3 - Mia Lauren Hudson
There is a time for daring and a time for caution, and a wise man knows which is called for.
- Dead Poets SocietyI was vigorously and repeatedly rehearsing what I would say to my husband.
"Hi, Bradley, can I go out today? I need to go to a meeting with a rival film agency." No, of course not. I couldn’t say that. To be honest, nothing I managed to say would sound good to his ears, and I knew that in this case, I would hear things that would hurt me. Damn it! It was almost three in the afternoon, and I was ready, staring at myself in the mirror. My shiny, full, wavy blonde hair fell around my shoulders and bust. I had thought so many times about cutting it, coloring it, but Bradley never allowed it. He said it was unacceptable for a woman, especially for his wife who bore his name. A forced smile crossed my lips as I returned to admire my reflection in the mirror. I wore a large winter coat over a warm pink blouse and jeans. And after much discussion, Bradley allowed me to wear jeans. It was unbearable to live in skirts whenever winter arrived."Hi, Bradley." I rehearsed again. "Do you remember that dream I always talked about? I'm about to make it come true. Are you happy for me?"
Then, in a frustrating way, I imagined the silence he would leave in the air.
My parents would be so happy...
Ah... I wished my parents were with me. I wished I hadn't been almost forced to marry a man I didn't love much at the time, but now I did, and even so, not a bit of affection was reciprocated to me. If I had just one chance... One single chance, I wouldn't have sworn such a thing to my mother while she was between life and death. Nor to my father who left me eight days later. Then I started to tremble. I didn't know if it was the cold outside or my thoughts causing it. The thoughts I tried so hard to avoid, only thinking about the good moments. The moments when Bradley helped me, but there wasn't a single one of those moments.I noticed the corners of my eyes were damp, and I couldn’t cry. If I cried, I wouldn't be able to stop, and I was supposed to be happy. I have to be happy. I have to fight to be happy. And with that thought, looking into my green eyes that had a silvery hue, almost blue but lifeless, I gathered my courage and walked to Bradley's office where he had locked himself since waking up an hour earlier.
I took a deep breath and prayed that my courage wouldn't back down. I prayed that he would understand that he was just my husband. I wasn't his property. Even though I wanted him to call me his, but out of pride and not status.
With trembling hands, I knocked on the dark wood of the door. I heard his whispers as he spoke on the phone. I didn't want to interrupt him, and so I found this a great opportunity for all of this not to be prolonged.
"Bradley?" I called.
I heard the silence return and almost heard him sigh.
"Come in." His incredibly deep voice made me even more nervous.
I ran my hands over my clothes and zipped up my dark coat before turning the doorknob. With my lips already dry and the cold on my spine, I found my husband behind his desk. His gaze lifted to me, as did his arched eyebrow as he looked me up and down.
I did the same, trying to guess which version of my husband it was that day. He wore a white long-sleeved shirt, his long dark brown hair was tousled, his eyes squinted a dark blue, almost black. His beard was unshaven. His lips pressed together.
"Where are you going?" His voice made my legs go weak.
"I... Um..." What was I going to say? I stood frozen at the door, like a child.
Bradley rolled his eyes and looked back at the papers on his desk, as if I were an idiot who just wanted her husband's attention. Yes, maybe I was.
"I'm going out." The tremor in my voice finally escaped.
I watched as he slowly abandoned the papers and raised his eyes, the same eyes I had once fallen hopelessly in love with. If he helped me, it would be that way forever. But with each passing day, I saw myself growing tired, lost, and trying to find a place where I could rest my heart.
"Are you?" The short, ironic smile appeared at the corner of his lips.
"I am." I licked my lips and took a tiny step forward. "I know you don't like it when I go out, especially on weekends, but I..." He raised an eyebrow. "I have to meet Kayla."
What? I had to meet Kayla? I had no idea where Kayla was. But if I knew my friend well, she would drop everything to rescue me. And she had tried very hard to rescue me, even from Bradley. She hated him. He returned that sentiment to her.
"No, you're not." His voice was decisive as he got up from the chair. And I felt even smaller with the man in front of me. Tall like Goliath. "I can't stand that slut, and you’re not going out with her."
Anger seemed to grow inside me. I hated it when he forbade me from doing things and hated it when he spoke ill of my friend. But I understood that it was my fault. Kayla wasn't involved in this, and I brought her into it. I'm sorry, my friend... I pleaded mentally.
