Steve’s POVI began to drive away from her and Jeremy and within seconds I had to pull over, I was so fucking pissed off at myself. My own fucking stubbornness got the best of me, I should of just been honest and told her everything. I got out of the car and found a tree and began hitting it, letting all my anger out.I didn’t want to be a fucking drug dealer, Darren thought that though. I was trying to get him away from her, no one is stupid enough to get caught that many fucking times. I was trying to be stupid so he would get caught, he was my best friend but he really needed help. He needed to get sober and get on some meds.The blow they found was mine too but I was trying to frame him with it obviously that fucking back fires too, every time I had something planned it fucking back fired. He was always one step ahead of me.I was scarred to tell Kay why I let Darren go, I didn’t want to with all I had but he couldn’t get arrested at my sister’s house it wasn’t in the right d
Steves POVShe was so fucking beautiful she looked like a fucking model, her blond hair curled around her face, the dress she had one showed all her curves almost as if it were made for her. Her makeup was done up more then I’ve ever seen on her, she looked fucking beautiful. I was mesmerized by her, when she turned around and walked away, that's when I realized how badly I fucked things up again. I was too caught up in checking her out I didn't even realize what was happening around me.I immediately got up and followed her out the door, this couldn’t be happening. I needed to stop her, “Kay, Kay please it’s not what it looked like please just listen to me.”She kept walking not listening to me, she didn’t even stop at her car she was so mad I don’t think she was even thinking straight. I kept begging her to stop, I couldn’t lose her. I already almost lost her and now I was hopeless, she would never forgive me. If she would just listen to me maybe she would understand a bit bet
Steve’s POVNo! No! This couldn’t be happening, I ran up to her and she was bleeding from the back of her head, she wasn’t saying anything or reacting. I began to completely freak out, I grabbed her head and tried to put pressure on the back of it. I had no idea what to do at this point, ibwas usually really good under pressure but not when it came to her.“Please baby, please don’t do this. Come on wake up. Fucking wake up babe. Just look at me, you can’t fucking leave me babe. I’m so sorry please just come back to me. This is all my fucking fault. What the fuck did I do.”I began to cry like a baby over her body. Next thing I knew I was being pulled off of her as the paramedics arrived. I heard the one paramedic talk to me, it all seemed hazzy,“Do you know her?”I nodded. As they told me to follow, I didn’t stop holding her hand. They began to hook her up to machines, when I heard the machines beeping I felt relief. They were both working on her as I wouldn’t let go of her han
Steve’s POVI walked nervously through the hospital as I followed the nurse to her room, did she really not remember me. I guess this is what I deserve for being such a asshole. I was still wearing the suit from the wedding, it was dirty and I fucking stunk, I had her blood all over me, sweat and tears. I tried to fix my suit up a bit as I walked into her room, when she seen me she gave me a small smile,“Hey Steve”I felt relief she recognized me but if she was smiling at me she didn’t remember being mad at me I guess. I looked at her she looked like herself besides the large white band aid that went around her head. It was so nice to see her eyes open. She laid in the hospital bed and I can see she was trying to figure something put.“Hey babe, how are you feeling?”She looked a bit shocked when i called her babe, this wasn't good. She looked at me closely, “I’m okay, my head hurts a lot. Do you remember what happened?”I knew I couldn’t lie to her anymore, “Let me find a nurs
I didn’t understand why Steve was here with me instead of Darren, I figured he was unable to make it or on his way and that’s why Steve was sticking around. He looked like he was in more pain then me, I was very confused and I felt like Steve was keeping something from me.I was excited too see my father, I knew I could probably get more information from him. I couldn’t believe I had a son, when Steve told me that I thought he was joking. And I was pregnant right now too, Steve looked happy when I told him that, was he the one who got my pregnant?I thought about it, it would explain why he was here but he was Darren’s best friend, I wouldn’t date him. I love Darren like crazy, I can’t picture not being with him. I needed to hear it from my dad or Darren, I wanted to ask Steve to get a hold of Darren and tell him to come here. I needed to see him and hear what he had to say, but I was beyond exhausted after the day I’ve had. I just wanted to sleep, the nurse came in and asked Steve
I felt like my father would tell me something I didn’t know, he went over everything he knew,“You know I’m sure Steve would be better to answer your questions, I’m only your dad dear, you tell me the limited amount of stuff. But I brought you these.”I looked over and he had a pile of letters in envelopes from the jail. I grabbed them and looked through them quickly.My father watched me, “You were heading here to talk to Steve, you guys got in a fight he lied to you. You were really heart broken and from the sounds of it you got angry and refused to talk to him again. Steve’s a really good guy Kay, we had a big talk he explained a lot to me and he always had good intentions from what he told me.”I nodded at my father, “I’m in love with Darren though Dad, I wish he were here right now. He’s the one I remember being with.”My dad shook his head, “Darren isn’t a good person Kay, you ran from him when you were pregnant with Jeremy, a few months ago he nearly beat you to death an
