~ Nikki ~“I should not be so ravenous,” I say as I collapse into a chair at the formal dining table. I first eye Jameson, looking dashing, as always, in a sharp black suit, black shirt and matching silk tie. Then my gaze drifts to the spread on the table that looks fantastic.Prompting him to joke, “Are you talking about sex or food?”“Both,” I murmur as I reach for my latte and sip, while debating where to start with breakfast.Pierre joins us and ceremoniously lifts the domes off the dishes that needed to be kept warm.He announces, “In addition to the pastries and croissants, we have eggs Benedict and crepes sucrées, which are sweet crepes prepared in the beurre Suzette style, or with bananas foster, or with cream cheese filling and berries. We also have crepes galettes—more specifically known as galettes bretonnes, traditional Brittany crepes that are less sweet and topped with a fried quail egg, spinach, heirloom tomatoes and goat cheese.”“So… Crepes are a thing in France,” I m
~ Nikki ~We are sitting at the railing, overlooking the stage, with no obstruction of our view, whatsoever.Overhead, the red-and-white-striped, billowy awnings—with their accompanying small-bulbed, string lighting—create a Big Top effect that’s enchanting.Everything is red. Strikingly red. Almost a deep crimson that is sexy and seductive, rather than that cheesy, middle-of-the-road red that just screams Valentine’s barfed all over, and it’s not a pretty sight. Know what I mean? Maybe not. I have a thing about red, I guess. It can look dated, like… 1980s taffeta bridesmaids dresses with those tremendously puffy sleeves and ginormous bows on the butt, and the sickly sweet color that seems flimsy, in a weird way. My aunt’s wedding photos, from her super-short-lived marriage, makes me think of this.Here, however—and despite the old-fashioned feel and the “antique red” accents—the crimson is warm and perfectly paired with all the golden lighting and gas lamps.Below us, there are tiers
~ Nikki ~“The French are huge jazz fans,” Jameson murmurs in my ear as we’re escorted to a table for deux in a cozy corner.As we settle in, I note there are mostly couples drinking and dining, with a few bro-groups at the bar, who are likely part of a conference taking place here, or at a nearby hotel. Laughter occasionally erupts from them, though they quickly simmer down, given they’ve also ascertained this is more of an intimate venue than a rowdy one.I can’t deny it’s incredibly romantic, but that’s really the nature of the beast in Paris, I’ve come to learn. Especially in a place like this, with low lighting and a live jazz band that features haunting muted trumpets and sexy saxophones. There’s some dancing on the designated floor, and I’m a little envious that’s not going to be us tonight. We have to draw the line somewhere, and I’m guessing that’s probably it.Jameson orders light fare for us and sparkling water. But when the charcuterie board arrives, it’s definitely meant
~ Nikki ~The man possesses many gifts. Many, many gifts. He’s talented in all manner of fields and arenas. And he also excels in the bedroom.I’m pretty damn sure Jameson could write his own tantric or Kamasutra manuals and they’d fly off the shelves.For that very reason, I carefully inch backward, place a foot on the bench, cautiously balance, and then ease onto the edge of the mattress, sitting comfortably. I flatten my palms at my sides to steady myself.And spread my legs.Jameson’s expression darkens to that of a lustful lover who knows precisely what his partner wants.Well, okay, I’ve made it abundantly clear what I want. But he’s wholly attuned and rests a bent knee on the bench. His hands skim over my thighs and shove the hem of my nightie up to my waist as I raise my hips. Then I settle in again. He wedges his large frame between my legs and leans in to kiss me.I find myself twining my calves around his waist, locking the embrace with my ankles. He groans and then deepens
~ Jameson ~I’ve always been a master of timing. It’s in my blood.At present, however… I’m caught in crosshairs and not fully certain if I should weave to the right or bob to the left or… Fall down. Figuratively speaking, of course.Perhaps literally, too, in a sense.I start out easy…so I think. I say, “I didn’t jump to the conclusion that you were proposing to me.”“Ha-ha.” She gives a half-snort that’s comical.“And you do pose a valid question.” A seriously dangerous one, for the landmine it drops us into. But, again, it’s a valid one.She doesn’t press for an answer, just lightly traces her fingernails over my skin, making my pecs flex beneath her touch.I inhale her hair and generally luxuriate in the feel of her naked body against mine.I neither want to shatter our serene state with a bombshell, nor spoil our last night in Paris over any sort of intense diatribe.Not to mention… I don’t want to run her off. We have two more weeks of critical meetings. I don’t want her to sudd
~ Nikki ~I feel as though I have been very kindly, and very efficiently, put in my place.Which is a ridiculous thought. I was the one to mention a legacy. Jameson confirmed the desire for a billionaire heir, and there is nothing shocking about his want.I can’t deny he’s self-aware enough to realize it’d be hard to devote himself to his empire, his child and a wife. That could quickly turn into a something’s gotta give situation, and when it does give, it’ll be a landslide.Whereas with his viewpoint, he can achieve his goal without overlooking anyone else’s needs.I can respect that. Hell, I even admire that he’s upfront regarding his disinterest in marriage. A girl should always know this critical aspect about a man she’s falling in love with.Scratch that.A man she’s got the hots for.I am not falling in love.I reiterate this at least two dozen times as I finish my shower and dress.Once we’re on the plane, I’m immersed in work, and that’s a good thing.I don’t even allow mysel
~ Nikki ~I follow suit and show my hand, more predominantly than having it resting in my lap. “Still single.”The men, sans Jameson, all chuckle, as though I’ve said something entertaining.Marco tells me, “Then someone is not doing their job correctly. A woman as beautiful as you should be wearing a very large diamond on that all-important finger, at this point in her life.”Heat tinges my cheeks. Though I manage to say, “I’m still relatively young, and focused on my career. My biological clock isn’t ticking just yet…” I slide a glance toward Jameson, sitting next to me. He briefly crooks a brow. Then gives me a droll look.I return my attention to Marco, though I’m speaking to the entire group. “I work for a brilliant boss. I don’t squander opportunities to exceed his expectations.”The Chief Financial Officer for the Italian conglomerate whistles under his breath. Then he asserts, “You have a real keeper there, Jameson.”“She is quite… Thorough,” he comments. And glimpses at me un
~ Nikki ~I ignore my own internal query and add, “Much as I’d enjoy dinner with you, I do have a full itinerary.”I pray this is diplomatic and tactfully delivered.Marco tips his glass to me and easily contends, “Next time.”No one is nonplussed. They polish off their cheesecake, wine and espresso. I force myself to do the same. We all share departing pleasantries, and Jameson and I are returned to the main entrance and building, alongside the olive orchard. I excuse myself to go to the ladies’ room.I’m admittedly tipsy as I meet up with him at the car.He, on the other hand, is a tad stoic. And rigid again.I take my own wild gander at what has him on edge. Leaning into him, I murmur, “You didn’t really consider I’d accept Marco’s invitation, did you?”“You enjoyed flirting with him,” he simply counters.“Because I can’t flirt with you,” I whisper. “Not in public.”His jaw sets.There is clearly something on his mind. Something serious.I’ll have to take a stab at drawing it out o