Chapter 9 I walked through what I will call the most terrifying roads that I just have gone through again .As much as I would like to understand what is happening here, I just don’t understand and I don’t get it .Why were they training us and what the fuck were we doing here and most importantly it seems like my step brothers are the ones that are fucking in charge of everything that goes on here and as much as I will love to mind my business my curiosity was eating the best part of me .The only thing that I could think of was the kind of look on Nate's face .I must say that nature is so unfair , that boy was a monster and yet they had to bless him with those good looks that makes him look damn attractive regardless of how much of a monster he is.I know that I shouldn’t even be thinking about this but what more could I do .I could never understand why , I have tried and I know that the pathetic smirk he had on his face was fucking stuck in my head .One of these days I knew
Chapter 10 As u pulled up at the drive way , I walked my way straight to the pack house .I had so much unfinished business that I had to put a stop to just because I had to go bring that human girl who I don’t see any result coming out from .As much as I didn’t want it , I knew that i had no fucking choice but to do it, but there was just something about her that always threw me off guard regardless of how pisssed I am with her .Nothing was fine and me being away from here over the past few years going off and on wasn’t something that any other alpha would have to deal with , they could go through the risk of losing their pack to invaders but that wasn’t me .Everyone knows that I am not one to be messed with and the last thing that you really want to do is get on my bad side when obviously you could be on my good side. I wouldn’t really advise anyone to do something as stupid as that , I could bring hell to you .The pack house was silent as I walked in , the only thing t
Chapter 11Run Serena , this isn’t the life that I wanted for you .You can’t be in the midst of the people that wanted you dead , they are just going to kill you and use you to protect their home .I made a lot of sacrifices so this day wouldn’t come so please run , far away from these people and everyone they know , they are all liars .Mom “ I called out to my mother , who suddenly looked weak like she was going to pass out any moment from now .I am not your mother Serena and that’s not even your real name , I am sorry that I lied to you Right in front of me, I watched my mother face into the sky .Mom mom, please wait, what are you talking about ,I screamed out to no one in particular .Athena , Athena Is that you , no this can’t be real .I turned and when I did , I saw a woman with blonde hair and brown eyes , the white she wore was suddenly stained with blood .Please go away. , I have told you , I used your mom's face to convey this message but I think you have
Chapter 12How long do you think she’s going to be in that position before she wakes up from this slumber , it’s been three days already and if the bitch doesn’t wake up , I don’t know how long , I will be able to hold it , I might just go into the fucking cage and snap off her head .“ You aren’t going to do that , I am pretty sure that she will be up soon , all you just have to do is try and Marian or exercise some little patience because any little mistake from you , then you have ruined everything that you have been working hard for .I hate humans Ryder , I hate them with every blood in my vein , do you know how much I had to fight the urge not to rip off her head several times?I don’t know if it’s because the prophecy is all about her , but did you really expect that I would make some weak human my mate?That wouldn’t happen , that could never happen ever if I wanted it to ? I am just going To pray that she wakes up because the bitch has a lot of catching up to d
Chapter 13 The constant beeping noise was the only thing that I could hear in my head as I lay still struggling to stand up from the bed that I was in .I didn’t know why my whole body felt so fucking heavy , I just wanted to get up and get the hell out of this place , that was the only thing that i had on my mind at this moment .“ Are you sure she’s going to be awake soon , it’s been a month already ?”I heard someone say as I laid there helplessly . I knew that voice anywhere I heard it , it was Sophia's voice , I knew it was hers .Sophia “ I called silently as I turned to my left forcing my eyes open and when they did all that I could see was her standing by the doctor .I was in a fucking hospital , how on earth did I get here .Oh my god , she’s awake already “ Sophia screamed and then she ran into my arms and hugged me .I can’t breathe Sophia , you are literally sulking the breath out of me already “ I whispered to her and that was when she realized how tight
Chapter 14The next day came like it was nothing , I had been navigating this day like it was nothing .After Chase left Sophia had come in here to tell me that I was going back home today .A part of me would have been excited that I was going home again or definitely it wasn’t the home that I am literally thinking about at this moment .It was the day After yesterday , Chase left and I am here all alone , thinking about all the things that I could have done with my time .I am so stuck in a stupid town with the same people that hated me so much .I couldn’t address them as my brothers anymore as Chase and Nate had told me that I wasn’t their sister , I could never imagine the things that I will do with them .I hadn’t seen my phone since that day that I tried to escape , it was more like someone was watching me , I didn’t want to think that , but I just wanted to know what is going on here but I have been told not to ask too much questions and that is exactly what I
