Kera POV"He just left?!" Nadine, my cousin, asks loudly. Even with her yelling, I can barely hear her over the loud music of the bar, cafe place. I called her and told her that I had some tea to spill so she asked me if we could spill shot instead. Now here we are, drinking cocktails and eating some bomb ass pizza. "Yeah. He did tell me that he had some business to handle." I tell her. "It doesn't make up for the fact that he got you drunk, made out with you and ditched the next morning. Then he doesn't say anything for THREE DAYS!" She yells again. I shake my head."You're making it sound bad. I was the one who got us drunk and so what if we made out. It just sucks that he wouldn't even call or text me. I don't think he even has my number." I say defeated. Maybe he was looking for a quick fuck. But he told you no when you wanted to fuck him."Okay. All of this is way too depressing. Let's finish up here and get fucked up. I know the perfect place." She says excitedly and waves th
Kera POVI wake up to giggling and the smell of food.Jaxon is still asleep next to me. He looks so beautiful with the sun on his face. But Parker looks even better.I groan at my own thoughts and get out of bed. I walk out of the room and silently close the door behind me. I walk down the stairs and hear a manly voice.Nadine comes into view and so does the guy from the club last night. Not the one she was talking to all night but Denver. "Good morning." I say and they both turn to me. "Mornin'." Nadine says as she turns to me while still in Denver's arms. She is wearing an oversized grey shirt and I'm guessing nothing underneath, while Denver is shirtless in his jeans only. She looks so tiny wrapped in his large arms that I can't help but smile at them. They look so cute. I ship."Good morning, Miss." Denver says and I'm taken aback by how deep his voice is. I giggle and wave my hand dismissively. "You can just call me Kera. It's nice to meet you again." I say shaking his hand. "
Kera POV"I missed you so much." She yells excitedly. Her black hair swings around her shoulders as she sways from one side to the other. She hugs me again for about the fifth time since I stepped into the house. "I missed you too mom." And I really did. I haven't seen her since I moved out almost a week ago. It might sound dumb but I have lived with the woman my whole life and then I don't see her for six days straight. Anybody would miss their mother, especially if she was like my mother.My mom is full of life. Most of my friends would piss their pants if they saw her for the first time because she looks really strict, but she's really just a big goofball once you get to know her. "What have you been up to, baby? I was meaning to call you but the baking and the kids kept me so busy that I would just pass out when I get home." She says chuckling and I laugh with her. She is a volunteer at the orphanage and she loves kids. She couldn't do that because she had to live up to my dad'
Kera POVI walk into my house feeling pissed and very sexually fucking frustrated. My whole face feels warm and my hair is all over the place.I walk up the stairs and into my bedroom. I grab my brush and just angrily start brushing my hair. It always calmed me down and so does caking my face with make up just to wash it off. It's like my stress ball. I set the brush down and just stare at myself in the mirror. My cheeks are flushed and my lips are swollen and extra pink. I turn even brighter as I think back to what we just did now.You've done worse, sis.I sigh and rub my hands down my face. "What are you doing with your life, Kera?" I ask myself. I have never felt like this about anybody. He is just so damn alluring.Deciding that I have had enough of myself, I get up and go to the bathroom to take another shower. I just have to wash the sinful thoughts and feelings away. I get out and decide on what to wear. I don't want to seem like I made an effort because he might know that I
Kera POVRejection.The thing we all fear.The crushing feeling that comes over your soul when you have been rejected is the worst feeling anybody could experience. It doesn't matter whether you're just little old you or Selena freaking Gomez, you will still feel the same shitty way. "I can't give you an answer to that, Parker. I need to think about it." I say with a small sigh. He nods and tries to smile but it just slips off. "Fair enough," He says and grabs his utensils again. "Your food is going to get cold. Let's just enjoy the rest of our night." He says and gets up before returning with a bottle of wine."We are going to have a repeat of the other night, okay? Just no weed or pizza tonight." He mutters the last part and I giggle.After dinner, I help Parker clean up and we get a few drinks in. We are not as drunk as the other night but I can tell that I'm becoming tipsy. Just a little bit. "Tell me more about yourself?" I ask and he looks surprised. "What do you wanna know?"
Kera POVI lay wake next to Parker in the dark room, with my head on his chest, just thinking about everything that has happened to me in the past few days. About how I'm going to face Jaxon. He is such a great guy and he doesn't deserve any of what I'm doing. Yes, were are not in a relationship but that doesn't give me the right to hurt him. I can tell that he has feelings for me but I'm think of my feelings for him were nothing more than a little crush. Do I really want to have something with him. I feel like I just used him to forget about Parker for a few minutes and that is not the type of person that I am--or that I was. Then we get to Parker. He is something totally different from Jaxon. Parker has the tattoos, the grey eyes and the sexy as fuck smirk. He is the total opposite of Jaxon. Jaxon has the innocent boy smile which any sane girl would fall for, just not me. That probably means I'm crazy. My mind is always all over the place and I confuse myself so much but I am su
Kera POV"Welcome home. I was thinking of filling a missing person's report." Is the first thing I hear when I enter the kitchen. Nadine sits at the dining room table with what looks like steaming hot coffee. "Morning." I whisper to her and get myself some coffee. I left Parker's house after showering a couple if minutes after him. I was still in his shirt but I had the boxers on this time. I didn't feel the need to change but judging from the look Nadine's giving me, I should've gotten dressed. "How was your night." She says suggestively wiggling her eyebrows. I roll my eyes but a blush covers my cheeks. "It was okay. We ate, had a few drinks and we went to sleep because it was really late." I tell her leaving out the steamy details. "Where's your dress? Torn on his bedroom floor?" She teases and I blush. "It isn't torn or on his bedroom floor. I just didn't want to change. You ask too many questions." I tell her, hiding my pink cheeks behind my hair. "Hmmm. I bet you atleast s
Kera POVI walk back up to my room still confused as to what just happened. Does he do drugs?Shaking my head, I walk into my closet and get some cloth shorts and a shirt. My phone dings just as I pull the shirt over my head. I walk over and pick it up. SirBe ready in 2 hours. I'm taking you somewhere.Who the fuck is Sir?Who's this?SirGet ready, Kera.Not until you tell me who the fuck you are.SirDon't curse, Kera.Only then do I realise who it was. I try to stop the stupid smile from coming onto my face. I re-read the messages. Sir? Really?I get up and go to my closet. I pull out a pair of ripped jeans and a white, tight-fitting croptop and some all black nike huarache shoes.(my outfit yesterday.) I don't know where we're going but who cares, right. I take another shower and actually do something with my hair. I straighten it and put it in two braids with struggle. I fill my eyebrows and do a smokey eye and some dark red lipstick. I put my clothes on and a golden watch. I