I went to say something as Ian looked me over as I read the message a few times, I didn’t know what to say. I looked up at him trying to find the right words but nothing came to my mind, nothing I could say would help me right now. I whispered,“I’m sorry, it was a mistake.”He didn’t answer anything as I walked over to my room and got dressed, I began to pack my bags as I walked up the stairs. Ian was still sitting at the table, I could tell he was trying to figure everything out, he looked shocked when he saw me with my stuff.“Are you going back to Steve?”I shook my head, “No, like I said that was a mistake. I was confused and I guess I just needed to make sure things were over. I don’t know exactly how to explain it, I was confused. Two weeks ago I was married to him and now I met you and its confusing. Well it was.”He looked me over, “Where are you going then?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure exactly but I’m sure you don’t want me here.”He shook his head, “Go put your stuff back Kay
Ian explained to me when he used to be a police officer he got in a accident and he got injured, he didn’t go much into detail,“The doctors told me I have less then 1% chance to become a father naturally, although there was procedure they can attempt to help but I never felt the need to have it done. Especially if it weren’t 100% going to work, I felt like it would just be a let down to whoever I was with. That got in the way of several of my relationships.”I looked at him and squeezed his hand, “I’m sorry Ian, that’s really awful. But you know I have 2 boys I’d be happy stopping. Although I will admit I always wanted a little girl but there are other options.”He nodded as he looked to be thinking, the rest of the ride was quiet as we arrived to my father’s. When I got there I gave each of the kids big hugs when I grabbed Heather I felt the tears begin,“I’m so sorry beautiful but we need to bring you back to your mommy, she misses you so much and is so excited to see you.”She hel
I was beginning to worry as he stopped texting me, I looked at the picture several times maybe he thought I was trying to hard or he isn’t interested in me and I repulse him. I was beginning to get angry, what kind of man never wants more.I began to blow out the candles and turn the lights back on, l began to walk down the stairs as I heard the front door open, Ian rushed in and grabbed onto my waist and smashed his lips against mine. I wasn’t expecting him to react this way, he pushed me up against the wall as he continued to kiss me, I didn’t want him to stop when he pulled away. I was expecting him to let me go and walk away but he didn’t let me go, he looked me in the eyes,“Are you sure your ready for this?”I immediately jumped towards him finding his lips once again, I ran my hands through his hair and pulled onto it as he lifted me up and began to carry me towards his bedroom, he pushed me up against the wall as he used his free hand to unzip my dress. I took both of my arms
We spent hours making love, like sweet and passionate love. We held each other closely and enjoyed every movement, I lost count of my orgasms and he kept coming and starting over immediately. I was beginning to get sore and exhausted, I just couldn’t anymore and I think he was feeling the same way. He rolled off of me and pulled me next to him as we both held on to each other we fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning the sun was hitting on our bodies, I looked up at Ian he had several scars all over his body, I ran my hand over a few of his scars. I stopped at one it looked like a bullet scar as I kept rubbing my hand over it I heard him mumble,“That’s were I got shot when I was a rookie.”I immediately felt sad for him, he peaked open he’s eyes as he smiled and wrapped his arms around me kissing me intensely. Once he pulled away he began to play with my hair,“Good morning beautiful.”I smiled at him, “Good morning, did you sleep good?”He nodded, “Yes even better with
Ian kept giving me curious glares as I kept trying to work things out with Steve. He was hopeless in negotiating, eventually my lawyer stepped in,“Okay, this is supposed to be a negotiation and if your client isn’t willing to cooperate then I will be ending this today and scheduling a court date. My client has been more then willing to work with yours I think you need to have a chat with your client. Maybe we should take a short break and come back to this.”I saw Steves lawyer give him a questionable look and nodded, “Yeah that’s a good idea.”As we got up and walked out my lawyer said she was going to grab a coffee we needed to be back in 15 minutes. Ian grabbed my arm and pulled me off to the side,“Are you going to be telling me what I’m missing here?”I felt the tears start in my eyes as I shook my head, “I can’t Ian.”He looked at me in disbelief as he shook his head, “I can’t help you if you don’t talk to me Kay, I need to know what’s going on.”I looked at him as I tried to t
I took a large breath as I looked into his eyes, I felt incredibly nervous and I wasn’t sure of I should be telling him this. I began to fiddle with my fingers as I tried to come up with a way to say this,“I’m sorry Ian I just need a minute, I’m not sure how to even begin.”He smiled and took my hand, “Just start from the beginning.”I nodded as I started telling him the story of me and Darren in the early days, he listened quietly as I told him everything. I could barely make it through the part with the fight, the night I took someone’s life. Once I finished the story I took a large breath, I was terrified to look into Ian’s eyes but I managed to do it anyways. He looked a bit shocked as I could tell he was thinking hard about something, he’s eyes eventually met mine and he didn’t look mad but he did look sad. “I’m sorry Ian, I’ll understand if you need to do what you need to do. I’ve been carrying this secret for a very long time and both Steve and Darren are constantly threa
