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My secret obsession with a high king God. Big mistake
Ariellas pov Pain consumed me as I woke up. I shouldn't have felt so much pain but I did. The need for his body to be against mine again was all consuming and most likely was due to our extremely powerful bond. It had me reaching for his side of the bed to get the comfort from his soul. His empty side painted my mind with the sad truth that I had to wake up soon and possibly do the walk of shame. I laid in bed with my eyes closed trying to shut down all the bad thoughts that were eating away at my mind. Why wasn't he in bed with me? Did he just get up and leave after? That thought alone had pain in my chest. My eyes watered as I realized that I may actually have been to late and maybe he was in pain because his soul mate just died. I should've felt him if he was just outside this tent. I shouldn't have been in pain. "Are you crying?" A too soft voice asked from across the room. My heart dropped as I opened my eyes to the canopy that I bugged Klaus to get for mont
Last Updated : 2022-03-14My secret obsession with a high king God. Big mistake part 2
Ariellas pov As I landed in front of King Alexander my heart broke more. They were packing up and preparing to leave all while he was holding a goddess who looked exactly like I did before I killed myself. I closed my eyes and took hold of her soul. One simple squeeze was all it took before I heard multiple loud screams around me. "Fuck. Ariella baby." King Alexander's loving voice was fuel to my never ending fire. I squeezed one more time and crushed her soul into a million pieces. I opened back up my eyes and was greeted with King Alexander's soul in control. He was looking at me with hate and that alone had more tears leaving my eyes. His black eyes held not one ounce of warmth and he seemed just as lost as me. The smile I gave him was a wicked one that filled me with so much joy. Now we both would suffer an eternity fighting the pain of losing the one we loved. He lifted up his hand but I was faster than him. I cranked my hand and had him on his knees w
Last Updated : 2022-03-15My secret obsession with a high king God. Big mistake part 3
Ariellas pov I didn't even look at Alax or King Alexander as I teleported out. If he thought taking my book would stop me he had another thing coming. I had an eternity for the pain to eat away at me, so if it took an eternity to destroy every realm I wouldn't cry about it when I was already crying about my soul breaking. I was a soul what was he thinking? Did he really think that a soul could just be able to live on with apart of it missing? He was insane and he would learn the consequences of his mistakes. He had made one mistake. He had told Aries and Zavier where to go in front of me. So I would be stopping them before they could do whatever they planned. I teleported to the realm of unconditional love and quickly conjured up my sword. My heart pinged as I stabbed the ground with too much force. I backed up quickly as I watched the colorful realm slowly turn grey permanently. My heart broke alittle more as the realm slowly crumbled and the sun disappeared along with
Last Updated : 2022-03-15My secret obsession with a high king God. Always come back here
Ariellas pov "You're finally up." Klauses voice had my eyes shooting open and me sitting up fast. I took in my room and my heart started to feel like someone was tearing it out of my chest. Pain shot through my whole body which had tears falling down and me sniffling as I took in Klauses worried eyes. "Why am I here?" I rushed out as I looked around the room that wasn't where I was suppose to be. "I put you in a dream like state. I have to tell you something actually and I really need you to relax for me." Klaus stated as he came and sat down next to me. I didn't even realize Luther was in the room too until he came around to stand where Klaus was originally standing. Pain hit me as I realized it was all fake. Every touch and kiss was meaningless and my heart couldn't take it. I needed him and I was here. "Ariella you're going to be in pain for awhile. You're hurting right now because the bond between you and Alexander broke while you were sleep. I'm here for you and."
Last Updated : 2022-03-15My secret obsession with a high king God. Ghost of King Alexander
Ariellas pov "Can you slow down?" I cried out to the ghost of King Alexander. Not only was my heart breaking but I also had lost my mind because I had followed a ghost that I had made up away from safety. I would've thought maybe it was magic but everyone I passed was oblivious to it. Whenever I talked they looked at me than around like they were looking to see who I was talking to. I'm glad Klaus was nowhere to be seen. "We don't have all day Ariella. Time is ticking and I would hate it if King Alexander got seduced tonight." The Ghost yelled back to me. "He hasn't had sex yet?" I rushed out as I ran faster. My legs were aching and my chest pain was like a heart beat. Every half a second or less a stabbing pain hit me. "Not yet but who knows what will happen in the time it takes us to get there." That had me panicking. I couldn't allow him to be taken away from me. I looked around to try to get a good idea of how close we were but all I got were tall trees that look
Last Updated : 2022-03-15My secret obsession with a high king God. swords of destruction
Ariellas pov King Alexanders nonchalant attitude switched swiftly as he stood up and slowly walked towards me. His determined gaze had every step he took more nerve reckoning than the last. He was too confident and sure of himself. "Stay back." I rushed out as I pointed the knife at him. I wouldn't use it nor would it ever work even with our bond broken but he didn't need to know that. Nobody did. He completely ignored me. I took a step back every time he stepped towards me. His soft chuckle as he twisted his hand gracefully had me tripping over one of my legs. "I got you." Alax whispered into my hair as he caught me from behind. I tried to shrug him off after I was completely standing but his hold on me was tight. "I'm going to need that knife. It's forbidden." Kind Alexander's low voice had butterflies taking over my insides. "How about you." Alax started to try to use his powers on me. I teleported out of his grip before he actually was able to trick me.
