At the next Nanny lesson, Steven approaches me right as it’s set to begin and tells me, “Neil won’t be here today.” “Did he give a reason why?” I ask. Steven shrugs. Guess not. Neil made clear that when he gave me oral, that would be the last time we would be intimate together. I didn’t real
Sex isn’t the only way to blow off steam, and I have plenty of steam to blow off. Yet as I’m working my body, my mind wanders back to Neil’s bathroom, with him on his knees, my thighs hooked over his shoulders. The way he moved his tongue… Gods, I will never forget it. I wish I could feel it again
The next day, Angela asks to hang out with me so we go out to a small café to have brunch. Brunch is one of those novelties that I’m fairly certain people use drink alcohol before noon. I’m still trying to stay awake so I order coffee. Angela has an orange juice in front of her, but I don’t know if
But to feel like she has to settle? And for her to settle for Neil? I hate the way she talks about him, like being with him is such a burden. Yes, he’s a raving asshole sometimes, and a control freak most of the other times. But he isn’t someone that anyone should feel like they settled for. H
“You don’t have to say it like that,” Neil says. “Like hell, I don’t. He’s asking you to throw your life away!” Beau insists. I’m standing just outside the kitchen door, by feet rooted in place. I know I shouldn’t eavesdrop. I should back away, give them privacy. This conversation isn’t meant fo
I am going to read this chapter, but I am not going to enjoy it. Yes. That is exactly what is going to happen. I can pretend it’s like research. After all, I have never had sex, so it makes sense to want to be prepared for someday. Although the title of the chapter sounds absolutely ridiculous. Li
Neil’s hand continues to move on his dick, though he’s slowed his pace considerably. He watches me with hooded eyes. His cheeks are delightfully flushed. His muscles are strained, like he’s held himself on the edge for a long time. “Close the door,” Neil says and it sounds like an order. I ste
“Good,” he says, and a zip of pleasure shoots through me. “Now take off your pants. Panties too. I want you bare for me.” I can’t take my pants off without moving my hands from my breasts. I don’t move them right away. “Chloe,” he says, sharper. I immediately drop my hands from my tits with a wh
I’m happy because I have four hearts beating alongside mine.“Do you feel it, too?” I ask. “My connection to each of you?”I blink my eyes open once more. I want to see their faces, their reactions.Neil has his hand over his own heart. “It’s strange. It’s like part of you is inside of me.”“Me, too
In the darkness of my mind, I floated, surrounded by the comforting embrace of love. Distantly, I could feel another presence, one that grew stronger and stronger, the more I focused on it: my wolf.As I thought of her, she appeared before me as if I willed her into being. Maybe I did. We are in my
Damn alpha wolves and their heightened senses.“I’ve already made my choice,” I say. “Honestly, I think I made it a long, long time ago.”Archer relaxes marginally. Steven starts to smile.Neil turns to me, worry still on his face. “You say that now, Chloe. But the pull could be strong…”“I don’t ca
The eve of my birthday, I rest in bed and stare at my ceiling. It’s late, near midnight, but I still have my bedside light on.With my feelings shared and grown with Neil, Archer, and Steven, I didn’t expect to spend any night alone, especially the one right before the day that could change everythi
I awake to a sharp knock on my bedroom door. Neil’s arm is still draped over me but some distance had inched between our hot bodies in the night. I’m able to slink out from under his arm without him waking.Naked, I quickly stop by the bathroom to throw on my fluffy bathrobe. Then, after glancing ba
They.Beau glances at me and see my incredulous look. “What do I need to go out every night? Can’t a man just enjoy staying home for a change?”“You can do whatever the hell you want,” I say.“Good, then.” Beau slumps down on the couch. He stretches out, lifting his feet up and into my lap. “Now tel
For the rest of the morning, I desperately try not to think about Neil. Whoever he’s in love with, I won’t be offended by it. The hurt I feel has nothing to do with this new person. She must be great for her to have won Neil’s affections.The hurt is my own loss, my own problem. I let my feelings fo
After Steven and I have cleaned ourselves up with a quick shower, we fall back into bed together, giggling and laughing all the way. My now, Steven has discovered a few of my tickle zones, which he is exploiting. As revenge, I touch the places I now know make him shiver.For a while, nothing seems l
His hands fumbled with the buttons of his own shirt. Such usually steady hands are rendered useless by his nervousness.“Allow me,” I tell him. I lightly bat his hands out of the way before replacing them with mine on his shirt buttons. My times with Neil have served me well. I’m able to undo all th