Loud chattering was heard as soon as our teacher left our classroom. It was already near lunchtime, and I have introduced myself today for 3 times now. It was a good thing that the two other teachers didn’t let my classmates ask me questions, or else I’ll really choke that bitch from my first class without any hesitation.
“Our next teacher wouldn’t be attending, so we have more free time. Enjoy.” Normally, in my old school, if there’s more free time, the one who announced it would be very happy and would even scream that news in the top of his or her lungs. But something about my new school and their students just screams that they’re different from other students outside Whistler High.
I looked at the girl with glasses, her hair was in a neat ponytail and wasn’t showing any playfulness. She was serious and after saying that in front, she just left our classroom, just carrying her bag and her books. So, I just shrugged my shoulders as I realized that it would be kind of hard for me to befriend more girls here, knowing that some of them might be really cold or just didn’t like having someone who would talk to them.
It was crystal clear that indeed they are different. Maybe it was also because of how some of them were raised here in this school. Some parents in our country would often send their kids at a young age to boarding schools, because that’s just our culture.
So most of these girls would really be having different opinions and have their actions way different from us who grew up in a house where we have much more freedom than them.
As I was about to leave our classroom, I saw Eun outside our classroom, and when our eyes met, she immediately waved at me with a bright smile on her face. Her pink hair was so pretty, it makes me question how these girls didn’t conform to what the school taught them.
“What are you doing here?” I asked her as soon as I got near her. I didn’t even have the time to look at Amelia, because I was immediately dragged by Eun to god knows where. But, instead of telling her to stop dragging me, I just let her do it. I have no one to talk to anyway, so why not hang out with her, right?
“Where are you taking me?” I still asked her, because if she plans to escape, I wouldn’t agree. It’s my first day here, I’ll do the escaping next month. I can’t have my ass getting kicked out on my first week here. I am planning on making my parents proud, and in order for that to happen I have to at least stay here longer. It’s a way of showing them that at least I tried to be nice.
“Narnia,” she jokingly answered me, making me shake my head at her answer. But hey, Narnia would’ve been a better place than this. This school makes me feel suffocated, I just couldn’t stand not being able to be with my friends back at our school. It also sucks that I haven’t talked to them yet.
I can’t talk shit about our school with them on the phone, especially if I have the school’s student council president as my roommate. I wouldn’t even doubt if Amelia decides to snitch on me if she ever hears my not so nice thoughts about this school.
I don’t even know how my mum was able to finish her studies here ever since she was a young girl. I wouldn’t last a year here! I would go berserk!
I was interrupted from my train of thoughts when Eun finally stopped walking. I looked at our surroundings and instantly felt relieved when I saw that we were in some kind of garden inside the campus. Now this place is a breath of fresh air. I liked this place more than inside of this castle like school.
“Surprise! I decided to eat outside. I even prepared some food. I hope you don’t mind since I’ve always wanted to go on a picnic, but of course, we really can’t go outside of our school. So, here’s an alternative.” Eun sat down on the blanket laid on the grass, and she even patted the place next to hers, as if telling me to sit there, so I gladly did. All the walking made my legs tired so this would at least regain their strength.
“This is wonderful, Eun. Thank you for all the food,” I told her, a smile on my face because I never experienced this. Ever. It was kind of hard for our family to go on picnics, because if there would be important events in our lives, it would always be celebrated in a grand party. It was like a tradition for our family to do it, and also, it is what most rich families do.
So, this picnic made by Eun made my heart melt. I only met her a few hours ago, but I can already feel that I will be great friends with her.
“Don’t eat without us!”
And that’s when I heard Zoe and the other two girls coming near us. The sun hit Lily’s tan skin, and it made me admire her, because of how beautiful her skin was under the sunlight. It made me sort of want to have tan skin too.
“You cooked all these?” Lily asked Eun who was now busy eating the food she prepared for us. Eun gave her a thumbs up, because she wasn’t able to talk for her mouth was full of the food she was eating. Jada lets out a chuckle, before wiping away some sauce on Eun’s face.
I smiled at their cute relationship. It made me want to have someone beside me too who would just be there to love, support and grow with me.