Last Updated : 2022-03-15My secret obsession with a high king God. Swords of destruction part 2
Ariellas pov "You know who I am?" I whispered. His soft smile as he slowly walked towards me was refreshing. "Of course I do. I didn't realize it at first but after this how could I not know." He purred in the sweetest voice. Tears of joy were running down my face and I couldn't wipe them because of both swords that I was holdings. "Now I need you to give me them before someone gets hurt." King Alexander's soft voice had me slowly putting the swords down. "Baby stop. The ground." King Alexander rushed out. I quickly looked down and inwardly scolded myself. I almost touched the ground. I looked up at King Alexander and Alax who were watching the swords like I would drop them at any moment. I did a little finger twirl to make sure both swords had a scabbard on them. "Thats better but I'm still going to need them." King Alexander stated as he walked up to me. I looked at the swords and back at him. It was my job to protect everything that was hidden within me but wha
Last Updated : 2022-03-15My secret obsession with a high king God. Boring
Ariellas pov (6 1/2 years after time reset. 6 year old Ariella) "Daddy where are we?" I asked as I looked out the cars window at the huge building that was painted a boring color. It may have been big but it looked like a very boring place. "I have important business to do with my boss." I knew it. I knew this was going to happen. "Huh, Why did I have to come? Your meetings are always boring." I groaned as I watched the huge gate to the big house open up. My face was grabbed gently and my father had me looking up into his brown eyes. The seriousness of them had me ready to cry of boredom. "Ariella this is my boss and you will be good otherwise you will be in your room all week." My fathers stern voice had me wanting to dig a hole. Why did I have to come? "Do you understand?" He snapped out making me jump alittle. The sigh he gave as he brought me closer had me relaxing. "Baby I just really need you to be good otherwise I'm scared you won't be able to go to
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My secret obsession with a high king God. hurt to try part 2
Hector's pov "What if I can't rewind time?" Maverick asked as he pointed his knife towards Alexander Jr. "Than that means you aren't powerful enough to be ruler." Alexander Jr. said without showing any fear. Maverick chuckled as he used his powers to have his knife floating in the air. "So I'll be the only one with magic if I can't go back in time?" He asked wryly. I cursed Christopher for the bad fortune he sent our way because there's no way Maverick could be this lucky without his fortune and our misfortune. "All magic will go away if Ariella doesn't wake up soon." Klaus stated in a matter of fact tone. "So I'm the only hope." Maverick stated with a wry tone. All I felt was dread and regret. Yes, Alexander was dangerous, but he also was reckless, which gave us hope. Maverick, on the other hand, was far from reckless. He spent 100s of years watching Alexander and Ariella. while never showing himself until it was necessary. Alexander would've never been able to stay away
My secret obsession with a high king God. hurt to try
Mavericks Pov I looķed over at Alexander and chuckled darkly. "I guess you guys couldn't wait until my son is brought back to life." I said with a bite at the end. Maybella looked up at me with glossy eyes that had me grinding my teeth together. I looked away from her and over to Alexander. "Heal my son now." I ordered. Alexander lazily looked over towards me with lust filled eyes that had me narrowing my eyes. When he looked down at Maybella and completely ignored me, I lost it. I grabbed maybellas' hair and pulled her off of him. "Fuck that hurt." Alexander said. "I didn't mean to." Maybella said quickly. "Do you like getting your hair pulled?" I asked because I had grabbed her hair tightly, and she didn't make a sound. Slowly she blushed making me narrow my eyes. I didn't have time for another goddess. "Fix my son and wife. " I ordered again. Still he ignored me completely. I looked at maybella in a warning that she didn't take seriously. "Tell him to revive my s
My secret obsession with a high king God. My brother part 2
Hector's pov "My mom only wants you because you betrayed my father.' Alexander Jr. exclaimed, causing me to groan internally. I kept my mouth shut even though I wanted to tell everyone that Ariella belonged to Noone. "I thought she wanted me because of how good i made her feel compared to your father. " Maverick said with a wry smirk.. "I will kill you." Alexander Jr. growled as he stood up." Mia was quick to grab him by his collar before he made ths situation worse. "Let me go." Alexander Jr. demanded. "No, you are to go home." Mia said sternly, earning a death stare from Alexander Jr. "Im not a baby, and you will stop treating me like one.." Alexander Jr. demanded as he shrugged her away. "Until dad gets better, you are to listen to me." She said confidently. "I'm not listening to you." Alexander Jr said. "You have no choice since I'm going to be the new ruler. Mia declared. "The throne is to be mine."Alexander Jr growled. You are too immature to rule." Mia sang. "Yo
My secret obsession with a high king God. My brother