Chapter 15 Over the past few days , I spent my days navigating what I will say is the worst and the most inhuman experience of my life .As much as I didn’t want to fight it , I felt like I was dumped in a world that isn’t mine and here I am trying my best to make sure that I don’t care .I was going to collapse if I didn’t get my answer sooner or later .As much as I didn’t Want to stay in this place , I know that I have no choice but to stay here .I haven’t stepped out of this room since the first day that I arrived here. I had tried to do my best to make sure that I enjoyed what I was doing here.I was just , maybe more busy than I have ever been in years .I had so many questions that I wanted to ask , so many answers to them , but then I couldn't get them but yet I was locked in a room , not just any room, my room with no telephone or even to see outside .I just had to sit here all day and watch the sun set. This has been my routine for the past few weeks and I am lit
Chapter 16 That bitch , how dare she , she’s ruining everything that I have worked so hard for .I screamed out angrily as I pushed the stuff on the table to the floor .The only anger that I had in me was gone , I was pissed so pissed that I had ever been in my entire life .“ You have to stay calm if you want to get what you really want , acting this way isn’t going to make you the Luna of this pack “ my wolf Laila told me but I couldn’t be calm even if I wanted to be .You don’t sit there and tell Me that Laila , you know that I am not doing this for myself , I am doing this for us and most importantly I am doing this because this is exactly what we deserve .I love him , I love him so much and you know that , he was the first man that I love , the first man that I have ever been with and my first in everything but how can I just let all of that go just because of some weak human girl ? That I can just snap her head and will never be heard of again , I am not goin
~Nate~The Doctor’s kept watching her and I just stood out the door watching them do that .As I stood there I had mixed emotions going through me at that moment .Her words sent something to me that I haven’t felt in a very long while and I didnt know if it had to be encouraged .I didn’t want to be feeling this way but why did I have to.She slapped me , like she fucking slapped me across the face .She didn’t care if I was Nate , she was hurt and hearing her speak of him that way totally broke my heart .I know that it was too hard to accept , she is supposed to be my mate but yet she was falling for my brother, my own brother .This was one of the reasons I never liked her , but I think that I have gone too far with my hatred , she was never going to like me , not now or ever .The doctors started approaching me. As he got closer , I let out a deep breath . “What is the issue ?” I asked him as we both walked out of the room.She had totally healed up , faster t
~Serena ~Nate's hands on my neck didn’t move , he kept strangling me and as I stood there , I felt my life leaving my body .I desperately tapped his hands wanting him to stop , I wasn’t going to get killed by him and even if it was him , I didn’t have to be now .“Nate, please” I begged, trying to free his hold from my hands .I didn’t want to die and even if I wanted to , it wasn’t going to now .It seems like Nate realized what he was doing because the next moment he released his grip on my neck .I crashed out loudly , as I fell to the floor while trying to get my breath , I felt like I died .Nate walked away from me , his hands on his head as he walked around frantically , he looked confused and sorry but I am not buying any of this .This is one of the reasons why I can never love him. He acts like a monster and just now , he just showed me that he can never change . Nate walked back to me and getting to where I was catching my breath , he pulled me up .Our eye
~Serena~I returned to the party , after sobbing for the past 30 minutes .Why was I crying ?That was the question that I kept asking myself and if anyone asked me , I had no answer to give on why I was crying .Why did it hurt so much ?Why does it feel like my heart is being ripped away?This was the first time that I had ever cried for anyone apart from my dad and my mom hating me , I never thought that I was going to cry over a stranger .Stephan wasn’t a stranger to my life , he is the only person that had ever made me feel this way and now he is cutting me off .What have I done to deserve something like this from him when all that I have ever done is try and love him and this is exactly how I get repaid for my love .I cared too much and I thought that he felt the same way for me. I betrayed him , I betrayed him and he has every right to hate me I sat beside Valerie as we both watched all the couples dance .I sat still as I swallowed the last quantity ,
