Vulvan's face was now intches from mine, his hands planted firmly on the wall on either side of me, trapping me. His hot breath danced across my skin, sending shivers down my spine.
As he leaned in closer, the air seemed to thicken, making it hard for me to breathe. "You know I really hate when I asked you a question and you prove to be stubborn by not answering me." his hands reached my neck, slowly massaging it with his thumb. "Let's try again. DIFFERENTLY, shall we?" I repeatedly shake my head in protest. Something felt odd when he said differently, and I knew nothing good could come out of it. He started to tighten his grip on my neck, but not too much. "Vul...Vulvan, please," I begged, tears streaming down my face. "I didn't mean to invade your privacy. I was just looking for you, I swear." My voice trembled as he applied pressure to my neck. "Looking for me?" Vulvan sneered, his words dripping with venom. "Did I ever say I needed to be found? We fucked, Zara, and that's it. Don't act like a devoted, loyal mate when that's not what we are." His harsh words cut deep, and I felt like I'd been stabbed through the heart. I burst into uncontrollable tears, but Vulvan didn't stop. He kept spewing his venom, each word a fresh wound. Vulvan's grip on my neck tightened, making it harder for me to breathe. I struggled to gasp for air as he asked, his voice laced with a disturbing curiosity, "Tell me, Zara, do you know how long it takes for someone to suffocate when their air supply is cut off?" His words sent a chill down my spine, and I felt like I was staring into the face of a monster. "Huh?" I gasped, struggling to pry his hands from my neck. Vulvan's expression was apathetic, his eyes lazy and unbothered by the harm he was inflicting. He seemed completely indifferent to the fact that he was choking me, his gaze drifting over me with a disconcerting lack of concern. My vision began to blur as my eyes rolled back in my head, and I felt my life slipping away. The realization hit me like a ton of bricks: Vulvan was going to kill me over a painting. This was how it was all going to end. My struggles ceased as I watched my life fade to black, my thoughts consumed by the cruel irony of it all. Vulvan released his grip, and I collapsed to the floor, coughing violently as I struggled to catch my breath. "Next time, don't go looking for what's not lost," he warned, turning to leave. He reached the door, then paused, turning back to face me. I quickly scrambled to my feet, still gasping for air, and followed him, obediently trailing behind as he led the way. We entered his room, and I stood frozen, still reeling from the shock of what had just transpired. My mind struggled to process the events, and my body trembled with fear. "Zara," Vulvan called out, his voice low and husky, beckoning me to the bathroom. I hesitantly made my way there, my heart racing with anticipation. The bathtub was filled with water, and a sense of dread washed over me. Vulvan began to undress, his movements deliberate and slow. I averted my gaze, feeling a flush rise to my cheeks as his naked body was revealed. He closed the distance between us, his proximity sending a shiver down my spine. My body betrayed me, responding to his nearness with a surge of heat. I felt a wave of confusion and shame wash over me. How could I be reacting to him like this, especially after what had just happened? "You need a bath," Vulvan said, his gaze fixed on the paint smudge on my neck. I glanced at his hands, noticing they were also stained with paint, a grim reminder of the violent encounter we'd just had. "Are you going to get in or stand there and stare at me?" he asked, already submerged in the tub. I hesitated, wanting to refuse, but fear held me back. I knew better than to decline his offer, terrified of the consequences if I said no. With a sense of trepidation, I undressed and stepped into the tub, trying to avoid eye contact with Vulvan. I carefully positioned myself opposite Vulvan, ensuring we faced each other. I knew this would irritate him, and his glare confirmed my suspicion. The air was thick with tension as we sat in silence. The only sound was the gentle lapping of the water against the tub. Despite my outward calm, I was terrified inside. Vulvan's unpredictability unnerved me, and I couldn't help but wonder what was going through his mind. As I struggled to wash off the paint on my neck, Vulvan noticed my difficulty and signalled for me to come closer, his hand beckoning me to move nearer. Without waiting for me to move, Vulvan dragged me onto his lap, causing the water to rise. I stiffened as our bodies pressed together, and I attempted to get up, but he held me firmly in place. "You mentioned looking for me," he said, his voice low and husky. "Why is that? Did you miss me?" His words were laced with a hint of mockery, and I gasped as one of his hands cupped my breast, his touch sending a shiver down my spine. "Vulvan, please," I begged, tears streaming down my face. "Just let me go. I don't want to do this." But my pleas fell on deaf ears, and he continued his relentless pursuit. I tried again, my voice shaking with desperation. "Vulvan, I'm really tired." I hated the way my body was betraying me, responding to his touch despite my revulsion. But I refused to give in, clinging to the last shreds of my dignity and self-respect. "Shhh, you're tensed, just relax, and I'll take care of you," he whispered, his voice dripping with lust and desire, sending a shiver down my spine. I tried to squirm away, but his grip on me was