Hector's pov "Kill them now." Maverick roared within seconds of his son and Ariella collapsing onto the floor. I stood frozen as I stared at the hole in Mavericks sons chest. "What have you done." Zavier yelled with what sounded like helplessness. I turned my attention back to Blake and instantly stiffened as I stared at the heart that was in his bloody hand. "I didn't do anything that dad would be upset about. Anyways, mom isn't a prisoner. It's about time everyone here remembers that." Blake spit out as he squeezed the heart until it burst. Blood splattered onto Mavericks clothes, causing him to look down before slowly looking up at Blake with eyes that were full of hate and deadly promises. "I said kill them now." Maverick ordered again. "Daddy, you have to get healers to help my brother and mom." Mia said softly. Alexander gave a nod, and within seconds, healers were teleporting in. "Heal her."Alexander ordered them with a lot of aggression"What about my brother?" Mia
My secret obsession with a high king God. All help him
Hector The God of light Wisdom and creations Pov "Of course I'm still taking you." Christopher stated wryly. I gritt my teeth as I chuckled a self mocking chuckle. "Well than it's settled, I'm going on a vacation." Ariella sang gleefully. I said nothing even though every part of me wanted to yell at her to open up her eyes. Unfortunately I could do nothing with her here because the last thing I needed to do was release my anger before she left and cause the darkness in her to consume her. Once she left though I would fight even if it killed me. I knew that it was reckless but I had to do something. We had more Gods on our side now that Maverick betrayed Alexander. I opened my eyes and looked over at Alexander. The way he was looking at Maybella with lust and love filled eyes told me that if we didn't act soon he would be lost forever. He had to be able to fight the control Maverick had on him. There was no way he was not powerful enough to beat it. He had Ariella's powe
My secret obsession with a high king God. I don’t see it
Hector The God of light wisdom and creations Pov Ariella's cheeks instantly turned red as she took in Zains words. I didn't even have to guess to know that Maverick taught him everything he needed to know in order for them to rule for an eternity. I wanted to believe that Ariella would listen and take our words to heart but I knew that she was too lost in the love Maverick somehow got her to feel. Still I could not just give up so without thinking things through I slowly spoke. "Maverick tortured you too Ariella, he helped break you for years. He helped trick you into falling back in love with Alexander or do you not remember that?" Slowly the darkness that seemed to be consuming her showed in her eyes. Maverick leaned over towards her and whispered something in her ear that I knew was against me. "You are consumed in darkness mom, you are just too lost too see what he's doing to you." Blake snapped aggressively. I balled up my fists and gritt my teeth because Blake was re
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Maverick The God of dark wisdom and creations Pov Slowly a smile formed as Alexander jrs eyes dimmed and his powers came to a stand still. "Now you will be as powerful as a half breed until you agree to your loyalty towards us." I lied. He would be weak for an eternity if I achieved my goal. I would not allow him to be powerful. He was originally one of my biggest obstacles and if not for Christopher having Ariella drink something while she was pregnant with him that would slowly weaken his powers I would probably be struggling right now. Luckily Ariella put herself on a path of fate that made her weaker than me otherwise that drink wouldn't have made it to him. He would've known that Ariella no longer wanted Alexander in the future and would've been able to help his father prevent it. Unfortunately for him Ariella and Alexander kept him as a baby for too long so by the time he aged the magic worked it's way through his body. Had Klaudia done what Ariella asked and p
My secret obsession with a high king God. Too not be free
Ariella's Pov I stiffened as I took in Mavericks words. The only one that can do something about it listens to his every command. Was Alexander under his control? "See Ariella he controls Alexander. He's the reason Alexander is with Maybella." Zavier stated quickly. "He doesn't control me." Alexander snapped angrily. Maverick slowly looked at him with a smirk that had me going wide eyed. "You aren't to speak during these meetings. Only when I need you to create something will you be involved unless I say otherwise." He exclaimed with a wry tone. Alexander's eyes went big as he stared at Maverick with mixed emotions. "Do you understand me?" Maverick asked lowly. "Yes." Alexander mumbled in what sounded like defeat. I watched as Maybella looked at Maverick with want and need. I narrowed my eyes at her which she did not take to heart. She wouldn't take her eyes off of him and I hated it. "Can't Maybella stay at home?" I asked with annoyance. Maverick slowly looked a
My secret obsession with a high king God. My son
Ariella's Pov (after reset)A small whimper left my lips as I collapsed onto the bed. Maverick was nothing like Alexander and I loved it. He worshipped my body and made me feel like I was the most important Goddess to exist. Even with how aggressive and dominating he was I still loved every second of it. I would never complain no matter what because he was perfect and I couldn't ask for someone better. After throwing the sword at Christoper and waking up to him laying next to me I couldn't stop myself from making love to him. I refused to ever let him go and lose him. I would accept this fortune and pray that it didn't go away. "Let's sleep alittle." I whispered as I closed my eyes. His hands went to my back and his lips went to my shoulder causing me to shiver. "I thought you said we would go until you were pregnant." He whispered against my skin. A small whimper left me as he slowly lifted me up and put me against his chest. "I was thinking we could rush your preg
