said and I heard a young girl’s sob when he finally was able to zip up his pants. My grip on the blanket covering me tightened when he went near me to give me a peck on the cheek, before he finally left the abandoned room. “You’re the student council president’s friend, right? I see you talk all the time, can you tell her about what’s happening inside here? Please… I already feel so dirty, I can’t handle this anymore. Please help us,” one girl pleaded, but I chose to ignore her. There’s nothing I can do when I myself is a willing victim to be fucking used. “I can’t do anything about it. They won’t believe us,” I told them, before getting all my stuff to finally get dressed. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I feel so fucking dirty, but