“Anyway, how was your class? Were your classmates nice to you?” Lily asked me, making me focus on her. She’s wearing her glasses and she has a book in hand, and I smiled when I saw what she was reading.
Attack on Titan.
I remembered my friend back home. She is also a manga reader ever since she watched anime with her older sister who passed away. It was like the only thing left about her sister, so even though she wasn’t a reader when she was younger, she eventually became one.
“They were nice. Although there’s this girl who was being irritating.” She lets out a chuckle after hearing what I said, making me raise an eyebrow, an action as if asking her what’s so funny about it.
“Was it the Spanish girl?” she asked, and I gave her a nod. This time, I also let out a chuckle, because I feel like we do really have the same person in mind.
“Goddamn! That girl really hates us Asians. She bullied me when she was still new here, but good thing Jada was there to stop her from inflicting more harm,” she told me before staring at the couple in front of us. Jada and Eun didn’t even notice that we were staring at them, because they were so busy staring at each other and were even teasing each other about something I really can’t understand. They were like in their own world, and interrupting them would feel like a crime. So, instead I just called for Zoe who was busy placing food on plates that she eventually gave to us.
“You didn’t have to, but thank you so much.” Zoe gave me a smile before she started to hand out the other plates with food to the other girls. And at last, Jada and Eun stopped playing with each other, and just ate their food.
“So, since we’re the only ones here. Can I ask you guys a question about the group thingy?” I asked them, and all their attention focused on me. I gulped, because the playful atmosphere was gone, this time they were all serious. At least they are serious about this plan.
Lily encouraged me to speak, so I let out a deep sigh before speaking.
“Why are you guys trusting me about this so easily? You do know that I’m just a new girl, right? I can tell the principal about this and have you guys expelled.” I told them, and they all looked at each other, as if they were talking to one another just through their eyes.
After all that, Zoe came to me and she even caressed my cheeks. Like how a mum does to her child whenever her child is having problems.
“Dear, we trust you. The reason why we were so eager to tell you about this was because we don’t have much time to change what’s happening. If you happen to snitch on us, that won’t happen. We trust that you just wouldn’t do that,” Zoe said before giving me a smile. Okay, first of all I don’t have any plans of telling the teachers what their plan is. But I was glad that they trusted me.
I even remembered to ask my mum about this movement, she once was the leader, soon when I saw her again.
“Have you guys tried to tell the teachers about this issue?” I asked them, and Lily let out a soft chuckle, as if what I said was a joke.
“I tried. Ever since I was young I told them about their unfair treatment, but they never listened. They simply don’t care about us,” Lily whispered nonchalantly, before focusing on her book again.
I felt bad for them. They shouldn’t be treated differently. They should be treated like every other student. I don’t get why the school seems to not care about this type of issue, when it’s something very big. Once this is out for the world to know, the school’s reputation can easily be tarnished.
“Oh, and have I mentioned that some of them are really homophobic? Reminding me everyday that girls shouldn’t like girls. Like come on! Can’t they just be happy that I got myself this pretty and awesome girl as a girl friend?” Eun asked in a joking manner, making Jada smile at her girl friend’s silliness. We did too, because Eun just knows how to lighten up the atmosphere. It’s nice to have someone like her as a friend.
I already finished eating, so I just lay down on the blanket next to Zoe who looks like she’s in deep thought.
“I’ll send you a file later. It’s a list of students whom we’re targeting,” Jada told me as she was laying on top of Eun’s lap. I gave her a nod before watching the gloomy sky again.
We were engulfed in silence. It wasn’t awkward though, it was actually comforting. And I was happy, because these girls are really kind and awesome. I thought I would have a boring school year here, but I thought wrong.
We were all so different from one another, but it seems like we all just clicked well. Like it was fate for the five of us to be friends. I know I might be saying this so early, but I can see the four of them staying in my life for a long time.
They were the type of people whom you’ll just be so happy they’re in your life. They also remind me of my friends back home. These girls: Jada, Eun, Lily and Zoe feel like home.
And I’m so glad I met them.
“Oh crap! My next class is in ten minutes, I gotta go!” Lily exclaimed, and just waved at the four of us before dashing off to her classroom. I chuckled at her action, before staring at the sky again. I let out a deep sigh as I try to let all of these sink in. It was still all so new to me, and it makes me wonder when I’ll be able to accept that indeed, I’m far from home and I’ll be staying here.