But I knew I would have to sacrifice many things for my dream, and I would. I would go to places Bradley never thought he'd know me if it meant achieving my goal. There was a part of Mia Lauren that he didn't know. There was a part of me that I hid, but I knew the right moment to unleash it and allow myself. Believe in myself.
"She could come here, but you forbade it." I set aside my fear and welcomed courage. "And she doesn't come here because I don't want you two to fight because she doesn't like you either, Bradley."
My husband's face looked incredulous as he saw me, for the first time, fearless.
"That's another reason for you not to go." He shoved his hands into his pants pockets. "I don't want anyone filling your head with negative thoughts about me."
"And no one needs to." I crossed my arms. "I know you well enough; I know who you are."
Bradley opened his mouth.
See? I'm no longer the unprepared girl you keep reminding me I am.
"That lipstick looks ridiculous." He looked straight into my eyes.
What? Confusion hit me, and I found myself speechless again. My lipstick was pinkish, I liked it... All women had color on their lips. Not an expensive, sticky gloss Bradley bought me.
He had never told me I was beautiful, really (the never was after he got what he wanted), but it hurt not to hear a compliment directed at me, and when he did speak, it was things like this, and my only way out was to believe it. Believe in the worst part of me that he showed me.
"And you’re not going." He headed for the door.
No! I wasn’t staying in that hell when a paradise awaited me at five in the afternoon.
"I am going." I said, courageously, very close to his face as I positioned myself in front of him in the hallway.
Bradley widened his eyes, and I almost saw him clench his fists. A fear hit me deeply, but I didn't let it show.
"If you go..."
"You'll what?" I asked, shrugging and stepping away from him. His breath, his scent, his eyes still unsettled me. "Hit me?"
Bradley clenched his jaw.
"Alright, Bradley." I said. "Your words and how you treat me hurt more than that. But I'm going."
Then I hurried down the stairs. I opened the door and left. The cold almost managed to quell the fire and anger on my body. I took my phone out of the back pocket of my jeans and called my real friend.
"Kayla?" I whispered when she answered.
"Hi, Lauren." Her voice was cheerful. "Have you given up on that stupid idea of changing that son of a bitch?"
"Almost." I said, and I didn't recognize myself at that moment. "Almost."
4 - Apollo CastielloEverything happens for a reason.- LostI was watching the movie my father starred in thirty years ago, studying its details on the screen and trying to mimic them for the upcoming days. I saw him as a source of inspiration.Eros Castiello was an actor of great relevance in the 80s and 90s, having a brilliant career until he decided to stop when he met my mother, and I was born. I vaguely remember my mother telling him he didn't need to abandon his career, that she understood every part of his work, but my father wanted to be fair, and he was. He abandoned his career, his dream, and the work he loved to be a father to me. So I could have a normal childhood, with normal parents.But now, with a clear mind, I wanted to continue his dream. The dream he stopped for me. The dream I seemed to share the same emotions and sensations for. I wanted to show my old man that it was worth it, to show him that his life still had a purpose. I was doing this for him; after all, he
5 - Mia Lauren HudsonBut if you have someone who will be there for you, someone you can count on, you'll be okay. Do you have someone like that?- How I Met Your MotherKayla and I were sitting in a café near NewScene. I was swallowing hot coffee to try to ease the cold feeling in my gut. I wasn't sure if it was because of the snow outside or the decision I had to make in a few hours.I was both euphoric and regretful. I knew I shouldn't be there, shouldn't be disobeying Bradley, and I had never confronted him before. It made me wonder which version of him I would face when I returned. Of all the versions my husband had, none were understanding or kind—he was just... Bradley."What are you thinking about?" My friend's voice pulled me out of my thoughts. I just shook my head, denying that it was anything.Kayla was the only person I had left and trusted completely, but she hated my husband, and I knew that talking about him at that moment wouldn't help either of us. But my friend knew
Do you believe in love at first sight? No, I bet you don't. You must be too sensitive for that. Or have you ever seen someone and knew that if that person really knew you, they would, of course, get rid of the perfect model they were with and realize that you were the person they wanted to grow old with? Have you ever fallen in love with someone you've never talked to?- While You Were SleepingMy hands were cold and I felt that at any moment I would have a stroke as I watched the entrance to New Scene. The tall, golden letters were covered with tiny snowflakes, glowing softly in the dim afternoon light. The glass door, in contrast with the dark and imposing walls, looked like a portal to a new world. The cold of the snow didn't help calm my nerves, but served as a reminder of the hard and beautiful reality that awaited me.In that moment, a welcoming fear filled my heart. It wasn't a fear of them perhaps not liking my demeanor, but that good fear of feeling that the door to my dream
