I mean “personal” in a different capacity than what we’ve touched on recently. But I can’t fully define the term, because it’s so damn complex.We’ve been insanely intimate with each other, yes. However, that doesn’t transcend us to a “relationship” status beyond the sexual one I have reminded myself is the core of our current out-of-office association.And I likely didn’t help myself by getting so intense with Jameson just now.Yet… He doesn’t appear put out.He is on edge, though. And that makes him even sexier.Jesus, is he sexy.His jaw works and his shoulders set.I am suddenly desperate to enter an erotic rite of passage and slip to the floor of the limo, press his legs apart, unzip his pants and make him come.The desire to do so burns through me.But I want to enjoy him at my leisure, not be in a rush.I one-thousand percent do not want to be in a rush.So I divert my thoughts from wicked ones to the track we were on previously, saying, “Sorry if I cost you money at the club.”
~ Nikki ~Jameson’s deeply contemplative as we roll to a stop. I don’t prompt him to speak. Sometimes, he delves into the far recesses of his mind, and I’ve learned to recognize when he’s in need of taking a moment or two to reflect and regroup.Sure, I’d love to know what he’s thinking. But there’s something about the way he gets lost in his brain that fascinates me, holds me captive. He is not a man who acts impulsively. In fact, I believe he constantly has wheels churning in his head, over a multitude of subjects and decisions he has to make.I’ve always found that enticing. Even more so, though, since I can say—of late—I suspect those wheels are also churning over me.The car door opens and he stealthily exits the limo, as though he’s been in the present, fully cognizant, this whole time. Another thing that’s scintillating about him, and the tingles ripple along my inner thighs, straight to my ankles, spreading over my toes so they scrunch up a bit, momentarily.He reaches back to
~ Jameson ~ “What girl would balk at that?” she counters, wantonly.“You’re no girl,” I correct. “You are one-thousand percent woman. And then some.”She laughs, so very softly. It’s a titillating sound, coming from someone I have discovered is no delicate flower. Granted, she has her fragile moments. But Nikki also has a fierce side. One I respect and admire.I help her out of her shoes and then settle her on the edge of the bed. I spread her thighs with my hands and wedge between them as she shoves my jacket over my shoulders, loosens my tie, then unravels it. Her eyes lock with mine as she starts to unbutton my shirt.The flicker of mischief in her irises compels me to say, “Fuck it,” and I yank the flap apart, sending buttons flying. “Not like I don’t have a dozen more of these on hangers,” I mutter.She bites her lip. Then she tells me, “That’s hot, Jameson.”The glow that tinges her beautiful face jerks something deep within me. So that I can’t ignore it.I strip off the shirt.
~ Nikki ~I know better than to get entranced by the sexiness and the intimacy.I do know better.Yet… Jameson masterfully takes charge of my body and sends me into a blissful state I lose myself in.His mouth on me is one thing.When he’s made me come, twice, he’s then out of his clothes and flipping me onto my stomach, thrusting into me from behind so that I fist the duvet and bury my face in a pillow to muffle my cries of pleasure. Not that anyone’s going to hear us in this enormous suite—and the butler’s been dismissed. Still… I try not to rattle the rafters. Though, the way Jameson pumps into me with a commanding dominance, I really can’t help myself. And just as I’ve discovered that authentic moans of abandonment are highly arousing, Jameson seems to feel the same about mine.He delivers two more electrifying orgasms before succumbing to his own release. I am sensationally satiated. So much so, I can’t move an inch for several minutes.He withdraws from me and ducks into the en
~ Nikki ~I know the precise moment when he leaves the bed. I’m asleep and Jameson is stealthy enough to not jar me awake. Subconsciously, though, I sense the loss. I roll over from where he’d been spooning me and stare at the empty space next to me, only dimly illuminated by the soft blue glow of the alarm clock. I sigh with resignation and tell myself I at least got a few hours with him. Then I reach for the alarm and set it.When the gentle chimes rouse me later, I toss off the covers and stretch. I slip into the hotel robe Jameson has left for me and gather up my clothes. I literally peek around the door to ensure Simon isn’t afoot just yet. The coast is clear, so I scurry off to my room and hang my dress. I also peel back the covers on the bed and even go so far as to pound on the pillow a bit, so that it appears as though I’ve slept here.Not that I should obsess over what the butler thinks, but then again… I’ve already established that I do, indeed, obsess over what butlers thi
~ Jameson ~I’m completely enthralled by how Nikki takes in everything with wide-eyed wonderment.I’d forgotten how to do that over the years. Or, more accurately, I’d become desensitized. Possibly, I’d succumbed to a “no need to smell the roses along the way, because I’ve already smelled them previously… And I don’t have time to do it again.However, I’m learning—because of Nikki—that yesterday’s roses aren’t the same as today’s roses. Though, I really shouldn’t be surprised, because she does keep turning the tables on me. The woman does not lack for ingenuity or sensitivity. And I’m finding a profound statement in that critical aspect to her.So much so, I’m reaching a juncture where I want to express how much I appreciate her whimsy, but also her very serious take on my organization and its generational concept. A key concept.Meaning, I’m chomping at the bit to present to her my very specific request.Conversely… Timing is definitely something to consider. Yes, it’s also of the es
~ Nikki ~ It’s one thing to receive sexy gifts from the man who’s fucking you.It’s an entirely different thing to find your career soaring because—and not because—of that erotic association.And then there’s these highly personal gestures that are too symbolic to ignore.Like… For him to remember, word for word, what I’d said about Shakespearian plays and know which books to buy me.Yes, I know it was Mari, not Jameson, who made the purchases. The onsite store was closed to visitors at that point. But she was able to reach someone and have a special delivery sent, probably with the dollar signs flashing for the “above-and-beyond” service by the staff, after hours.Regardless, I am admittedly wracking my brain as to why Jameson goes to certain lengths where I’m concerned.Granted, some are easy to figure out. Primarily, those pertaining to our professional relationship. I know he’s confident enough in my abilities. He even tells me before we leave for this evening’s dinner, with the
He gives me a look that’s humorous, for all its sardonic nature and earnest truth.I grasp not to press at this particular moment. And concede, with an easy, “Fine. A different story for a different time.”True fact, because a server arrives to pour still water in the crystal-cut goblets for the entire table and then sparkling, for us, in shorter tumblers, with a twist of lime that he adds, using tongs. After he departs, Jameson tells me, “I need us both to focus on this meeting. It’s imperative.”“Of course.” I nod and sip. “Consider me laser-focused.”The corner of his mouth quirks. He chuckles under his breath. And says, “We have plenty to talk about. But… Thank you for understanding that tonight is mission-critical.”“One-thousand percent,” I affirm. And I’m adamant about this. “I want the same outcome you do, Mr. Richards.”I give him a wink.He glances away as he apparently stifles a laugh.My heart skips a beat or two over having amused him.When he glimpses at me again, he s