I felt nerves wash over me, I immediately shook my head, “I don’t think I can face her or him Ian.”He held my hand as he walked me to the car, “I am here by your side Kay, I will always be next to you. I’m trying to help here I need you with me or else you may not believe me.”I nodded as we went for a short ride, once we got to a small house in a rough neighborhood Ian immediately got out. It was townhouses, i could see the light on inside as i felt the nerves in my stomach. I glanced at the front door, there was a stroller next to it. He opened the door for me, and put his hand around my lower back,“Now listen once you see the man, if he’s the man you talked too I want you to nod. Do not say a word the entire time please just listen.”Ian stood infront of me as he knocked on the door, the man I spoke too answered. Ian looked back and I nodded I didn’t even want to look him in the eyes.“Hey Bryson.”I saw the man look uneasy then he noticed me, he gave Ian a uncomfortable gl
I tried to wrap my head around everything Ian said, all this time I was beyond stressed out trying to live with everything I did and it wasn’t even me. Yes I injured a man but that was much different then murdering him, Ian was driving while he reached over and grabbed my hand. I stayed quiet as I tried to process everything that happened.Ian was the first to speak up, “Do you want me to proceed with this Kay? I can finally put this to rest if you want or I can let it go and someone may open this case again. It’s your choice.”I didn’t know what to answer him, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to relive that night over and over, I knew if everything came out then there would be court and people called in for court. I’d have to face not only Steve, Ethans ex, Bryson, Garth but Darren too. That scared me tremendously, I looked up and Ian and he was looking down at me as we waited at a red light. “I’m not sure Ian.”He nodded, “I definitely understand. But I want you to remember you have me he
As we entered the house, I glanced everywhere it was literally perfect, he listened to every think I liked and didn’t like from every house we looked at. I couldn’t stop smiling as I made my way to each room.I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I pulled Ian closely, “Thank you babe.”He hugged me back, “Maybe we will get luckier here trying to make a family, we have 1 less thing to stress about now.”And that’s the first thing we did, we stripped our clothing off and tried our luck as we had hot crazy sex all over the new house. We spent the next few days planning our move and picking colors and every chance we got we would try our luck in the new house. Once we got back home we posted Ian’s house for sale and it sold immediately. I was so anxious to pick the boys up and show them the house, as I got there I was so happy and Steve noticed.“Was it a good few days?” He asked me giving me a curious look.I nodded, “Yes Ian got my dream house built for us. It’s only an hour aw
I felt my heart completely stop as I began to panic “Surgery? What happened? I thought he was okay and would be coming home today.”She seemed to panic a bit too as she tried to shuffle through the papers she was reading quickly as she kept looking up at me,“It looks like this is a different procedure Ma’am, he is in getting a small repair done from a previous injury.”I was taken by surprise as I looked at her, he was getting the surgery done so we could start trying for babies. I couldn’t hide my smile as I thanked her and walked back to his room. I sat patiently as I waited for him to get out. He came in walking a bit funny as I began to laugh,“Are you okay babe?”He gave me a awkward smile, “Yeah I’m just numb and it feels so weird.”I got up and gave him a tender kiss on his lips as he kissed me back, “I hear you went for the procedure.”He nodded, “Don’t get upset though if it doesn’t work Kay, the odds are really slim, promise?”I smiled and nodded, “It’s fine if it
Ian explained to us how when he used to have the odd run ins with Will he was usually just there, never anything to get him for even though he heard rumors he was a assassin there was never any proof. The last time he spoke to Darren , Darren mentioned Will was in there and was trying to bribe him into helping him out of there. Obviously he denied and I guess Darren put a hit on him.Although these were all theories there was no hard evidence of any of this being true although Will would be incarcerated for quite some time after this.We spent the next few days in the hospital as Ian was doing amazing, he was beginning to slowly get around the room and go for small walks around the hallways. I was constantly with him, I was terrified to leave his side. The last day in the hospital Ian had several tests to do before they would release him so I took a bit of time to go check on the boys. I was really excited to see them, it’s been a while since I saw them.I drove over to mine and St
