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Afraid Again

Author: Nessa Ty
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As I walked out of the Queen’s palace which was now filled with suffocating air, my heart pounded like a drum.

I couldn’t shake off the feeling that Adam might have found out who I really was. I couldn’t shake off the fact that he might put two together—the mark and my accurate information on Maya—and conclude that I was she whom he sought. Maya. The thought of this possibility sent shivers down my spine, and my mind raced with fear and uncertainty.

For months, I've hidden my identity well, keeping the truth open to my adopted family alone, keeping it tucked away from prying eyes and whispers in the community and the pack. But now, a careless slip, a moment of indiscretion on my own end, and everything had come crashing down—it felt like the walls were closing in on me. Could this be the reason why my significant other hadn’t wanted me to speak to their parents?

‘Was it the reason?’

There was no response; just the thrumming of energy I felt. She was choosing to keep quiet? Quite unde
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