Chapter 4

This is the best sleep I have had so far, I can stay in bed all day but I really need to eat, I haven't eaten anything since yesterday and it's 3pm, after I showered I heard voices in the kitchen and when I stepped in I saw my sister crying in my mate arms.

“Hey Alexia what wrong, what happened to you?” She didn't say anything, Cane just lokked at me too and didn't say anything.

“Why is no one answering me? I heard someone clearing their throat and that was when I realised Brad was also in the kitchen.

“We found her like this in the woods, she wouldn't let anyone touch her except Cane and she hasn't said anything since then”.

“I will take her to her room I think she needs rest” they both left the kitchen, she was no longer sobbing but she look like shit. What the hell happened to her I have never seen Alexia like this before.

“What happened to her?” I asked cane the moment he stepped out of her room.

“I don't know she did not say, maybe she will come around after resting”

“Is she okay?

“ She will be, just give her time”

“Okay” I was about to leave when he held my wrist and dragged me into him, he hugged me, Cane hugged me, my head was on his shoulder I could feel his heart beat his hands went down to my waist, I can't believe this is happening.

“Pom” he whispers into my ear.

(Peace of mind)

“What's does that mean?”

“Never mind” he removed his hand and just left me standing at the front of Alexia door.

“What the hell did I just witness?” a shocked Alexia was standing by her door with her mouth still open.

“what? You startled me”

“Why was cane hugging you? I thought he hated your guys”.

“Alexia you can't tell anyone what you saw here” why must she always ruin the moment for me, maybe if I just changed the topic everything will be fine.

“Are you feeling better now?”

“ Don't try to change the topic I know what I saw, so let me make this clear, you will listen to me and listen well because I won't repeat myself again, I don't care what was going on here but Cane is mine and mine alone so stay the hell away from him.

My blood was boiling I expect anything from Alexia but this is the height of it all.

“What do you mean by he is yours,Are you his mate? If I could stab her with my eyes then she will be 6 feet under the ground.

“I will make him love me and we will be together forever. What the hell is wrong with this girl.

“Won't you wait until you find your mate? I was so curious to know.

“I want an alpha and an alpha I will get, moreover he has not found his mate so I will be there for him and he will be there for me”. I don't like the fact that she is talking about Cane.

“So if he comes what happens then?

“I will reject him” that came out of her mouth so easily and it pisses me off because I know what it is like to be rejected.

“You are disgusting I can't look at you right now, how will you hurt someone like that just because you want to be with an alpha why not wait to meet him first?”

“you are a loser so I don't expect you to understand”. I saw a hint of hurt in her face but Alexia has always being a kind of person to hide her emotions and feelings from everyone so I am not surprised at all.

“So whatever it is that you think is going on between you two had to stop” with that she shut her door at my face.

I don't know if it's the fact that she wants to reject her mate that annoys me or the fact that she was talking about being with my mate. What the hell happened today and why was she crying.

Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart. I toss and turn for hours but my mind won't shut up, I groan and stood up in annoyance, since I can't sleep I might as well watch tv. I stepped quietly out of my room, the hallways were dark, I can't even see a silhouette, since I already know my way around I tried to look for the remote control blindly in the pitch black room.

“What are you doing,mate? Cane's voice startles me I had to cover my mouth with my hands, so I don't wake everyone in the pack house. 

“ I was trying to find the uhmm–” my voice caught as he sit up from the couch and he was shirtless, I had to clear my throat. “–the remote, I was trying to find the remote”.

He pointed at the other end of the table “it's right there”.

“Thanks” I mutter trying so hard not to look at his body. How can one man be this hot and dangerous at the same time?

“Is everything okay?” He asks

“Yea, I just couldn't sleep” I reply

He moved to the other side so I could sit, I was trying to look so something to watch when his hands touched my lap and I jumped. “What are you doing?”

He didn't reply so I continue scrolling until I settled for All–american, I could barely concentrate because his hands kept on moving up and down, the heat of his hands burn my leg, it was a mixture between heaven and hell.

My eyes meets his which were already starting at me. I was consumed by those brown eyes, I felt all kind of emotions run through me, and his hand were not doing any justice through the thin material of my short. I want to feel that heat from his body, his lips so I moved dangerous close to him .

“ What are you doing?” His deep voice flows through me.

“Hmmm?” I asks while blinking a few times, my mind was already in the mud and I can't take it out at this moment.

I didn't realise I had gotten so close to him, our mouth were only a few inch away, I inhale trying to get my shit in place but all I could inhale was him.

“I asked what you're doing” he asks again I felt his breath against my lips.

“Can I kiss you.” The words fall from my lips before I can stop them but I want this so I won't even take have my words.