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Heart, cage and anxiety

Author: Benoni
last update Last Updated: 2023-09-15 07:33:11

It was early afternoon and Ari was still not back from stealing Asher’s jeep keys. We agreed to meet behind the packing house and it was already two hours into our agreed time to meet up. I was tired and the weather wasn’t pleasant, so I decided to head back inside.

I had barely taken a few steps when I saw Ari rushing towards me with a grin and a bunch of keys in her hand. I let out a sigh; I thought Asher had caught her in the middle of her theft.

“Surprised I came out alive?” Ari didn’t attempt to hide the excitement in her voice, her journey was most likely not an easy one.

I smirked, “Yeah. I was expecting two hefty men to come grab me on orders of their Alpha because someone ratted me out to him.” My voice held a bit of sarcasm. Asher would have come get me himself if he found out instead of sending someone else.

“I bet you’ll be receiving some very intense reprimanding from him,” She winked at me while walking towards one of the hard road cars in the garage, the least attention
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