Kera POVRejection.The thing we all fear.The crushing feeling that comes over your soul when you have been rejected is the worst feeling anybody could experience. It doesn't matter whether you're just little old you or Selena freaking Gomez, you will still feel the same shitty way. "I can't give you an answer to that, Parker. I need to think about it." I say with a small sigh. He nods and tries to smile but it just slips off. "Fair enough," He says and grabs his utensils again. "Your food is going to get cold. Let's just enjoy the rest of our night." He says and gets up before returning with a bottle of wine."We are going to have a repeat of the other night, okay? Just no weed or pizza tonight." He mutters the last part and I giggle.After dinner, I help Parker clean up and we get a few drinks in. We are not as drunk as the other night but I can tell that I'm becoming tipsy. Just a little bit. "Tell me more about yourself?" I ask and he looks surprised. "What do you wanna know?"
Kera POVI lay wake next to Parker in the dark room, with my head on his chest, just thinking about everything that has happened to me in the past few days. About how I'm going to face Jaxon. He is such a great guy and he doesn't deserve any of what I'm doing. Yes, were are not in a relationship but that doesn't give me the right to hurt him. I can tell that he has feelings for me but I'm think of my feelings for him were nothing more than a little crush. Do I really want to have something with him. I feel like I just used him to forget about Parker for a few minutes and that is not the type of person that I am--or that I was. Then we get to Parker. He is something totally different from Jaxon. Parker has the tattoos, the grey eyes and the sexy as fuck smirk. He is the total opposite of Jaxon. Jaxon has the innocent boy smile which any sane girl would fall for, just not me. That probably means I'm crazy. My mind is always all over the place and I confuse myself so much but I am su
Kera POV"Welcome home. I was thinking of filling a missing person's report." Is the first thing I hear when I enter the kitchen. Nadine sits at the dining room table with what looks like steaming hot coffee. "Morning." I whisper to her and get myself some coffee. I left Parker's house after showering a couple if minutes after him. I was still in his shirt but I had the boxers on this time. I didn't feel the need to change but judging from the look Nadine's giving me, I should've gotten dressed. "How was your night." She says suggestively wiggling her eyebrows. I roll my eyes but a blush covers my cheeks. "It was okay. We ate, had a few drinks and we went to sleep because it was really late." I tell her leaving out the steamy details. "Where's your dress? Torn on his bedroom floor?" She teases and I blush. "It isn't torn or on his bedroom floor. I just didn't want to change. You ask too many questions." I tell her, hiding my pink cheeks behind my hair. "Hmmm. I bet you atleast s
Kera POVI walk back up to my room still confused as to what just happened. Does he do drugs?Shaking my head, I walk into my closet and get some cloth shorts and a shirt. My phone dings just as I pull the shirt over my head. I walk over and pick it up. SirBe ready in 2 hours. I'm taking you somewhere.Who the fuck is Sir?Who's this?SirGet ready, Kera.Not until you tell me who the fuck you are.SirDon't curse, Kera.Only then do I realise who it was. I try to stop the stupid smile from coming onto my face. I re-read the messages. Sir? Really?I get up and go to my closet. I pull out a pair of ripped jeans and a white, tight-fitting croptop and some all black nike huarache shoes.(my outfit yesterday.) I don't know where we're going but who cares, right. I take another shower and actually do something with my hair. I straighten it and put it in two braids with struggle. I fill my eyebrows and do a smokey eye and some dark red lipstick. I put my clothes on and a golden watch. I
Kera POVParker parks the car in an open parking space in the parking lot of some building.(this sentence killed me broo😂)He gets out and I do the same. As we meet at the front of the car, he roughly pulls me closer by my waist. His mouth hovers over my cheek before moving up to my ear."You wait for me to open your door." Is all he says before pulling away. I stare at him for a while processing the fact that I got wet just from him talking to me. He grabs my hand and starts walking towards the building. "Parker, what is this place?" I ask looking around but finding nothing that can give me answers. He just ignores me and continues leading me through the building. I see him pull a card out and swipes it across a scanner at the front desk. We head to the elevator and he presses a button before we start going down. "Did I tell you that you look beautiful today?" He says out of the blue and I blush, giggling a bit."Yes you did." I say smiling, not looking at him. "Well I'm just rem
Kera POVWe've been driving for 20 minutes and I still have no clue on where we're going. We haven't spoken since we left the gun range. It's fucking unbearable. I play with the rips on my jeans and it goes on like that for a few minutes before I speak up. "I'm sorry." I say and he glances at me for a brief second. "It's okay." He says and I smile slightly. I go onto my phone to see that I have multiple messages. I go to open them when I see his hand inch closer to me. "No phones, Kera. You can do that after we're done." He says and I nod giving him my phone. He puts it into his pants pocket. "You forgot your jacket." I tell him and he smirk. "It seems like I did. I'll just get it some other day." He says and I can't help but stare at his masculine hands and arms. "Where are we going now?" I ask him and he tells me that we're going to get something to eat. "Parker?" I call. He hums and I sigh. "Why are you acting like this with me? Why do you claim me as yours? Is it some kind
Kera POVI wake up with Parker's head on my stomach. This is something I want to wake up to every morning. My hands slowly move into his hair and I gently comb through the thick, silky strands. He groans and I pull my hand away quickly. "Why'd you stop? That felt good." He whines and a giggle escapes me. "Good morning." I say and resume playing with his hair. "Mornin'." He says and I hear an accent in his voice. I never asked where he was from. I decide against the questions and just savour the moment.Parker falls back asleep after a few minutes and my bladder is full but I don't want to wake him. I try to slowly and quietly slide out from underneath him. His arm tightens around me and I almost pee on him. "Parker.." I whisper. "Parker I have to pee." I say a bit louder and he stirs a bit but does not let go. "Parker I'm going to pee in your bed if you don't let go of me." I say sternly as I try to hold it in.He chuckles and lets go of me. "Asshole." I mutter as I grab the sheet
Kera POV"Jaxon." I say looking at the one person that I wish I wasn't looking at right now."What are you doing here and what are you wearing?" He says scanning my clothes. I try to pull the shirt down even further even though it reaches past mid-thigh already. "Baby, what's taking so long?" I hear Parker's voice as he nears us. "Baby?" Jaxon says softly. "What the hell is going on, Kera?" He asks and I see anger brewing in his eyes."Jaxon please. I can explain." I say. Why do I feel like I just got caught cheating. 'Cause that's basically what you're doing.I shake my head and feel Parker place his hands on my waist. "What's going on." He asks before looking towards the door. I think I see him smirk for a second but my mind is probably playing tricks on me. Why did this have to happen."You must be Jason, right? I'm Parker, Kera's boyfriend." My eyes widen as I they dart between the two men. The look on Jaxon's face makes me want jump off a cliff. I don't like hurting people and