unyielding, holding me firmly in place. I burst into tears, my fists pounding against his broad chest as I sobbed out each word. "Relax? You think I can relax? What's relaxing about this nightmare? You almost took my life, and now you expect me to calm down? Why? so you can have your way with me? why are you doing this to me?" I cried out, my body shaking with anguish. The bathroom resonated with the sound of my tears. To my surprise, Vulvan remained silent, gently rubbing my back and cradling me in his arms as I sobbed uncontrollably. I had braced myself for his anger, expecting him to lash out at me, but instead, his touch was tender and soothing. As I wept, I couldn't shake the feeling that I was being manipulated. He was the enemy, the one who had hurt me, and yet, here I was, letting him comfort me as if nothing had happened. It was all because of the painting and the bond that tied us together. My wolf was hurting, and I knew that no matter how much I tried to resist, I would always be drawn back to him. Vulvan held me until my tears subsided until I had poured out my heart. Time lost all meaning as we stayed in the bathroom, the only sound the gentle lapping of the water against the tub. Once I had composed myself, Vulvan carefully lifted me out of the bathtub and wrapped me snugly in a towel. He then scooped me up in his arms and carried me to the bedroom. Every movement he made was deliberate and gentle, a stark contrast to his earlier behaviour. As he laid me down on his bed, he handed me one of his shirts to wear. I took it, still feeling a bit dazed. Meanwhile, Vulvan disappeared into his closet and emerged a few moments later, dressed in a fresh shirt and sweatpants. His eyes locked onto mine, and for a moment, we just stared at each other, the tension between us palpable. As Vulvan approached the bed, I instinctively shifted away, my wariness still palpable. He let out a deep sigh, his eyes locked on mine. "I just want to sleep beside you, nothing else, I promise," he whispered, his voice laced with a soothing gentleness. Despite my initial hesitation, Vulvan drew closer, his body inches from mine. I tensed, my unease still simmering, but as he wrapped his arms around me, holding me close, I began to relax. The warmth of his body, the gentle pressure of his arms, and the soft beat of his heart slowly calmed my racing thoughts. As we lay there, entwined in a tender embrace, I felt my eyelids growing heavy. The world around me melted away, and I drifted off to sleep, lulled by the comforting presence of Vulvan's body beside mine.Vulvan's povI held her gently in my arms, but the marks on her neck told a different story. Her neck, once red from my grasp, now looked pale and clammy. She tossed and turned, clearly restless. It was 5am, i couldn't tell if she was faking her sleep or actually sleeping.As I stormed out of bed and into the bathroom, the events of the previous day replayed in my mind like a bitter reminder.I visited the paint room every month. This was something I had been doing for a long time, and it had become a routine. But this particular visit was different from the others. My intention was not just to go through them but to actually paint something.The reason I wanted to paint was because I had lost interest in my skills a long time ago. As a result, my monthly visits to the paint room had become more about longing than about creating something new. Usually, I would just spend time looking at my old paintings, remembering the good old days.But then i had lost control when I saw Zara standi
zara's povI lay in bed, my heart heavy with a mix of emotions. My neck throbbed in pain, and my throat felt dry and scratchy. My body ached all over, a reminder of the trauma I had endured. Beside me, Vulvan slept peacefully, his presence making my skin crawl.As I lay there, I couldn't help but think about how I had ended up in this situation. I had been so blind to Vulvan's true nature, and now I realized that he was a monster, capable of killing me without feeling any remorse.I felt trapped, suffocated by Vulvan's presence. His scent sent shivers down my spine, and his breath tickled my neck, making my skin crawl. I turned and stirred, unable to sleep, my mind racing with thoughts of escape.As I lay there, I had a revelation. I realized that I had been stupid to think that Vulvan wasn't that bad. But what had happened yesterday had changed everything. I knew now that I had to escape, no matter what it took.I felt the bed shift as Vulvan got up. He went straight to the bathroom,
As I stood there, I watched Vulvan approach Erica with deliberate, calculated steps. Erica's body began to tremble visibly, and I could sense the fear radiating from her. Vulvan's voice was low and menacing as he repeated, "Ask me what?" The tension in the room escalated, and Erica's eyes darted frantically between Vulvan and me.Erica stuttered, struggling to find the right words. I quickly intervened, placing my hand on Vulvan's arm to divert his attention to me. "I was just asking Erica if I could use the kitchen," I lied, attempting to sound casual and nonchalant. Erica nodded nervously in agreement, clearly grateful for the interruption.Vulvan's eyes narrowed, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. He turned to Erica, who promptly took the cue and hastily exited the room, leaving Vulvan and me alone. I watched as Erica's shaking frame disappeared from view, the tension in the room still palpable."Strange," Vulvan muttered, his gaze still fixed on the door Erica had exited through.