Classes were finally over, and I was so glad it was. I was now walking towards the cafeteria with my phone in hand since it was now allowed to use phones. The curious stares were still there, and I could feel their scrutinizing gaze as I was walking. Like one wrong step, and I’ll be dead in a minute.I felt a wave of relief when I was finally inside the cafeteria, and there I saw the girls at their usual table. I saw Zoe waving at me, so I waved back and immediately walked towards them. I can still feel the stares the other girls are giving, and that made me almost run towards their table, but stopped myself because it would seem inappropriate to run inside the cafeteria.When I finally sat at their table, they greeted me and I did too. I even thanked Zoe for ordering for me in advance. She was like a mother taking care of her children, making me smile at
As soon as I reached our room, I immediately showered and even prayed to all the gods out there to not let Amelia get inside our room yet, since if that happens, I wouldn’t be able to do my job properly. The water hit my face, and I shivered at the coldness of it. I grimaced at my own stupidity, for forgetting to make the water warm before showering. After doing my thing in the bathroom, I was shivering. I even saw my reflection in the mirror and there I saw my pale lips and the dark circles showing on the bottom of my eyes. “Why do I look so ugly today?” I asked myself, while still looking at the mirror as I finish my skincare routine, in hopes of it improving my face since I really look like I haven’t slept for a week because of the bags under my eyes. With my robe wrapped around my body, I walked towards my wa
Sunlight came through the open window of our bedroom. As I was watching the sun, it felt like it was waving at me, as if the sun is greeting me a good morning. I snorted at my own thoughts, before looking at Amelia who’s now ready. I would usually be still in bed at this hour, but I made sure to wake up early because today, there’s something I am looking forward to, and that is to know the suspects behind the suicide of Nova Miller. And believe me when I said that I’m going to use up all my courage for today just to speak to the administrator to change one of my subject teachers into Mr. Wilson. I wouldn’t mind if she thinks of me as someone who’s also attracted to that teacher, because I really can’t think of anything else to do in order to have at least a little conversation with that teacher. “You’re up early,
It was so quiet. Awkwardness was what I felt as we walked. Our footsteps could be heard as we were headed to Mr. Wilson’s classroom. The rooms that we passed by were closed, and even though I wanted to at least say something, I know I just can’t. Walking the quiet corridors alongside Amelia was never what I wanted. I had always been the confident gay among our friend group, but being with Amelia who now thinks that I might be interested in men too is so suffocating. Especially the fact that she might think I’m actually interested in Mr. Wilson is so disgusting. Whatever happened back with the administrator was just not what I had planned to happen. It was never in the plan to have Amelia inside the room to hear me plead just to have that predator as my freaking professor! If only I knew Amelia would be t
Students are slowly going out of the room, one by one they go, while some gave gifts to Mr. Wilson first before they would finally leave. My eyes widened when I saw just how much those gifts cost. Some were from Chanel, some were from Gucci and some just looked like it really costs a fortune. But then I realized that almost all the girls who are studying here came from rich families, so it shouldn’t really be at all that surprising. I looked at my wristwatch to see what time it was, I frowned when I noticed that it was almost lunch time, and it looks like I’ll be left behind with this weird teacher as the other students would eat their food. I can’t believe I really exchanged this for food. His class today was three hours long, and I almost stormed out of the room after knowing that some girls really made this class up to three hours just so they could be wit
I was walking alone, the bell rang so other students didn't really care about their surroundings, if they bumped you, they'd just run as if nothing happened, since tardiness was never a good thing in this school. But because I’m not quite aware of what punishments they gave students who are late, I took my time in walking, and there I heard everything that I shouldn’t have. “You can’t do that, Madam. I worked hard to be the winner of last year’s Fall Singing Contest. If you’d give them to another student, wouldn’t the press know?” I heard a voice of a girl said, and it seemed like she was crying. I stopped on my tracks, and despite my gut feeling telling me to continue on walking, I stayed in my place and decided to listen. ”If you’d do this, then the other students would stop bullying you, isn’t that what you want, Ms. Jones?” the teacher asked, and I fought
