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2025-04-11 23:43:15
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My hockey stepbrothers The way he treats me
I sat outside the house waiting for him to return , he told me that he was going to come back and had some stuff to deal with but why isn’t he coming back . I still felt hurt from the way he hit me and I was sick and tired of it but there was nothing that I could do than to pray that he wasn’t hurtful to me again . Nadia didn’t leave , she had been in his room all day long and I could only begin to imagine what she was doing in there with him and even though I couldn’t understand why he would hit me , it gave me more reasons to why I hated Nate . I hated him so much and there was nothing he would do that would change that. I hate the fact that he hits me without thinking . All these years while living with him , never had he raised his hands on me but from the first day we got here , he had been hitting me all day . When I noticed the car coming from the road , I immediately rushed out from the couch and stood still waiting for him . It was him , it had to be him or I was going t
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-11My hockey stepbrothers Never mine
~Stephan ~I didn’t just spend the night alone , I am going to spend it with the two people that I didn’t want to see together .“Nadia , I want to speak with my brother, “ Nate told her as he walked into the kitchen .For the first time , I saw her look at me in a different way than she had ever done .It’s not like I care , but there was something different about the look .Nate walked into the kitchen , passed me, walked towards the fridge and grabbed a bottle of vodka .Only my brothers did it , he keeps a bottle of vodka in the fucking kitchen .“ What do you want Nate? I asked him as I picked up my glass and he turned mine for me and asked me to sit beside him .I knew what he wanted to talk about and I just don’t care any life about what he does with her , this has got nothing to do with me , I just don’t care about it , not anymore .We both sat in silence as we drank every quantity of drink left and when I looked at him , he wasn’t staring at me but instead he was ju
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-15My hockey stepbrothers He smiled
~Serena ~I was having the most beautiful dream that I have ever had in a long while .My dad was back and my mother finally took me away from this hell that I am in , and here I was but when I felt a slight tap on my legs , my eyes instantly went open .I slowly opened my eyes trying to understand what I had just seen and when I looked again , the eyes opened more , I had to be sure of what I was seeing .What was he doing here?I didn't want to see him here .Nate was sitting on a chair just beside my bed just like he had done the night that I slept in his brother's room. The only difference here was that , I wasn’t sleeping in his brothers room but I slept on my own and I was in my bed All alone without Stephen .“ You are late,”he told me as he stood up from the chair .I tried to grasp my head around what he was , I was late for what I wanted to know .Nate stood up staring at me like I was going through and all that I could think of is what I am late about .I just couldn’t
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-15My hockey stepbrothers He fucking kissed me
I slowly let out the Jean and the top that I wore and I was just left with the matching pants and bra on .There was nothing more that I could swim with, I knew that I had to pull this stuff even if I didn’t want to .I knew that he was watching me. I could feel his face on my back , but I turned , he wasn’t staring , he was deep inside the water .All of this feels so weird , a few months ago he was my brother and now I am having a swim with him in the water, something I never thought could happen .Why was this happening and why couldn’t I just stop , even if I wanted to .This was the first time that I would let my hair down and it almost reached my waist .Ignoring the feelings building up inside of me , I jumped into the water and when I surfaced again , he was in front of me staring at me .So weird .Nate swam towards me and getting to where I was he stopped .For a moment I could see the way he contemplated on doing what was in his mind to do next .I didn’t know
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-15My hockey stepbrothers Don’t lie to me
~Serena ~Nate suddenly pulled away from the kiss and got off me , it was like his whole thinking came back and he could understand what had just happened .This wasn’t just with Nate , me too , I felt weird , I had never felt this way my entire life , why did he have to stop , why did he have to do that .Nate stopping only meant one thing that I just imagined , it only meant that I was stupid and more stupid than I thought that I was .The fact that he kissed me wasn’t the only truth here but the fact that I opened my own mouth and I returned his kiss .Nate is my first kiss .This was the worst reality that I had ever had to face and I wasn't right myself.I feared what I had become. I could only think of all the jokes that he was going to say .I knew that he had so many going through his mind at this moment that he just wanted to share .Why did I have to ruin everything , why did I have to do that .“Don’t just lay there in shock like you are dumb , get up , get up , get yo
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-15My hockey stepbrothers I kissed her
