Chapter 122

Diamond

I was confused. I have never been this confused in my life. Okay, scratch that. The one time in my life that I had been confused beyond the entire word itself was six years ago when I found out that Lennox had been sleeping with my sister. I had been confused because I didn’t think our marriage wasn’t going smoothly at the time it all happened. Maybe smoothly was a stretch but it's not like we were having any major issues. The major issue we were dealing with was my recurrent miscarriages and as a doctor, or rather, as doctors, we ran several tests on me to try to ascertain what the problem was but none of them came back helpful. All the tests revealed that I was fine and it almost plunged me into depression. It was another kind of pain knowing that you could conceive, carry a baby, but somewhere along the line, you would lose it. This had happened to me three times, But the last miscarriage absolutely broke me because it was my longest. Aside from the physical toll it took on