Apollo Castiello - Chapter 7And now look at me. I accept the consequences.- Jumanji: Welcome to the JungleI was struggling the entire time to keep my eyes on Jamie as he talked about NewScene to Mia. His words echoed through the room, describing the vision, the values, and the grandeur of the production company, but my mind was elsewhere, completely captivated by another presence. I genuinely wanted to hear everything Jamie had to say, I wanted to pay attention, but it was impossible. My mind was shouting louder than Jamie, and my eyes were quicker to stray towards Mia than to follow the movement of his hands.As Jamie spoke enthusiastically, I found myself trying to disguise my attention. I kept my face forward, but my eyes stubbornly sought Mia from the corner of my eye, capturing every detail of her profile. I pretended to be interested in the wall on the other side of the room, but the truth was that all that mattered to me at that moment was her. Her eyes were serious, focused
8 - Apollo Castiello Good evening, good evening. Parting is such sweet sorrow that I shall say good night till it be morrow. - Romeo and JulietThe meeting lasted another hour and a half, enough time for Jamie to detail what the film would be and the ideas he had in mind. He spoke with enthusiasm, gesturing as he described scenes and characters, but mentioned that he was still open to changes, implying that the creative process was far from finished. He also scheduled more meetings to discuss adjustments and progress, but, to be honest, my attention was already beginning to drift.My mind wandered, too occupied to focus on every word Jamie said. At the end of the meeting, while greeting other work friends, my gaze wandered around the room, and through the glass doors, I saw Mia leaving through the New Scene doors. There was something about the way she moved that caught my attention. It was as if she was trying to slip away unnoticed, almost begging not to be seen. This sparked an im
9 – Mia Lauren HudsonWhy are you here? How is it possible for you to bring me down even more? What else can you take from me?- The IncrediblesI crossed the doors of the house, and the cold that had been absent until then hit me once again. I tried not to get nervous or scared as soon as I saw the empty, dimly lit living room.“Duart?” I called out, not raising my voice much because deep down, I didn't want Bradley to notice my presence.Our maid quickly stood in front of me.“Yes, Mrs. Hudson,” she began.My body stiffened instantly at the reminder of…No, no. I refused to think about that... That annoying person.“Where is Bradley?” I asked, finally.Duart paused for a moment, her dark eyes looking at me as she replied:“He left an hour after you. But he didn’t give me any explanation that I could pass on to you.” Her face was embarrassed, and I disguised the lump forming in my throat.“He must have gone to take care of something at Starlight,” I said, trying to convince myself of
10 - Apollo CastielloI feel better when you're around.- One DayI stayed up all night, as I had predicted, sleep refusing to find me, leaving me at the mercy of my own thoughts. The heat I felt in my body was intense, as if I were burning with fever, though the icy cold of the European dawn was enough to freeze anyone else. The combination of the external cold and the internal fire left me restless, tossing and turning, trying to find a position that would bring me some comfort.When morning finally came, the contrast was evident. The sun shone high and strong in the blue sky, melting the snow that had accumulated overnight, but the cold still lingered, reminding me that the European winter, even with the presence of the sun, did not give up so easily. I stood for a moment, staring out the window at the world outside, trying to force my mind to focus on the simple fact that the snow was melting. I desperately wanted this to be what held my attention, to distract me from the turmoil
11 – Mia Lauren Hudson"I did all of this for you! I'm exhausted from living to satisfy your expectations."LabyrinthI was in Apollo's car once again, and the temperature seemed to rise considerably the moment we left the diner behind. It wasn't just the physical heat spreading through the space, but something more, something that seemed to fill the gap between us, loaded with a tension I couldn't name. From the moment I got into the car, I felt a restlessness growing inside me, a mix of conflicting sensations ranging from agitation to peace, as if I were on the brink of something I didn't fully understand.To begin with, I had no idea why I had stayed with him at that diner for so long. In my mind, there were countless reasons why I should have left the moment Kayla got up and walked out. Yet, the fact that I stayed and exchanged barbs with Apollo for what felt like an eternity left me confused. It wasn't something I usually did, and it was definitely not something I expected to fin