The doctors began to prep me for surgery as Steve and my father waited in the waiting room. The nurse that was with me, was getting my things moved to a mobile machine,“Your boyfriend seems very nice, you’re a lucky girl. I was working the night you came in and he drove everyone nuts while you were in surgery. He was so worried about you, and even though he was a mess none of the nurses wanted him to go change, there's just something about a man in a suit."I smiled at her, “I wish I could remember him though, it makes things awkward.”She smiled at me back, “Even if you don’t remember him he seems like the type that would do everything to help you remember, just like one of those romance movies. It's sort of silly but us night shit nurses all talk about it."I began to giggle as I could picture Steve doing all sorts of silly things to help me remember him. I guess I was sort of lucky to have him, but the thing is it felt wrong to even consider loving him when my heart belonged t
Darren hurt me, I remember running from him I was really scared. He continued to kiss me roughly as I tried to push him away. He wouldn’t move I felt him smile as he continued to push himself on to me. He was holding me down as he began to bring his hand up towards my thigh, I began to feel tears come from my eyes.He stopped for a moment,"I thought I would be able to help you remember."Then before I could make a sound he pushed himself onto my lips once again.I should of listened to everyone and when he walked in I should of screamed with all I had. I was so scared as he continued to move his hands up to my panties, he kept his mouth on mine the entire time as I began to try screaming he would shove my mouth open so sounds were only coming from my throat. He moved my panties to the side and began running his hands along my lips as he began to rub me forcefully. I began to think of Steve and I didn’t know why, I just kept thinking I need Steve to save me. I need Steve where is h
As we entered the house, I glanced everywhere it was literally perfect, he listened to every think I liked and didn’t like from every house we looked at. I couldn’t stop smiling as I made my way to each room.I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I pulled Ian closely, “Thank you babe.”He hugged me back, “Maybe we will get luckier here trying to make a family, we have 1 less thing to stress about now.”And that’s the first thing we did, we stripped our clothing off and tried our luck as we had hot crazy sex all over the new house. We spent the next few days planning our move and picking colors and every chance we got we would try our luck in the new house. Once we got back home we posted Ian’s house for sale and it sold immediately. I was so anxious to pick the boys up and show them the house, as I got there I was so happy and Steve noticed.“Was it a good few days?” He asked me giving me a curious look.I nodded, “Yes Ian got my dream house built for us. It’s only an hour aw
I felt my heart completely stop as I began to panic “Surgery? What happened? I thought he was okay and would be coming home today.”She seemed to panic a bit too as she tried to shuffle through the papers she was reading quickly as she kept looking up at me,“It looks like this is a different procedure Ma’am, he is in getting a small repair done from a previous injury.”I was taken by surprise as I looked at her, he was getting the surgery done so we could start trying for babies. I couldn’t hide my smile as I thanked her and walked back to his room. I sat patiently as I waited for him to get out. He came in walking a bit funny as I began to laugh,“Are you okay babe?”He gave me a awkward smile, “Yeah I’m just numb and it feels so weird.”I got up and gave him a tender kiss on his lips as he kissed me back, “I hear you went for the procedure.”He nodded, “Don’t get upset though if it doesn’t work Kay, the odds are really slim, promise?”I smiled and nodded, “It’s fine if it
Ian explained to us how when he used to have the odd run ins with Will he was usually just there, never anything to get him for even though he heard rumors he was a assassin there was never any proof. The last time he spoke to Darren , Darren mentioned Will was in there and was trying to bribe him into helping him out of there. Obviously he denied and I guess Darren put a hit on him.Although these were all theories there was no hard evidence of any of this being true although Will would be incarcerated for quite some time after this.We spent the next few days in the hospital as Ian was doing amazing, he was beginning to slowly get around the room and go for small walks around the hallways. I was constantly with him, I was terrified to leave his side. The last day in the hospital Ian had several tests to do before they would release him so I took a bit of time to go check on the boys. I was really excited to see them, it’s been a while since I saw them.I drove over to mine and St
