Chapter 9

Rosie pov,

After Switching off kitchen light, I went upstairs.. Aunty and mama still not reached home from marriage function.. On the way to his room, I saw varun sitting on sofa in hall..

After changing into my night dress, I came out from bathroom.. When I came out of bathroom, varun is not in the room.. Where is he ??..  Then I heard his voice from hall..

"No dear.. I am always free for you.. Yesterday also I messaged you, still you talking like we are not talked for month.. Yeah I know.. After 4 month, the problem will solved.. Don't worry, I will be there for you.." 

Is he talking in the phone??.. Anyway, Who is that??.. Surely its some girl.. He messaged her yesterday means he is chatting with her daily thatswhy he is always busy with his mobile..  What he meant by saying that after 4 month problem will be solved.. Is he talking about our divorce !! ... Yes, correct .. He is mentioning me as problem..

Anyway, why I'm feeling pain in my heart.. I wiped away my tears, I'm not going to cry for him anymore.. Don't cry rosie.. Cheer up.. Already you know that he hate you.. May be, she is his girlfriend, even they may planning to get marry after our divorce ..

Now I understand everything.. First day itself, his mother told that he got so many proposals.. May be, this girl is from one of that proposal.. May be their engagement is over.. They are just waiting for our divorce, after that he will marry her..

Rosie stop.. Don't think about it.. Yes!!.. Why I'm thinking about him !!.. Varun, I hate you..

After wiping my tears, I lied down on my side of bed.. When I was slowly slipping into the slumber, I felt his hands sneaking into my waist,pulling me towards him... His bare torso is touching my back and he whispered in my ear..

"Gundu.. You don't need to go job.. Already your doing enough work in our home.. So its will be tough for you.."

I didn't replied anything just cried silently, then he turned me to his side and kissed my lips..suddenly he stopped and asked me 

"Why are you crying ??"..

I stayed silent without saying anything regardless of his words.. Again he asked me in soft tone.. 

"What happen.. Did anyone told anything.. Did my mother scold you".

How can he act like this !!.. Just before he talked with his girlfriend, now he is trying to intimate with me.. I feel disgust.. I want to intimate with my husband not with someone's boyfriend or fiance..

"Please don't touch me sir.. I don't like it.. After 4 month, we will be divorced.. So what we are doing now is not correct.." I told him between my sobs 

After hearing my reply, he sat up in the bed and holded my hair tightly in his hand and pulled me towards him..

"Ah..leave my hair.. Its paining".. I start to shout in the pain..

"SShh.. Be silent... I don't want anyone to hear your voice from outside.. Do you understand ??.." 

Before he could finish saying his words, I nodded hurriedly with tear filled eyes..

After saying it, he removed his hand from my hair, I took it as opportunity and moved away from him..

Only thought now running in my mind is to RUN.. Run from his room.. Run from his house.. Run from his life.. Run from everything, my pain, my love, my insult, my insecurities.. So I ran towards the door before  taking two steps he was quick enough to catch my wrist..

Twisting my wrist behind me, he made me turn around and pulled me closer to him and said in dangerous tone,

"Now you want to run away from me.. Now you don't like my touch... WOW.. Actually , I'm impressed.. Did you forget what are the things you did to get me in your bed??.. Did you forget whenever I call you, you come to room like a bit*h to have sex with me??.. Now acting like innocent.. I already told you till divorce your going to be my sex slave in nice way.. Still you don't get it in your mind right??.. Do you know for last 2 month why i  talked to you only when I'm having sex with you??.. Because I only want your body for pleasure, I don't want anyother conversation with you.. For me, in morning you are maid for this house and in night, you are my bitch.. Do you know why I don't allowed you to go outside from this house??.. Because I don't want anyone to know some bitch is saying in my house.. Wait.. Wait... You have to give money for food and rent ??.. How will you give it without going job??.. I am sure after seeing your ugly face no one will give you job but don't worry.. I will give you job.. Just be my sex slave.. Whenever I want you, you just need to fullfill my needs.. Thatsall.. Its good job Right??.. Its perfectly suite for you"..