After a good stretch, I attempted to shield my face from the morning sun with the blanket. Following a few minutes of stretching, I finally got out of bed. As I looked around, I noticed I was alone, as Vulvan usually wakes up before me, whereas I typically sleep in late.I rubbed the sleep from my eyes as I stepped out of the room, unsure of where I was headed. One thing was certain—I had woken up late, as I couldn’t make sense of the noise coming from downstairs. I cluelessly made my way down the stairs and was met with the sight of Vulvan and a loud, obnoxious girl relentlessly poking Dax, whose face clearly showed his frustration.The moment her eyes locked with mine, she bolted toward me and wrapped me in a tight hug. My body stiffened in surprise as Vulvan and Dax's eyes shifted to me. Their stares felt heavy, adding to the confusion swirling in my head. Who was this girl? And why did she act like she knew me?I shot Vulvan a desperate look, silently pleading for help, but he onl
We were still busy picking out our outfits, trying on different things we liked, when Dax suddenly told us we needed to leave. He didn’t explain why, but the look on his face held a shadow of worry. Without wasting any time, we grabbed our things and hurried out.The ride home was long and eerily quiet. Tension thickened the air, pressing down on us. Mike attempted to start a conversation with Dax, but his words fell on deaf ears. Even she could sense something was off. I barely noticed when the car came to a stop, exhaustion making my movements sluggish as I dragged my feet outside.Something was different.Armed guards stood rigid at the entrance, their presence unnerving. Even more of them were stationed inside. My gaze flickered to Dax, who was speaking in hushed tones with one of the security men. I strained my wolf senses, hoping to pick up on their conversation, but the words remained beyond my reach. Frustrated, I glanced over to see Mika rubbing her eyes sleepily as she walke
Vulvan's povI have felt anger before. I have felt rage that burned so deep it threatened to consume me. But nothing—nothing—compares to what I feel right now.The weight of betrayal settles in my chest like a stone, heavy and suffocating. My grip tightens around the glass in my hand, the whiskey swirling lazily inside. It does nothing to calm me.Because this time it cuts deeper.This time, it’s personal.Savik. That snake.I should have known he wouldn’t stop at mere provocations. I should have expected him to strike where it hurts the most. But even for him, this…this was low.He sent an assassin after my mother.And Zara—his sister—walks around this house as if nothing has happened.I close my eyes, inhaling deeply, but the scent of blood and fury lingers in my mind. It takes me back to earlier today, when everything shattered.---While Zara, Dax, and Mika were away, I returned to the mansion sooner than expected. The moment I stepped inside, something felt…wrong.The air carried
I woke up with the same hollow feeling in my chest. Another day, another morning without seeing Vulvan.I hadn’t seen him since our heated argument, and the weight of it pressed down on me like a curse. His words still echoed in my mind, sharp and unforgiving."i don't trust you, zara."I wanted to hate him for saying that. But I couldn’t—because it wasn’t entirely false.I was keeping things from him. Things that could destroy him.What he didn’t know was that Savik had given me poison. A slow, lethal poison meant for him. Every day, I kept that secret, and every day, I felt the guilt clawing at my throat, but i have been playing it off telling myself i had no chioce even though i knew it wasn’t the right thing. I should have told him. Maybe I still could. Maybe if I confessed, he would understand.But deep down, I knew—he wouldn’t, why would anyone want to understand your reason wanting to kill them.I sighed, running my fingers through my tangled hair. I wasn’t just weighed down by
Breakfast was tense.I moved the food around on my plate, barely eating. Mika sat beside me, annoyed, while Vulvan ate quietly across from us. His expression was unreadable, his jaw tight like he was holding something back. Dax sat next to him, watching everything like he was waiting for something to happen.Then Susan spoke.“Oh, Vulvan, remember when we used to have breakfasts like this?” Her voice was smooth but full of meaning. “Back then, we were the perfect couple. Everyone admired us. No one could touch us.”Mika let out an irritated sigh, stabbing her fork into her food.I kept my head down. I wouldn’t give Susan the reaction she wanted.But she wasn’t done.“I heard about you, Zara,” she continued, pretending to sound kind. “Back in Edwood, right? You were weak, weren’t you? Everyone treated you badly. That must have been hard, poor thing.”I went still.Her words were fake sympath wrapped in something sharper.I waited for Vulvan to say something. Anything.He didn’t.Instead,
