~ Nikki ~“The French are huge jazz fans,” Jameson murmurs in my ear as we’re escorted to a table for deux in a cozy corner.As we settle in, I note there are mostly couples drinking and dining, with a few bro-groups at the bar, who are likely part of a conference taking place here, or at a nearby hotel. Laughter occasionally erupts from them, though they quickly simmer down, given they’ve also ascertained this is more of an intimate venue than a rowdy one.I can’t deny it’s incredibly romantic, but that’s really the nature of the beast in Paris, I’ve come to learn. Especially in a place like this, with low lighting and a live jazz band that features haunting muted trumpets and sexy saxophones. There’s some dancing on the designated floor, and I’m a little envious that’s not going to be us tonight. We have to draw the line somewhere, and I’m guessing that’s probably it.Jameson orders light fare for us and sparkling water. But when the charcuterie board arrives, it’s definitely meant
~ Nikki ~The man possesses many gifts. Many, many gifts. He’s talented in all manner of fields and arenas. And he also excels in the bedroom.I’m pretty damn sure Jameson could write his own tantric or Kamasutra manuals and they’d fly off the shelves.For that very reason, I carefully inch backward, place a foot on the bench, cautiously balance, and then ease onto the edge of the mattress, sitting comfortably. I flatten my palms at my sides to steady myself.And spread my legs.Jameson’s expression darkens to that of a lustful lover who knows precisely what his partner wants.Well, okay, I’ve made it abundantly clear what I want. But he’s wholly attuned and rests a bent knee on the bench. His hands skim over my thighs and shove the hem of my nightie up to my waist as I raise my hips. Then I settle in again. He wedges his large frame between my legs and leans in to kiss me.I find myself twining my calves around his waist, locking the embrace with my ankles. He groans and then deepens
~ Jameson ~I’ve always been a master of timing. It’s in my blood.At present, however… I’m caught in crosshairs and not fully certain if I should weave to the right or bob to the left or… Fall down. Figuratively speaking, of course.Perhaps literally, too, in a sense.I start out easy…so I think. I say, “I didn’t jump to the conclusion that you were proposing to me.”“Ha-ha.” She gives a half-snort that’s comical.“And you do pose a valid question.” A seriously dangerous one, for the landmine it drops us into. But, again, it’s a valid one.She doesn’t press for an answer, just lightly traces her fingernails over my skin, making my pecs flex beneath her touch.I inhale her hair and generally luxuriate in the feel of her naked body against mine.I neither want to shatter our serene state with a bombshell, nor spoil our last night in Paris over any sort of intense diatribe.Not to mention… I don’t want to run her off. We have two more weeks of critical meetings. I don’t want her to sudd
~ Nikki ~I feel as though I have been very kindly, and very efficiently, put in my place.Which is a ridiculous thought. I was the one to mention a legacy. Jameson confirmed the desire for a billionaire heir, and there is nothing shocking about his want.I can’t deny he’s self-aware enough to realize it’d be hard to devote himself to his empire, his child and a wife. That could quickly turn into a something’s gotta give situation, and when it does give, it’ll be a landslide.Whereas with his viewpoint, he can achieve his goal without overlooking anyone else’s needs.I can respect that. Hell, I even admire that he’s upfront regarding his disinterest in marriage. A girl should always know this critical aspect about a man she’s falling in love with.Scratch that.A man she’s got the hots for.I am not falling in love.I reiterate this at least two dozen times as I finish my shower and dress.Once we’re on the plane, I’m immersed in work, and that’s a good thing.I don’t even allow mysel
~ Nikki ~I follow suit and show my hand, more predominantly than having it resting in my lap. “Still single.”The men, sans Jameson, all chuckle, as though I’ve said something entertaining.Marco tells me, “Then someone is not doing their job correctly. A woman as beautiful as you should be wearing a very large diamond on that all-important finger, at this point in her life.”Heat tinges my cheeks. Though I manage to say, “I’m still relatively young, and focused on my career. My biological clock isn’t ticking just yet…” I slide a glance toward Jameson, sitting next to me. He briefly crooks a brow. Then gives me a droll look.I return my attention to Marco, though I’m speaking to the entire group. “I work for a brilliant boss. I don’t squander opportunities to exceed his expectations.”The Chief Financial Officer for the Italian conglomerate whistles under his breath. Then he asserts, “You have a real keeper there, Jameson.”“She is quite… Thorough,” he comments. And glimpses at me un
~ Nikki ~I ignore my own internal query and add, “Much as I’d enjoy dinner with you, I do have a full itinerary.”I pray this is diplomatic and tactfully delivered.Marco tips his glass to me and easily contends, “Next time.”No one is nonplussed. They polish off their cheesecake, wine and espresso. I force myself to do the same. We all share departing pleasantries, and Jameson and I are returned to the main entrance and building, alongside the olive orchard. I excuse myself to go to the ladies’ room.I’m admittedly tipsy as I meet up with him at the car.He, on the other hand, is a tad stoic. And rigid again.I take my own wild gander at what has him on edge. Leaning into him, I murmur, “You didn’t really consider I’d accept Marco’s invitation, did you?”“You enjoyed flirting with him,” he simply counters.“Because I can’t flirt with you,” I whisper. “Not in public.”His jaw sets.There is clearly something on his mind. Something serious.I’ll have to take a stab at drawing it out o
~ Nikki ~I certainly don’t have to voice the query that seeks clarification of his highly unanticipated remark. It’s quite obvious he’s as bewildered as I am.He hadn’t intended to heave the sentiment into the universe—and I have the distinct feeling he’s not even fully sure of its true or full meaning.He pours bottled water into two crystal tumblers and passes one to me. I sip in silence, knowing we still have a lengthy drive and it’s going to be an uncomfortable one.Though… Playing it cool doesn’t really work for me. Pretending I didn’t hear what I heard isn’t going to fly. With every passing second, the demand for an explanation becomes more insistent, so that it’s clawing up my throat and I can’t even swallow down the raging curiosity with the water.Suddenly, I involuntarily blurt, “What was that?”He very casually retorts, “That was us not being able to make it to the villa without tearing each other’s clothes off. Even though we’re only ten more minutes away.”“Ten minutes?”
~ Nikki ~I have not a single coherent thought in my brain, and it has nothing to do with the lovely buzzing state I’ve returned to as I relax under scented bubbles and sip from an uncouthly filled glass of wine. A serious double-pour if ever there was one. I’m extra careful not to spill as I tip the rim toward me and take a deeper drink.Every fiber of my being is screaming that I am way, way, wayyyy over my head with Jameson Richards. At the same time, I’m appreciative that he’s not breathing down my neck or pacing alongside the tub, expectantly, waiting for me to say something.For the most part, we arrived at this particular juncture in a very straight-forward manner and yet… No. I feel as though we’ve taken one of those scary-AF, sliver-thin roads that are cut into craggy mountain sides that you see posted on Instagram or Facebook. The caption always asks, “Would you?” and I always, vehemently declare, “Oh, hell no!” To no one in particular.And yet… I’ve gone and found one of th