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My soulmate 022
Crap. My head hurt so bad. I really had too much wine yesterday and I have no idea if Jayden was still in my room or not.I didn't get up until midday and I had to grin when I found my dad on the sofa just as exhausted. He was sprawled, coffee in hand, staring at the television. My mom was sitting in the chair reading a book. She spotted me first and smiled. "Hey, are you okay? Where's Jayden?” Okay, he was actually still in my room . Dad sat up so I could sit next to him."What?" Dad grinned at me and I really wasn't ready in the head yet. »...I need a headache pill!«My mom got up and went to the kitchen. "Judith told us Jayden brought you into the room... So...?" She came back with a glass of water and a pill. I didn't know what they wanted me to say, so I took the pill first and then looked at my dad, then at my mom. They really were both sitting there, eyebrows raised and a steady gaze at me. I took another sip of water and as soon as I put it down my dad asked what they wanted t
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 023
Jayden got in touch with me Sunday night. He told me about his flight and that fans were already waiting at the airport. He really made an effort to let me be a part of his little trip and to tell me about all the things he did and experienced. Most of the time I listened to him because there was nothing new about me. We talked on the phone until eleven o'clock when I told him that I should sleep now because I had school the next day. He was very understanding and promised to call me back tomorrow after school."...After school we'll meet at Danny's for dinner!" Dwayne said it during the lunch break when I had just eaten and I was really looking forward to seeing Thomas again. Dwayne had actually managed to keep in touch with Thomas and already made something out with him.Debby just joined us at the table. “Cool, so all of us? And then we'll do something else?” She didn't even notice what Thomas was saying and everyone fell silent. It was Dwayne's job to somehow teach her that her br
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 024
Thomas texted me all the time and almost always made me laugh. Yes, it was really a bit crazy that we got along so well, but he always had time to write and after all he was the one who wanted to meet us all again on Friday. It really was as if he had never been away.Jayden also checked in with me every day. Sometimes more, sometimes less, so I knew when he was busy and when he was having a leisurely day. I told him about Friday, but he already knew about Debby and avoided the topic of Thomas completely. But it was okay with me before there was an argument afterwards.My cell phone rang Thursday afternoon, but it wasn't Jayden. No, I was totally surprised when I read "Thomas" on my display. I stood in the kitchen and my mom unpacked the groceries next to me."Hi Thomas!"»Call me TJ... haha... what are you doing? ' It was loud in the background, as if he had been on the road."I'm about to help my mom cook, why?" I could hear a chuckle.» Oh, I would have had time now and just wanted
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 025
The plan was to go to the cinema first and then to Heaven . In fact, this time Dwayne had Debby in tow, she didn't seem too enthusiastic about it, but she was there and that was all that mattered.We wanted to meet TJ at the cinema. He was already standing in front of the cinema entrance and was being besieged by a couple of girls. We had to laugh when five girls stood around him to take a picture with him. He put a fake grin on his lips, spotted us and then left the fans. TJ walked up to us and ran his fingers through his long hair. "Finally!" He looked relieved and greeted us all. Dwayne had reserved tickets and went to the register with Dan to get them.TJ was so different in public than Jayden was.Jayden was cautious, careful and tried to hide a little and was careful of everything he was doing. Yes, they even had their own rules that they wanted to abide by.TJ, on the other hand, didn't care who saw him, what he did or how he behaved. He was just himself and didn't care how he
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 026
TJ became a good friendly replacement for Dwayne, who cut himself off from us a bit. Dwayne was a bit more supportive of Debby and didn't want to hurt her further by doing anything to TJ. I really understood that and TJ understood it too. But TJ was always available for funny messages and short calls and really enriched my life.In a week Jayden was finally back. He would come on Wednesdays, he had told me, and we wanted to have a nice weekend, except for Friday, when we had our masked ball at school. I hadn't asked Jayden yet because he probably wouldn't want to go to a school event like this.I waited for Jayden's evening call, looking forward to hearing his voice, but he was really slow. I looked out the window and saw Debby's car in front of Dwayne's house. I used to go to his place when I was bored, or he would come over and we would chill and chat about all sorts of things.Finally. My cell phone rang and Jayden's name lit up."Heeeey, I'm waiting for your call!"» Hey baby, sor
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 027
Already Saturday. Four more sleeps, then Jayden will finally be back. I'm bored to death. How can everyone already have something planned? Everyone was doing couples stuff and even TJ didn't have time, he said something about a gig. Maybe Judith has something good planned for today that I can join?In the living room I only found Dad. He flipped through the TV with a beer in hand. "Dad? Where's Judith?'He turned to me. "Shopping with your mom for a bit, but you can help them unload right away!""And you?" He turned to the TV and just held up his beer. Great answer dad. He still made me smile and I sat down next to him. Dad wanted to know more about Jayden and I told him what I knew. After that he asked about Dwayne and I told him all about that too. He was a good listener until my mom and Judith came. We helped them unload and put away everything in the house.After that I found out that my parents were going out and Judith didn't know what she was going to do. She hinted at Tim but