I felt my stomach turn as I looked over at Ian, this means that this was all my fault. I haven’t heard from Darren or anything since I walked out of the visit with him. Jones told me he was going to look into a few things and go visit Darren, I was praying it had nothing to do with him. I didn’t want to be held responsible for Ian being shot.I sat next to Ian all day when I remembered I had to pick the kids up in the morning, I sent Steve a message,Kay: There’s been an emergency , I’m going to see if my father can pick the boys up tomorrow.Steve answered me quickly, Steve: No worried Kay, I’ve missed them. I’ll take this run off. Can I keep them until my next run?I looked over at Ian, I wanted to see my boys I missed them so much but I needed to be here for Ian. I didn’t want to leave his sight.Kay: Yes but I want to see them when I’m done dealing with this, even just for a little bit.Steve: Your always welcome here Kay.I rolled my eyes then I thought about it, I looke
I followed the nurse to the room, I saw Ian’s body laying on the bed. There was no movement and he was extremely pale. I slowly walked over as I glanced at the monitor I was trying to memorize all the numbers to keep an eye on them. I grabbed Ian’s hand when I noticed his ring was gone, I looked at the nurse,“Where’s his ring?”She gave me apologetic look, “I’m sorry ma’am it’s in his possessions, we had to remove it for surgery once he’s awake we can put it back on.”I nodded and gave her a smile, I noticed she was optimistic also. Once she left the room I sat there and starred at him he looked so peaceful, I looked at the monitor several times waiting for something to change. I began to talk to him,“Hey baby, I’m here. Your out of surgery now and you did so good. Besides dying on me several times but you came back so your forgiven. Now I need you to open those beautiful eyes of yours and come back to me. I don’t like spending my honeymoon like this. We are supposed to be plann
I was waiting as I saw several officers begin to pile into the waiting room, they just kept coming and coming, when I noticed Officer Cooper walk in, she sat with some of the other officers I could see she was crying as some of them were trying to console her.Detective Jones came and sat next to me with a coffee as he passed it to me, I gave him a small smile and thanked him. Just then I saw a woman walk in and she looked so much like Ian it made my stomach turn to see her. She ran directly to officer Cooper as I watched, I saw Jones tense up. I heard his sister say, “Cassie, what the fuck is going on? Did I hear right? My brother was getting married when this happened?”The officer glared at me and nodded as she gave her a hug. His sister backed away as she continued, “I guess congratulations Cassie, I always knew you two would work it out. I’m so happy my brother finally settled.”I saw her whisper something towards her and they both glared to me, I felt extremely uncomfortabl
I heard a lot of screaming around us as I looked up everything was in slow motion, the man who was looking at us was being handcuffed and dragged away, I looked at myself and I was covered in blood. I looked back down at Ian he’s eyes were large, he kept trying to sit up. I put my hands on him and pushed him back down, “Relax babe, relax.” I was trying to put pressure on his wound when I felt someone come next to me. There was a man standing there, he began to unbutton Ian’s shirt,“I am a physician at the local hospital ma’am, we need to see where the wound is.”I began to nod, I was in such shock I don’t think I could speak or move or cry. I just kneeled down next to him and held his hand as I starred at him. There was so much going on around us, I could hear screaming and crying from everywhere, I heard a lady shout,“The ambulance is 5 minutes out.”The doctor had his shirt pushed against his chest, he managed to spit out a few words,“I.. I… love.. you.. I’m.. I’m.. sorry
I smiled at him as I nodded. He returned my smile, “You know Kay, if you want a big wedding I’ll be happy to give you one.”I nodded, “What do you want?”He shook his head, “You in any way I can have you.”I laughed as I could feel my cheeks warm up, “How about we plan a party in a few months for family and friends to celebrate our wedding.”He smiled, “That sounds perfect.”Just then we heard our name, “Kay Myles and Ian Smith”I felt my stomach turn as I got up and followed Ian into the court room. I was beginning to shake as we made our way to the room. Ian handed me his ring as I looked into his eyes and I saw complete confidence on his face. I gave him a smile as I felt myself calming down, the minister began to ceremony, this was completely different then a traditional wedding. “Do you take Ian Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”I smiled at him, “I do.” I took his ring out and slid it on his finger.He gave me a large smile as the minister continued, “Do you take
The next morning I woke up to Ian playing with my hair, our legs were tangled together as we were holding on to each other closely. I was never much of a cuddler but the small amount of sleep I did get felt like the best sleep I’ve ever had. I looked up to his eyes, “Good morning.” I whispered. He kissed me, “Good morning my fiancée.”I gave him a big smile as he looked into me eyes, “Are you still agreeing to marry me?”I smiled as I nodded, “Yeah I am.”He looked to be thinking, “When do you want to get married?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure, I’ve had the big wedding and planned out so many things and that didn’t last more then a few days. Let’s do something different this time.”He smiled, “Hmmm, like maybe elope? Or let’s go buy rings and go to the courthouse today?”I began to laugh, “You would marry me today?”He smiled at me, “Oh baby I would of married you the day my eyes met yours.”I began to laugh, the first time I met Ian was when he was on the team to charge Darr