Loud chattering can be heard as I was inside the school’s cafeteria together with Jada, Eun, Zoe and Lily. It was already six days after I came here, and from my experience of staying here, all I can say is that this school is a mixture of chaos and peace. The girls are well-mannered only if there are eyes watching, but completely the opposite when there are no hawk eyes that would watch their every movement. It felt so suffocating to be monitored all the time. Most of the teachers here are really scary and intimidating. They would shame you even though you did only the littlest of things they consider as bad. If only I can tell the whole world just how bad this school handles their students, then maybe Whistler High School for Girls would’ve gone extinct. So, to those girls who grew up here, I really couldn’t blame them. Especially Lily. She’s now a student
Deep breaths escape my mouth as I try to calm myself down as I feel the stinging sensation that the cotton with alcohol is giving my wound. I hissed when I felt it stinging again, and Zoe, who was treating my wounds could only give me an apologetic smile. I groaned when I tried to move my body. It felt like I was going to faint any moment from now, if not for the pain I was feeling. I already drank a pain reliever, and was only waiting for it to finally kick in. I let out a groan once more when I felt the cotton with alcohol touching my bruised face again. “I’m sorry,” Zoe told me, as she’s now cleaning the things she used to treat my wounds. When she’s about to go and throw them away, I stopped her by clinging to her arm and moving her close to me. She seemed shocked with what I did, but I just gave her a smile.
If someone ever told me that I was such a pain in the ass when I was a baby, I would believe them because I knew that they were the one who were able to witness it, and despite being the one who does all that, I was still basically unaware of what I was doing. And this time, I believed my friends because they were the ones who were able to witness everything. They were all here before me, I was the new girl who still has a lot to know about this mysterious school. But despite being a transferee, I am able to quickly realize how dangerous this school really is. I don’t know why they kept on lying to me, but I would like to assume that they are all doing it to protect me from what this school could do to me once I find out hidden secrets that they made their students to never talk about. Ever. Nina. She was a victim, or that’s what I believe. But, she can’t be the villain here, knowing how kindhearted she was. She was the opposite of Rei who is known to be mean to others and only kin
It couldn’t be Nina, right?Eve sent me half of the things about the past regarding this school, and from that information, there’s only one thing I can confirm. And that is Nina and Amelia had a past. It would be impossible if they were only friends. Amelia isn’t the type who would show she cares for you even if you’re just her close friend. I gritted my teeth, trying so hard to solve all these mysteries, but it kept on leading to nothing. I want to get it right this time, but why does my mind tell me that I’m wrong again? I let out a deep sigh, before focusing on the teacher who was busy lecturing for an hour now, dang! Having 2 hours in Statistics and Probability sure can make my day worse than before. During the lecture, my phone lit up, so I opened it in secret not wanting to let the others know that I was using it since if they ever find out, my phone could easily get confiscated, and I don’t want that. As soon as I opened my phone, I was surprised, it was from Eve. I thought
Three Sides of the StoryOne is your sideThe other, is theirsAnd last is the Truth.What could be the truth?What could it be that they were hiding?They were so protective of their secretThat it made me want to know more about itWhat could their secret be?Is it really important for them to kill others just to keep it to themselves?Was death really the only way for them to protect it?Maybe they were just so cruelSo evilThat they believed death was the answer to keeping their secret a secretBut is it really?Don’t they ever feel guilt?How can they sleep at night, knowing that they had killed someone?Blood. There was a lot of blood shed. And I hope they find out soonOr else there will be more innocent killedJust for their own gain.
