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2024-10-29 19:42:56To move on and keep this contentment in my life to continue, I know that I'll have to face other matters, which I might have avoided not so long ago, but now I won't, I have to let some things go.
These are things from my past and the issues with my mom, and of course Luke, though they may have haunted me on some nights, it's important for me to not let them win.
" I thought you might run away from me again." Luke says.
" Maybe I should have."
" Bailey - " I cut him off.
" But I won't. " I sit down and lean forward on the table.
" How are you ?"
" I'll be fine and you?"
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