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 028
I hailed a cab and let us go to the basement club . It was a small club, underground, in a huge office building.The bass was already booming towards us as we walked down the stairs. Josie was right behind me and wouldn't let go of my shoulder as we walked down the long flight of stairs. I was lucky and Marcus was at the door today. He grinned at me and gave me a firm handshake. His gaze went briefly to Josie, who was still standing directly behind me. Yes, that was a different scene than this club where we were together last time. Heaven , or whatever it was called. But here I had my peace. No annoying fans."Hey Marcus!"He pulled me closer to him with a handshake. “With company this time? ...Don't bother me this time, okay?' I tilted my head cautiously back at Josie."No, not with her!" And Marcus let us in.We handed in our jackets and I paid the entrance fee. Josie's look was really super surprised. She kept looking around. It was a bit more fucked up, the whole walls in the entr
Last Updated : 2024-10-29My soulmate 029
What is he thinking? I want to have a nice evening with my buddy and he only thinks about laying the next bitch. I kept nagging this dumb guy about how cheap he was and TJ wasn't any better. A cheaper bitch was no longer possible!I downed a shot at the back of the counter. I have to figure out how to get out of here!!"...Josie, ...did you just have a schnapps by yourself?" Where is he from now?"Yeah, while you're about to crack open your next trophy, I've gotta have a drink and get a cab next!" He leaned on the counter and leaned toward me."I'm sorry, I never go out with company... My cock just took over the thinking for a moment... I'm here with you, I'm definitely not going to leave you!" His words were sincere, but the thought, I was disgusted that it always happened the same way with him. He ordered two more short ones and put a hand on my back. I shook off his hand. "Did you touch that bitch? ...Then go wash your hands before you transmit STDs!” TJ laughed and we had another
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We got closer to our friends again and got a few laughs and high fives, mostly from the boys of course, but TJ and I gave them high fives. All in all, the evening was really great and when we took the taxi home to TJ, I was almost closing my eyes from tiredness.TJ unlocked his front door and let me go first. We were both very calm and I just trotted back and forth, from the bathroom back to the bed, back into the bathroom, briefly into the kitchen and then finally, made-up off, changed and completely exhausted, I lay down in his bed. TJ came over to me for a moment and got a pillow from his bed, then he disappeared around the corner onto his sofa and it wasn't until I left that I noticed that he was only wearing shorts and a tight-fitting black undershirt, his back was immaculate and really nice in this.A few minutes passed and I just didn't hear from him anymore. It was too quiet and my brain turned on again. I thought about so many different things again and became more and more a
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This Adam was really nice and really really sweet. He flirted a bit too much and too much for me, but it was just about okay. Maybe there was something to what TJ told me tonight. Maybe I really need a one night stand or something like that, but definitely not today. Not with this Adam. Then kissing, but I would need a few more drinks to be able to overcome that. Adam didn't dance very well, the only thing he could do was rub his body against mine and it was a bit annoying. I loved dancing too much and didn't always need this close dancing, especially not with Adam, I preferred dancing with my friends, so I knew that nobody would rub against me, you could dance with them quite normally. Adam was glued to me and really tried everything to get close to me. He pulled away from me briefly and turned next to us where his friends were probably all on the dance floor. I finally continued dancing on my own, how nice that was, but it didn't last long because when Adam turned back to me he imme
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tjShe looked good, really damn good. She stood next to me and tied her hair together, moaning annoyed and scolding something I didn't understand and we waited for our taxi in the fresh air."I do not feel like! Let's go somewhere else!” Joey sounded really confident that I would do something else with her bad commanding tone. So she certainly didn't get through with me.The taxi came, we got in and I told the driver we wanted to go to Heaven . Joey looked thoughtful and annoyed out the window while I checked my cell phone messages again. A couple of girls had reached out, one cuter than the other, but there was nothing I could do today except take care of Joey. I just wanted to be there for her.After I paid the taxi driver, we got out and crossed the street."Do you think they're mad that we're only here now?" Joey walked beside me, casually fiddling with her hair again."No, at least we're coming, that's something!" I could already see Jamal in the distance and we walked towards hi