As soon as the student council’s secretary was out of sight, I was able to breathe fine again. What she told me made my blood boil, but then again, I have no other choice but to follow her stupid orders. And by supid order, I mean, her ordering me to stay away from Amelia or else she’ll have me expelled by her powerful father. I can’t believe she could do that. To go to such an extent just because her crush is not looking her way. If only she knew that it isn’t me that Amelia adores, it was no other than Victoria. But of course, what can she do against Victoria? Nothing. Victoria was even more powerful and wealthier than her, and maybe that’s why she’s targeting me, because she knows I have nothing. I’m just some peasant for her who can’t do anything. I wiped the lone tear that escaped my eye, before turning around, and to my surprise, I was greeted by Jada who had a serious look on her face. I was about to escape, but she was fast enough not to let me. “We need to talk,” she told
“People are ruined by challenged economic lives. But they are ruined by wealth as well because they lose their pride and they lose their sense of self-worth. It’s difficult at both ends of the spectrum.” - Malcolm GladwellThis quote opens our eyes about the sad realityHow hard it is for the poor to live in this cruel worldWhere they are treated like animals by the rich.Is it offensive that most of the time, the rich are the villains?Or is it really just how it is in our universe?Where those who are unfortunate are treated as slaves by people in power. Just like in their school, where the scholars are treated badly, just because they don't have enough money to pay for their own tuition.That’s why, what’s the use of wanting to change everything, when we all know we could never change it, at all?They were teenage girls who wished for change, but could they really do it?Do they have the means to do it?Or were they all just stuck in their own fantasy?It’s hard to change somethi
I didn’t know what to do. I had been avoiding everybody I am close with, and I know they’re thinking of any possible reason why I was acting this way. But of course, they would never know the real reason behind my actions. I looked away when my eyes and Eun’s eyes met each other for the third time today. I felt guilty when Jada even offered to make me sit with them, but I only ignored them. I haven’t been inside this school for so long, but I already feel like my life here has been so long, that all I need is to get out of here in hopes of making my mind calm from the storm that has been bugging it. With our teacher still not being here, I stood up from my seat and decided to go out and just skip this class. I need to get out or else I’ll get suffocated inside there. I don’t like how all the girls I am avoiding are inside that classroom. It makes me sick in the stomach, knowing that they’ll forever hate me once they find out what I had been doing just to be able to keep my scholarsh
Maybe she was obsessed. Maybe she was still hurtingMoving on has never been easyAnd maybe that’s the reason she made sure to have a piece of her in her ownBut things were not going smoothlyBecause someone was also inside herAn experiment gone wrongMade her daughter experience things she shouldn’t haveQuestions will resurfaceAll the lies will be revealedAll the villains will be knownAnd the real heroes will be praisedA new leader will be bornAnd the old school shall be renewedAnd she will riseBecause everybody knows she’s deadBut is she? No body was found. She was just goneShe did leave some traces behindBut all of it pointed to nowhereShe was acting as if she wants to be found, but the truth is,She doesn't. She wanted to go missing without anybody looking for herShe will always be unpredictable. Like her daughter. They believed she was dead and buried somewhere But she’s notShe’s alive.
My body hurts. I woke up to the sound of Amelia baging on the bathroom door, and there I realized that I fell asleep on the bathtub. I closed my eyes in frustration, because this only means that I would have to explain myself to my roommate. And that’s what I don’t want to do right now.I don’t even know if I can still look her in the eyes. I feel so dirty and small. I just want to get away from here as much as possible. When the bathroom door was open, Amelia looked at me in shock when she saw that I was already fully clothed. She was busy finding the key perhaps, and I made sure to look presentable as soon as she was able to unlock the door. “You went inside the bathroom at 9 pm, and it’s already 3 am.” She informed me, and her tone was gentle. It was so soft that it made me want to go into her arms and cry. I want to tell her how much I fucked up, and how dirty I felt and how I failed the girls who were victims to that asshole of a teacher. So, I put my pride down and went to he
Who would have thought I would end up here? Being in a fucking place where I swore I would never find myself. I ought not to take part in any bad actions, but here I am. “You never disappoint. You’re my favorite now,” our teacher said and I heard a young girl’s sob when he finally was able to zip up his pants. My grip on the blanket covering me tightened when he went near me to give me a peck on the cheek, before he finally left the abandoned room. “You’re the student council president’s friend, right? I see you talk all the time, can you tell her about what’s happening inside here? Please… I already feel so dirty, I can’t handle this anymore. Please help us,” one girl pleaded, but I chose to ignore her. There’s nothing I can do when I myself is a willing victim to be fucking used. “I can’t do anything about it. They won’t believe us,” I told them, before getting all my stuff to finally get dressed. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I feel so fucking dirty, but