~Nate ~After we returned from the woods ,I did my best to avoid my brother. Stephan could see through me even when I am lying and I know that right now , he knows that something went down with the both of us .I wasn’t going to tell him , he was going to be so pissed and mad at me , I just got my brother's back and I actually do not have plans of losing him .As I walked into the office , the files were neatly arranged on the table. I had been away for such a long time that I forgot that I had too much work to do .I slowly picked up the files and began to go through them. I had so much work to do.As u went through each file , I couldn’t help but groan , my back was definitely going to hurt before I got done with all of this .So much field and world to get on with .As I stood there , I waited for the lingering thoughts that had been going through my head.Her lips were soft , softer than any other lips that I have ever kissed in my entire life .It was the little moan sh
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-16My hockey stepbrothers She betrayed me
~Stephan ~Rage, Anger , betrayal , so much hurt , than I had ever felt in my entire life , I was feeling all of it just on one night.I couldn't remember the last time I was this mad at anything in particular , but it was when we lost them but now I have to feel this way again .It hurts so much, more than I had ever felt in my entire life. That was when it kept coming back .Was I destined to be in his ways , why did he have to get everything that I wanted . He is my brother and I promise you , I will slay the world just to be with him , that is how much I love him , I love him and that is all that matters .I don’t know why I have to feel this way , it was the way the moon goddess had destined me to be , just to be just by the one person that I would literally give my life to .Why was I hurt ?” It wasn’t a fair question .I had so much anger bugging deep into my heart and I didn’t know how I could put it out .It was her betrayal , it was the fact that she lied
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-16My hockey stepbrothers The attack
~Nate ~Stephan left and I was left in a state of confusion .The anger and the regret that I felt , I had never felt that way before .Dropping the files , I decided to head to his room , I had to talk with her ,I wanted to , I don’t want her getting mad over it. As much as I know that she’s destined to be my mate as they say , my brother had grown a connection with her that I was never going to ignore .There was no way that I planned on having her as my Luna and so if she was the one that he wanted , it was only fair that I have her for him and in that way , we both get what we want shd we are both happy .As I walked past her room, I could smell her fear and nervousness .I could smell it before , but I had never gotten this close to the smell ever , it felt like from the moment I kissed her my emotions got more heightened around her and I could even smell her more than ever .I put the thought of that aside as I walked to my brother's room but as I got close , I heard th
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-16
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My hockey stepbrothers He hates me
~Nate~The Doctor’s kept watching her and I just stood out the door watching them do that .As I stood there I had mixed emotions going through me at that moment .Her words sent something to me that I haven’t felt in a very long while and I didnt know if it had to be encouraged .I didn’t want to be feeling this way but why did I have to.She slapped me , like she fucking slapped me across the face .She didn’t care if I was Nate , she was hurt and hearing her speak of him that way totally broke my heart .I know that it was too hard to accept , she is supposed to be my mate but yet she was falling for my brother, my own brother .This was one of the reasons I never liked her , but I think that I have gone too far with my hatred , she was never going to like me , not now or ever .The doctors started approaching me. As he got closer , I let out a deep breath . “What is the issue ?” I asked him as we both walked out of the room.She had totally healed up , faster t
My hockey stepbrothers I slapped him
~Serena ~Nate's hands on my neck didn’t move , he kept strangling me and as I stood there , I felt my life leaving my body .I desperately tapped his hands wanting him to stop , I wasn’t going to get killed by him and even if it was him , I didn’t have to be now .“Nate, please” I begged, trying to free his hold from my hands .I didn’t want to die and even if I wanted to , it wasn’t going to now .It seems like Nate realized what he was doing because the next moment he released his grip on my neck .I crashed out loudly , as I fell to the floor while trying to get my breath , I felt like I died .Nate walked away from me , his hands on his head as he walked around frantically , he looked confused and sorry but I am not buying any of this .This is one of the reasons why I can never love him. He acts like a monster and just now , he just showed me that he can never change . Nate walked back to me and getting to where I was catching my breath , he pulled me up .Our eye
My hockey stepbrothers How did he get here quickly
~Serena~I returned to the party , after sobbing for the past 30 minutes .Why was I crying ?That was the question that I kept asking myself and if anyone asked me , I had no answer to give on why I was crying .Why did it hurt so much ?Why does it feel like my heart is being ripped away?This was the first time that I had ever cried for anyone apart from my dad and my mom hating me , I never thought that I was going to cry over a stranger .Stephan wasn’t a stranger to my life , he is the only person that had ever made me feel this way and now he is cutting me off .What have I done to deserve something like this from him when all that I have ever done is try and love him and this is exactly how I get repaid for my love .I cared too much and I thought that he felt the same way for me. I betrayed him , I betrayed him and he has every right to hate me I sat beside Valerie as we both watched all the couples dance .I sat still as I swallowed the last quantity ,
My hockey stepbrothers We shared nothing