Vulvan.FlashbackThe night Susan called, I had been buried in some work, sifting through reports on Savik’s movements. Dax sat across from me, arms folded, waiting for my decision on our next steps. Then my phone rang.Susan, this was the third time she was calling. She kept calling with different numbers.I considered ignoring it. I didn’t.I answered, voice clipped. “What do you want, Susan?”She sighed dramatically. “Is that how you talk to an old friend?”I wasn’t in the mood for games. “I don’t have time for this. Say what you need to say.”She got to the point. “I need a place to stay. My home is flooded.”I leaned back in my chair, already shaking my head. “Try a hotel.”“Hotels aren’t homely,” she said smoothly. “And I’d hate to think you’d leave an old friend like me stranded.”I exhaled sharply. “I don’t owe you anything.”“But I thought we were close, Vulvan,” she purred. “Besides, I could be useful. You know how well I keep secrets, and—”“Enough.” I caught her off hearing
Breakfast was tense.I moved the food around on my plate, barely eating. Mika sat beside me, annoyed, while Vulvan ate quietly across from us. His expression was unreadable, his jaw tight like he was holding something back. Dax sat next to him, watching everything like he was waiting for something to happen.Then Susan spoke.“Oh, Vulvan, remember when we used to have breakfasts like this?” Her voice was smooth but full of meaning. “Back then, we were the perfect couple. Everyone admired us. No one could touch us.”Mika let out an irritated sigh, stabbing her fork into her food.I kept my head down. I wouldn’t give Susan the reaction she wanted.But she wasn’t done.“I heard about you, Zara,” she continued, pretending to sound kind. “Back in Edwood, right? You were weak, weren’t you? Everyone treated you badly. That must have been hard, poor thing.”I went still.Her words were fake sympath wrapped in something sharper.I waited for Vulvan to say something. Anything.He didn’t.Instead,
I woke up with the same hollow feeling in my chest. Another day, another morning without seeing Vulvan.I hadn’t seen him since our heated argument, and the weight of it pressed down on me like a curse. His words still echoed in my mind, sharp and unforgiving."i don't trust you, zara."I wanted to hate him for saying that. But I couldn’t—because it wasn’t entirely false.I was keeping things from him. Things that could destroy him.What he didn’t know was that Savik had given me poison. A slow, lethal poison meant for him. Every day, I kept that secret, and every day, I felt the guilt clawing at my throat, but i have been playing it off telling myself i had no chioce even though i knew it wasn’t the right thing. I should have told him. Maybe I still could. Maybe if I confessed, he would understand.But deep down, I knew—he wouldn’t, why would anyone want to understand your reason wanting to kill them.I sighed, running my fingers through my tangled hair. I wasn’t just weighed down by
Vulvan's povI have felt anger before. I have felt rage that burned so deep it threatened to consume me. But nothing—nothing—compares to what I feel right now.The weight of betrayal settles in my chest like a stone, heavy and suffocating. My grip tightens around the glass in my hand, the whiskey swirling lazily inside. It does nothing to calm me.Because this time it cuts deeper.This time, it’s personal.Savik. That snake.I should have known he wouldn’t stop at mere provocations. I should have expected him to strike where it hurts the most. But even for him, this…this was low.He sent an assassin after my mother.And Zara—his sister—walks around this house as if nothing has happened.I close my eyes, inhaling deeply, but the scent of blood and fury lingers in my mind. It takes me back to earlier today, when everything shattered.---While Zara, Dax, and Mika were away, I returned to the mansion sooner than expected. The moment I stepped inside, something felt…wrong.The air carried
