Chapter 20

After I left Jordan, I went over to meet Lydia and Kim I explained to them what happened but I didn't tell them that he was my mate I only told them he scolded me. I still feel so bad that I can't tell them what is really going on, I just hope that when I get the chance to tell them they would understand why I have been keeping them in the dark.

I woke up this morning feeling some kind of way, like I can't place my hand on what is wrong but today itself just feels wrong. I know you would want to know why I am saying this well today is just a bad day, first I woke up from the wrong side of my bed yes you heard me right the wrong side, then my coffee spilled all over my body this morning, I fell on my butt when I stepped on banana pill that one of the kids left lying around so trust me when I say today is just not my day. All these in less than 24hours.

I was on my way to Lydia's house to help her do something when I overheard some ladies talk about something that scattered me.

“I can't