~Serena ~Dear diary,I missed you and I wish that there was something more that I can do to cover up the gap that I left between us but it seems like there is none.It’s been three weeks since I last talked to you, and I feel so guilt, and so terrible, and lastly , I feel like a bad friend , I know that I should have checked up on you and most importantly , I should have written but I don’t, I was away and I didn’t care , hope I am forgiven .So I have so many things to say to you , right now I think I am beginning to adjust to my room , staying here hasn’t been bad as I thought that it was .I feel much at peace even considering the fact that I haven't spoken to my mom in months , Nate says she doesn’t want to talk to me and most importantly , Sophia dumped my ass .Nate told me that she didn’t want to talk to me and I doubted but it seems that after all no one wants to be friends with me anymore and I am back to my life .I don’t hate my life , I am trying to navigate and
My hockey stepbrothers The attack
~Nate ~Stephan left and I was left in a state of confusion .The anger and the regret that I felt , I had never felt that way before .Dropping the files , I decided to head to his room , I had to talk with her ,I wanted to , I don’t want her getting mad over it. As much as I know that she’s destined to be my mate as they say , my brother had grown a connection with her that I was never going to ignore .There was no way that I planned on having her as my Luna and so if she was the one that he wanted , it was only fair that I have her for him and in that way , we both get what we want shd we are both happy .As I walked past her room, I could smell her fear and nervousness .I could smell it before , but I had never gotten this close to the smell ever , it felt like from the moment I kissed her my emotions got more heightened around her and I could even smell her more than ever .I put the thought of that aside as I walked to my brother's room but as I got close , I heard th
My hockey stepbrothers She betrayed me
~Stephan ~Rage, Anger , betrayal , so much hurt , than I had ever felt in my entire life , I was feeling all of it just on one night.I couldn't remember the last time I was this mad at anything in particular , but it was when we lost them but now I have to feel this way again .It hurts so much, more than I had ever felt in my entire life. That was when it kept coming back .Was I destined to be in his ways , why did he have to get everything that I wanted . He is my brother and I promise you , I will slay the world just to be with him , that is how much I love him , I love him and that is all that matters .I don’t know why I have to feel this way , it was the way the moon goddess had destined me to be , just to be just by the one person that I would literally give my life to .Why was I hurt ?” It wasn’t a fair question .I had so much anger bugging deep into my heart and I didn’t know how I could put it out .It was her betrayal , it was the fact that she lied
My hockey stepbrothers I kissed her
~Nate ~After we returned from the woods ,I did my best to avoid my brother. Stephan could see through me even when I am lying and I know that right now , he knows that something went down with the both of us .I wasn’t going to tell him , he was going to be so pissed and mad at me , I just got my brother's back and I actually do not have plans of losing him .As I walked into the office , the files were neatly arranged on the table. I had been away for such a long time that I forgot that I had too much work to do .I slowly picked up the files and began to go through them. I had so much work to do.As u went through each file , I couldn’t help but groan , my back was definitely going to hurt before I got done with all of this .So much field and world to get on with .As I stood there , I waited for the lingering thoughts that had been going through my head.Her lips were soft , softer than any other lips that I have ever kissed in my entire life .It was the little moan sh
My hockey stepbrothers Don’t lie to me
~Serena ~Nate suddenly pulled away from the kiss and got off me , it was like his whole thinking came back and he could understand what had just happened .This wasn’t just with Nate , me too , I felt weird , I had never felt this way my entire life , why did he have to stop , why did he have to do that .Nate stopping only meant one thing that I just imagined , it only meant that I was stupid and more stupid than I thought that I was .The fact that he kissed me wasn’t the only truth here but the fact that I opened my own mouth and I returned his kiss .Nate is my first kiss .This was the worst reality that I had ever had to face and I wasn't right myself.I feared what I had become. I could only think of all the jokes that he was going to say .I knew that he had so many going through his mind at this moment that he just wanted to share .Why did I have to ruin everything , why did I have to do that .“Don’t just lay there in shock like you are dumb , get up , get up , get yo
My hockey stepbrothers He fucking kissed me
I slowly let out the Jean and the top that I wore and I was just left with the matching pants and bra on .There was nothing more that I could swim with, I knew that I had to pull this stuff even if I didn’t want to .I knew that he was watching me. I could feel his face on my back , but I turned , he wasn’t staring , he was deep inside the water .All of this feels so weird , a few months ago he was my brother and now I am having a swim with him in the water, something I never thought could happen .Why was this happening and why couldn’t I just stop , even if I wanted to .This was the first time that I would let my hair down and it almost reached my waist .Ignoring the feelings building up inside of me , I jumped into the water and when I surfaced again , he was in front of me staring at me .So weird .Nate swam towards me and getting to where I was he stopped .For a moment I could see the way he contemplated on doing what was in his mind to do next .I didn’t know
