I immediately reach for the glass of champagne that’s been poured for me in my “dressing room.”
I’ve been scrubbed and buffed and polished to within an inch of my life, and under the silk robe I’m wearing, my breasts are ridiculously plumped up and spilling over the scalloped edges of my white-lace and sparkly-silver demi bra, with a dainty, deceptively innocent baby blue satin ribbon poised in the valley of the rounded inner swells. A matching thong, white thigh-high stockings and stunning, skyscraping white pumps, bejeweled with Swarovski crystals and mini ostrich feathers, complete the ensemble.
I have no idea how many billionaires (or close-to-being billionaires) I’ll be prancing in front of, but given this is the eighth annual auction, I venture to guess it’s a successful enough event to garner global interest.
Unfortunately for me, I’ve no real way to prepare myself for the evening ahead. I don’t have a clue as to what sort of kink sheiks, prodigal sons, heirs to empires or angsty rags-to-riches tycoons are into. All I can do is pretend I’m into it all, too.
This, of course, sparks a tickle along my clit. I won’t lie, the mere notion of the “unknown,” and the potential for some seriously hot sex makes my insides sizzle. I could use a night with a magnificently built stranger ravaging me from head to toe, devoting a significantly wicked amount of time to the erogenous zones in between.
Though… With my luck of late, I’ll likely end up being bought by a ninety-year-old who simply wants me to read a salacious bedtime story to him.
Actually, that is precisely what I should be wishing for, right? Talk about easy money.
But, I don’t know… There’s the lure of erotic, deviant, highly guilty pleasures that taunt me.
Problem is, I’m not exactly interested in just anyone having their way with me. When you’ve met the ultimate in masculinity and power, a man with the lushest dark hair and the most sinful brown eyes, who commands attention without saying a word… You pretty much give up on real lust and longing. Jameson Richards is all that and more.
He won’t be here tonight, though. I destroyed the invite two seconds after I'd read it and realized I’d crossed a very specific professional line by opening his personal mail. Without the exquisitely designed card that contained a one-time entry code assigned only to him, he’ll neither know the locale of this secluded soiree, nor will he have verified access.
I latch onto the positive—I won’t have to worry about him being in the audience.
I sip some more and try to relax.
Micah, my devoted “attendant” sweeps in now, in all his glowing mocha essence and refinery. He snatches the bottle of champagne that he conspiratorially informed me earlier is worth six-grand a pop, and refills my glass.
Then he waves a manicured hand in my general direction, and says, “You are going to be marvelous. A breath of fresh air. And I’m not just claiming sheer victory because I’ve created a masterpiece with your hair and makeup. Hands down, my darling, you are a Christmas vision to behold.”
I smile, albeit shakily, my nerves being mere livewires that are too sensitive and prickly for me to find an ounce of calm within me.
Micah playfully comments, “Drink up, buttercup,” as though this is just any other night in my “flashy-glam life.”
Little does he know, my real life is the farthest thing from flashy, and it's certainly not glamorous. I literally work around the clock and have zero social life.
Neither here nor there.
The only thing that should be in my purview at present, is this auction.
Because things are about to get wild...
I suck down my champagne and then Micah gives me two minutes to pee. He primps me some more before directing me to a door in my designated room. He presses the lever and opens it, revealing a glittery holiday scene that is beautiful and elegant. Fantastically serene.
It features a snow-tipped tree with silver and white ornaments that shimmer under the delicate lighting and is accented with blue ribbons and bows that match the one on my bra. Gifts are under the tree, wrapped in lovely paper to fit the color scheme.
There are silver-fox fur rugs on the floor, an electric fireplace built into the wall adjacent to the tree and, in the center of it all, a plush white settee with another fur draped over one corner, while the opposite corner is filled with satiny silver pillows.
“It’s spectacular,” I tell him.
He says, “Think of this as a department store window in Herald Square or on Fifth Avenue. Obviously, all the other displays are going to be sensational. What you do with yours to make it stand out—to make you stand out—is up to you, darling.” He winks, then he disappears.
My fairy godmother has left me with a golden nugget.
Along a baseboard that can’t be seen by the “audience,” there’s a clock that’s showing me I have exactly five seconds to come up with some genius moves to compete with the other women who will also be on display in this first round.
This is where I have to pull out all the stops.
The five seconds basically vaporize, and my curtain rises. I get a glimpse of a well-appointed, richly paneled ballroom with lavish sofas and chairs, and a wide array of dining tables.
Then the dim up-lighting fills my “window,” and I’m the scenery.