I felt my stomach turn as I looked over at Ian, this means that this was all my fault. I haven’t heard from Darren or anything since I walked out of the visit with him. Jones told me he was going to look into a few things and go visit Darren, I was praying it had nothing to do with him. I didn’t want to be held responsible for Ian being shot.I sat next to Ian all day when I remembered I had to pick the kids up in the morning, I sent Steve a message,Kay: There’s been an emergency , I’m going to see if my father can pick the boys up tomorrow.Steve answered me quickly, Steve: No worried Kay, I’ve missed them. I’ll take this run off. Can I keep them until my next run?I looked over at Ian, I wanted to see my boys I missed them so much but I needed to be here for Ian. I didn’t want to leave his sight.Kay: Yes but I want to see them when I’m done dealing with this, even just for a little bit.Steve: Your always welcome here Kay.I rolled my eyes then I thought about it, I looke
I followed the nurse to the room, I saw Ian’s body laying on the bed. There was no movement and he was extremely pale. I slowly walked over as I glanced at the monitor I was trying to memorize all the numbers to keep an eye on them. I grabbed Ian’s hand when I noticed his ring was gone, I looked at the nurse,“Where’s his ring?”She gave me apologetic look, “I’m sorry ma’am it’s in his possessions, we had to remove it for surgery once he’s awake we can put it back on.”I nodded and gave her a smile, I noticed she was optimistic also. Once she left the room I sat there and starred at him he looked so peaceful, I looked at the monitor several times waiting for something to change. I began to talk to him,“Hey baby, I’m here. Your out of surgery now and you did so good. Besides dying on me several times but you came back so your forgiven. Now I need you to open those beautiful eyes of yours and come back to me. I don’t like spending my honeymoon like this. We are supposed to be plann
I was waiting as I saw several officers begin to pile into the waiting room, they just kept coming and coming, when I noticed Officer Cooper walk in, she sat with some of the other officers I could see she was crying as some of them were trying to console her.Detective Jones came and sat next to me with a coffee as he passed it to me, I gave him a small smile and thanked him. Just then I saw a woman walk in and she looked so much like Ian it made my stomach turn to see her. She ran directly to officer Cooper as I watched, I saw Jones tense up. I heard his sister say, “Cassie, what the fuck is going on? Did I hear right? My brother was getting married when this happened?”The officer glared at me and nodded as she gave her a hug. His sister backed away as she continued, “I guess congratulations Cassie, I always knew you two would work it out. I’m so happy my brother finally settled.”I saw her whisper something towards her and they both glared to me, I felt extremely uncomfortabl
I heard a lot of screaming around us as I looked up everything was in slow motion, the man who was looking at us was being handcuffed and dragged away, I looked at myself and I was covered in blood. I looked back down at Ian he’s eyes were large, he kept trying to sit up. I put my hands on him and pushed him back down, “Relax babe, relax.” I was trying to put pressure on his wound when I felt someone come next to me. There was a man standing there, he began to unbutton Ian’s shirt,“I am a physician at the local hospital ma’am, we need to see where the wound is.”I began to nod, I was in such shock I don’t think I could speak or move or cry. I just kneeled down next to him and held his hand as I starred at him. There was so much going on around us, I could hear screaming and crying from everywhere, I heard a lady shout,“The ambulance is 5 minutes out.”The doctor had his shirt pushed against his chest, he managed to spit out a few words,“I.. I… love.. you.. I’m.. I’m.. sorry
I smiled at him as I nodded. He returned my smile, “You know Kay, if you want a big wedding I’ll be happy to give you one.”I nodded, “What do you want?”He shook his head, “You in any way I can have you.”I laughed as I could feel my cheeks warm up, “How about we plan a party in a few months for family and friends to celebrate our wedding.”He smiled, “That sounds perfect.”Just then we heard our name, “Kay Myles and Ian Smith”I felt my stomach turn as I got up and followed Ian into the court room. I was beginning to shake as we made our way to the room. Ian handed me his ring as I looked into his eyes and I saw complete confidence on his face. I gave him a smile as I felt myself calming down, the minister began to ceremony, this was completely different then a traditional wedding. “Do you take Ian Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”I smiled at him, “I do.” I took his ring out and slid it on his finger.He gave me a large smile as the minister continued, “Do you take
The next morning I woke up to Ian playing with my hair, our legs were tangled together as we were holding on to each other closely. I was never much of a cuddler but the small amount of sleep I did get felt like the best sleep I’ve ever had. I looked up to his eyes, “Good morning.” I whispered. He kissed me, “Good morning my fiancée.”I gave him a big smile as he looked into me eyes, “Are you still agreeing to marry me?”I smiled as I nodded, “Yeah I am.”He looked to be thinking, “When do you want to get married?”I shrugged, “I’m not sure, I’ve had the big wedding and planned out so many things and that didn’t last more then a few days. Let’s do something different this time.”He smiled, “Hmmm, like maybe elope? Or let’s go buy rings and go to the courthouse today?”I began to laugh, “You would marry me today?”He smiled at me, “Oh baby I would of married you the day my eyes met yours.”I began to laugh, the first time I met Ian was when he was on the team to charge Darr