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No thought of Jayden and off to TJ's home, just away from where everything reminds me of him . The exit would be so perfect, but no, TJ started talking about Jayden again and when we drove away, Jayden and Debby were of course standing at the Staffords' door, who were probably also just leaving the party. His gaze followed us and Jayden looked slightly confused and disappointed, staring at us as we pulled away in TJ's car. Debby's gaze, on the other hand, was a bit sour and I turned away from them again. TJ frowned at the street and I wasn't sure if he had seen Jayden at all, but didn't want to dig deeper. Jayden looked so damn good that my thoughts just turned to him again. I had forgotten how sweet he was and how his eyes met me again and again, especially what he could trigger in me, unimaginable. I was worried about how I would convey to him today what he thought of me and what would have happened if we had talked until TJ snapped me out of my thoughts. "What's the matter with tha
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Great. I sat alone at the table with her sister and a silence fell between us. Slightly uncomfortable. I looked around to see how long Joey needed, but couldn't find her right away. Judith cleared her throat. »...um... I know we both had a rough start... But you're the only one Joey can get right now and I really appreciate that! Without you she would still be sitting in her room and probably wouldn't even have her degree in her pocket! I don't know what you have about you that makes her live again...but thanks TJ! For real! ...And since Tim thinks you're "okay" too, I may have misjudged you... That...that I'm sorry!"I was briefly flabbergasted by what she said and looked around again to see if Joey was finally coming, I finally spotted her but she was just pouring drinks and I turned back to Judith. »Well, I think anyone could have brought her out of her absolute low point...«She interjected and interrupted me. "No definitely not! I don't know how you do it. But it's the right way
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After graduation, my friends and I were all invited to Dwayne's house with our families together. It was absolutely great that Neil made such a nice party for us in his garden. There I stood in my room and hung the robe back on my room door, looked at myself again in the mirror and was unsure because I didn't know if Jayden would come and if I would meet him there, let alone I was afraid of what would happen if he were there. Will he talk to me then? Am I going to go up to him and talk? Are we ignoring each other? Am I breaking down again? I shouldn't be so scared that I might run into him, but it's really killing me. Every thought I give to him kills me!!!!But I was glad that TJ still came and I got some emotional support.I went over to the Staffords with my parents and I was really nervous. There were a lot of people there, but I did n't see him . That was good. Was it? I really couldn't take it otherwise. I didn't want to see him, not even from a distance. I wasn't even ready to
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"Are you nervous yet?" Today was the graduation ceremony on the sports field behind the school gym and I thought my mom was more nervous than me."It's still okay!" She handed me my red robe, which I put on and smiled happily at me.Dad, Judith and Tim were waiting at the car and I was allowed to sit in the front with my dad, who, like everyone else, had dressed up really well. He was super proud of me, I knew that, and honestly, I was a little bit too. The thought of graduating from high school was great, but it also sucked because I didn't know what I was going to do afterward. The college in town only had me on the waiting list, so I had to wait another semester because I didn't want to leave. My friends all had college places, some of them far away, which would mean that we wouldn't see each other again soon, at least very little and rarely. It sucked not knowing how my life would go on."Is your junkie boyfriend coming too?" I turned with a scathing look at Judith after Mom even
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TJ was by my side the whole time, texting me daily and trying to cheer me up in any way he could. I haven't heard from Jayden for weeks, which was a good thing. After all, five weeks have passed since we parted ways at the airport. The first few days were the worst, some of which I can't even remember. My friends also said that I was just in a trance and not really responsive, which could also explain my memory gaps. With each week the pain in me lessened and my parents were really touching towards me. They both had a slight problem with TJ because Debby once told them everything about him in a short conversation, about his previous drug history, fights and his many affairs. Of course they weren't enthusiastic about him at all, but they still allowed him to visit me very often. Judith never liked him anyway, which he felt every time. I felt sorry for TJ because my family actually had something against him, but just tried to put it aside, which I've gotten really good at.We finally ha
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tjShe lay back in my arms and closed her eyes.I have no idea what exactly happened but I would love to meet Jayden right now and tell him what a HUGE asshole he is! I would definitely smack him in such a way that he would first get to know the floor better. I really can't stand to see her like this anymore. What happened? He must have broken up, otherwise she would have been a little more composed! That fucking wannabe rocker!!! I'll kill him!!! It drives me crazy to see this woman suffer like that. How can he hurt this wonderful person like that? What did he do to her? Did she love him that much? If she were my girlfriend I would never have done that to her! This is such a great woman that you can't give it away anymore! He's such an asshole and so stupid! If he crosses my path, he's due!! ….But what am I talking about? I would never have a girlfriend because I couldn't keep it. I wouldn't be faithful and just as much of an asshole as him! I'm not a relationship type, when I look a