~Nikki~I gasp.What the hell?I glare at Jameson. He stares back. Quite nonchalantly. And yet… pointedly.I shove my chair back as my brain practically explodes.“I’m sorry—what the fuck did you just say?”He shrugs and lets out a breath. “I mean, you took a solid stance, Nikki. Presented an intelligent and reasonable argument for us to be together. One I really have difficulty refuting.”“Difficulty refuting?!” I’m in an absolute uproar. Because this conversation is pure bonkers.I sink into my beautifully upholstered chair and sip my latte. Try to breathe.Jameson shoots me a contrite look and says, “Try the cornetto. It’s like a croissant.”He pushes a small, silver-domed plate toward me. “Promise you’ll like it.”I need the distraction from the crazy situation we’ve found ourselves in and I yank off the dome—only to stare at something that is decidedly not a cornetto.Rather…It’s a small box with Cartier stamped on it.My eyes bulge.Jameson chuckles. “Don’t act so surprised.”
It’s a disconcerting thought, I’m not gonna lie. I must tamp down my feelings and any sort of wild-haired ideas developing around the periphery of finding a happily ever after with Jameson Richards.Of course, I’ll experience a form of the HEA—via financial independence and a big, bright future that I will have control over sculpting.I just won’t land Prince Charming. That is a true statement, an indisputable fact that I absolutely have to accept.In addition, I have to acknowledge that there is satisfaction in providing him with something he wants, regardless of how it steals away from me a core HEA element. I can give him a child. That is my superpower.Okay, it’s not my only one. (And it actually hasn’t been proven yet, right?)My other strengths are that I’m growing professionally by leaps and bounds, on a daily basis. Having this closely knit relationship with Jameson, being mentored by him and observing him in every business aspect has offered me invaluable insight. To the p
~ Nikki ~ I love that Jameson wears one of his new ties around his neck as he struts into the bedroom (otherwise, completely naked).I laugh softly.While every fiber of my being ignites.“Had a feeling those were designed specifically for you,” I casually comment before sipping from a crystal-cut tumbler that contains a high-end Disaronno that is rife with an almond flavoring and a warm-and-fuzzy tinge that permeates my insides.He chuckles and says, “You’re not supposed to be the gift-giver.”I’m propped against a mound of pillows, so I’m sitting upright. I’m sans apparel, too, since I stripped off the nightgown while he was in the shower. Might as well cut right to the chase.I lift my chin and counter with, “Says who, exactly?”“Uhh… Me.” He stretches out on the bed and shoots a mischievous look my way.“Hmm,” I merely murmur. And take another sip.My drinking days are numbered, once I sign our contract, so I’m enjoying the last vestiges of this mellow nightcap.Admittedly, thoug
~Jameson~I’m trapped in yet another quandary related to Nikki St. Claire. She is, beyond a shadow of a doubt, the perfect woman to accompany me to any business meeting and every gala. She softens my sharp edges when I’m engaged in more personal conversations, and brilliantly substantiates all of my points during professional discussions. She’s elegant, refined and savvy.Also… breathtakingly beautiful.Of course, I’m not the only one to recognize these qualities. She captivates everyone she interacts with.A pro and a con at the exact same time because, while I’m extremely proud of her, I am conversely agitated that she garners so much attention and has other executives cracking jokes about stealing her away from me that aren’t actually jokes. I’m not a fucking idiot. I know a prime commodity when I see one, and Nikki is the real deal. A significant asset is so many ways.It makes me damn glad that I insisted she accompany me on this trip. Not that I condone or are happy with the
~ Nikki ~I think of the movie Pretty Woman and immediately ask, “This is a loaner, right?”He gives me a mock-glare in the reflection of the mirror that is so sexily sardonic, I melt a little.And press my lips together.My heart rate is abnormal every moment I’m with this man, but presently… it’s ridiculously erratic.“Jameson—”“It’s not a bribe, Nik,” he’s quick to interject. “Not meant for any other reason than that I want you to have it. This necklace caught my eye, I thought of you… and… I knew you’d sparkle just a little brighter wearing it.”My lids flutter closed for a moment. Then snap open, my gaze connecting with his once more.“A little brighter? For the love of God…” I’m breathy and flabbergasted and having trouble thinking straight. But somehow manage to continue. “These diamonds put a crystal-clear, nighttime sky in the mountains to shame. Stars don’t shine this bright, Jameson.”“I got your analogy the first time,” he says with a chuckle and a wink—both of which near
~ Nikki ~Jameson places a black leather portfolio on the mahogany table, next to my linen breakfast setting. Then he rounds the table and takes a plush chair across from me.“What’s this?” I ask, in between sips of cappuccino.“CVs and professional accolades of a dozen of the best attorneys in New York City, none of whom are on my payroll; though I will foot the bill for you to meet with the one you choose and carefully review the contract, line by line, so that you are well-educated as to the arrangement we’re potentially entering into.”My brow quirks. “Potentially?” I set aside my delicate cup and eye him, curiously.“You’ve verbally consented, but you haven’t signed anything. You may elect not to sign. That is up to you, Nikki. I won’t attempt to sway you either way. You have all the power in this scenario and, at the end of the day, whatever options you do or don’t pursue are entirely up to you. With one caveat.”Now, I smirk. “Of course. What is it?”“The child will be mine. He