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7. Tessa's POV

Was I happy? No.

Did it make me feel better? No.

Did I enjoy it? Hell yeah!

To be frank, I didn't like hurting Alex. But you have to understand me. For seven years, I have been trying to avoid him and now he thinks I will just smile at him and pretend that all was okay?

Hell no.

I even wonder why he isn't married yet. Hasn't he found his mate after all those years? How old is he? Twenty three? Twenty four. Yeah, twenty four.

Shouldn't he have found a mate already?

My brother is his age mate and is expecting his first child. Why hasn't Alex found his? Or didn't he like her and let her down how he did with me?

Anyway, it has been two days since that night at the club. I just wanted to have a good time and me and good time means making out with a nice man or a cute girl.

When that man came towards me and smiled at me, I knew that I had hit a jackpot that night.

I was enjoying myself when I felt Alex bellow.

I am not sure whether it was anger or jealousy or even h
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