We were still busy picking out our outfits, trying on different things we liked, when Dax suddenly told us we needed to leave. He didn’t explain why, but the look on his face held a shadow of worry. Without wasting any time, we grabbed our things and hurried out.The ride home was long and eerily quiet. Tension thickened the air, pressing down on us. Mike attempted to start a conversation with Dax, but his words fell on deaf ears. Even she could sense something was off. I barely noticed when the car came to a stop, exhaustion making my movements sluggish as I dragged my feet outside.Something was different.Armed guards stood rigid at the entrance, their presence unnerving. Even more of them were stationed inside. My gaze flickered to Dax, who was speaking in hushed tones with one of the security men. I strained my wolf senses, hoping to pick up on their conversation, but the words remained beyond my reach. Frustrated, I glanced over to see Mika rubbing her eyes sleepily as she walke
After a good stretch, I attempted to shield my face from the morning sun with the blanket. Following a few minutes of stretching, I finally got out of bed. As I looked around, I noticed I was alone, as Vulvan usually wakes up before me, whereas I typically sleep in late.I rubbed the sleep from my eyes as I stepped out of the room, unsure of where I was headed. One thing was certain—I had woken up late, as I couldn’t make sense of the noise coming from downstairs. I cluelessly made my way down the stairs and was met with the sight of Vulvan and a loud, obnoxious girl relentlessly poking Dax, whose face clearly showed his frustration.The moment her eyes locked with mine, she bolted toward me and wrapped me in a tight hug. My body stiffened in surprise as Vulvan and Dax's eyes shifted to me. Their stares felt heavy, adding to the confusion swirling in my head. Who was this girl? And why did she act like she knew me?I shot Vulvan a desperate look, silently pleading for help, but he onl
As I stood there, I watched Vulvan approach Erica with deliberate, calculated steps. Erica's body began to tremble visibly, and I could sense the fear radiating from her. Vulvan's voice was low and menacing as he repeated, "Ask me what?" The tension in the room escalated, and Erica's eyes darted frantically between Vulvan and me.Erica stuttered, struggling to find the right words. I quickly intervened, placing my hand on Vulvan's arm to divert his attention to me. "I was just asking Erica if I could use the kitchen," I lied, attempting to sound casual and nonchalant. Erica nodded nervously in agreement, clearly grateful for the interruption.Vulvan's eyes narrowed, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. He turned to Erica, who promptly took the cue and hastily exited the room, leaving Vulvan and me alone. I watched as Erica's shaking frame disappeared from view, the tension in the room still palpable."Strange," Vulvan muttered, his gaze still fixed on the door Erica had exited through.
zara's povI lay in bed, my heart heavy with a mix of emotions. My neck throbbed in pain, and my throat felt dry and scratchy. My body ached all over, a reminder of the trauma I had endured. Beside me, Vulvan slept peacefully, his presence making my skin crawl.As I lay there, I couldn't help but think about how I had ended up in this situation. I had been so blind to Vulvan's true nature, and now I realized that he was a monster, capable of killing me without feeling any remorse.I felt trapped, suffocated by Vulvan's presence. His scent sent shivers down my spine, and his breath tickled my neck, making my skin crawl. I turned and stirred, unable to sleep, my mind racing with thoughts of escape.As I lay there, I had a revelation. I realized that I had been stupid to think that Vulvan wasn't that bad. But what had happened yesterday had changed everything. I knew now that I had to escape, no matter what it took.I felt the bed shift as Vulvan got up. He went straight to the bathroom,
Vulvan's povI held her gently in my arms, but the marks on her neck told a different story. Her neck, once red from my grasp, now looked pale and clammy. She tossed and turned, clearly restless. It was 5am, i couldn't tell if she was faking her sleep or actually sleeping.As I stormed out of bed and into the bathroom, the events of the previous day replayed in my mind like a bitter reminder.I visited the paint room every month. This was something I had been doing for a long time, and it had become a routine. But this particular visit was different from the others. My intention was not just to go through them but to actually paint something.The reason I wanted to paint was because I had lost interest in my skills a long time ago. As a result, my monthly visits to the paint room had become more about longing than about creating something new. Usually, I would just spend time looking at my old paintings, remembering the good old days.But then i had lost control when I saw Zara standi