~Serena ~Dear diary,I missed you and I wish that there was something more that I can do to cover up the gap that I left between us but it seems like there is none.It’s been three weeks since I last talked to you, and I feel so guilt, and so terrible, and lastly , I feel like a bad friend , I know that I should have checked up on you and most importantly , I should have written but I don’t, I was away and I didn’t care , hope I am forgiven .So I have so many things to say to you , right now I think I am beginning to adjust to my room , staying here hasn’t been bad as I thought that it was .I feel much at peace even considering the fact that I haven't spoken to my mom in months , Nate says she doesn’t want to talk to me and most importantly , Sophia dumped my ass .Nate told me that she didn’t want to talk to me and I doubted but it seems that after all no one wants to be friends with me anymore and I am back to my life .I don’t hate my life , I am trying to navigate and
~Nate ~Stephan left and I was left in a state of confusion .The anger and the regret that I felt , I had never felt that way before .Dropping the files , I decided to head to his room , I had to talk with her ,I wanted to , I don’t want her getting mad over it. As much as I know that she’s destined to be my mate as they say , my brother had grown a connection with her that I was never going to ignore .There was no way that I planned on having her as my Luna and so if she was the one that he wanted , it was only fair that I have her for him and in that way , we both get what we want shd we are both happy .As I walked past her room, I could smell her fear and nervousness .I could smell it before , but I had never gotten this close to the smell ever , it felt like from the moment I kissed her my emotions got more heightened around her and I could even smell her more than ever .I put the thought of that aside as I walked to my brother's room but as I got close , I heard th
~Stephan ~Rage, Anger , betrayal , so much hurt , than I had ever felt in my entire life , I was feeling all of it just on one night.I couldn't remember the last time I was this mad at anything in particular , but it was when we lost them but now I have to feel this way again .It hurts so much, more than I had ever felt in my entire life. That was when it kept coming back .Was I destined to be in his ways , why did he have to get everything that I wanted . He is my brother and I promise you , I will slay the world just to be with him , that is how much I love him , I love him and that is all that matters .I don’t know why I have to feel this way , it was the way the moon goddess had destined me to be , just to be just by the one person that I would literally give my life to .Why was I hurt ?” It wasn’t a fair question .I had so much anger bugging deep into my heart and I didn’t know how I could put it out .It was her betrayal , it was the fact that she lied
~Nate ~After we returned from the woods ,I did my best to avoid my brother. Stephan could see through me even when I am lying and I know that right now , he knows that something went down with the both of us .I wasn’t going to tell him , he was going to be so pissed and mad at me , I just got my brother's back and I actually do not have plans of losing him .As I walked into the office , the files were neatly arranged on the table. I had been away for such a long time that I forgot that I had too much work to do .I slowly picked up the files and began to go through them. I had so much work to do.As u went through each file , I couldn’t help but groan , my back was definitely going to hurt before I got done with all of this .So much field and world to get on with .As I stood there , I waited for the lingering thoughts that had been going through my head.Her lips were soft , softer than any other lips that I have ever kissed in my entire life .It was the little moan sh
~Serena ~Nate suddenly pulled away from the kiss and got off me , it was like his whole thinking came back and he could understand what had just happened .This wasn’t just with Nate , me too , I felt weird , I had never felt this way my entire life , why did he have to stop , why did he have to do that .Nate stopping only meant one thing that I just imagined , it only meant that I was stupid and more stupid than I thought that I was .The fact that he kissed me wasn’t the only truth here but the fact that I opened my own mouth and I returned his kiss .Nate is my first kiss .This was the worst reality that I had ever had to face and I wasn't right myself.I feared what I had become. I could only think of all the jokes that he was going to say .I knew that he had so many going through his mind at this moment that he just wanted to share .Why did I have to ruin everything , why did I have to do that .“Don’t just lay there in shock like you are dumb , get up , get up , get yo
I slowly let out the Jean and the top that I wore and I was just left with the matching pants and bra on .There was nothing more that I could swim with, I knew that I had to pull this stuff even if I didn’t want to .I knew that he was watching me. I could feel his face on my back , but I turned , he wasn’t staring , he was deep inside the water .All of this feels so weird , a few months ago he was my brother and now I am having a swim with him in the water, something I never thought could happen .Why was this happening and why couldn’t I just stop , even if I wanted to .This was the first time that I would let my hair down and it almost reached my waist .Ignoring the feelings building up inside of me , I jumped into the water and when I surfaced again , he was in front of me staring at me .So weird .Nate swam towards me and getting to where I was he stopped .For a moment I could see the way he contemplated on doing what was in his mind to do next .I didn’t know