A small sob escaped her and she handed him the tabloid before cradling herself again. She didn’t want to talk about it, but she knew she couldn't pretend it was nothing.
Jasper read the short article and looked at the pictures, then he looked at her with compassion. "Oh sweetie I am so sorry. But before we cry those pretty eyes out, are we sure there really is something there ?"
"It says so and you can see the pictures". She sobbed again. She just felt really stupid
She just wanted to run away when Jasper rang Connor’s doorbell, but he had a tight grip on her arm, like he had read her mind."Hi Ami, hi Jasper, come on in. You are the first ones here". Connor opened the door smiling at them."Hi Connor, and thanks for having us". Jasper said, giving him a hug before walking inside.Ami didn't know what to do with herself. She couldn't make herself look at him, afraid she would break down. Even if they were not together she had kept thinking of him as her Connor, and now she felt he wasn’t anymore.
"Connor are you out back ?" A woman's voice sounded behind them and Connor’s lips left hers for the first time in 10 minutes.He turned to watch the woman walking towards them. "Hi sis, well you are looking at me aren't you ?""Now don't be such a brat kiddo, be a gentleman and introduce us. And you must be Ami, please be Ami". His sister looked at her.Ami couldn't help smiling, his sister looked a lot like a female version of him. They had the same hair colour, same eyes and same smile and she kind of sounded like him too. "Hi, and yes I am Ami".
"Are the two of you coming up for some food or is eating each other's faces enough". Jasper said, throwing a beach ball at them.“So the wrong analogy to use about a..”. Joel mumbled, making Ally slap his shoulder, shushing him. Ami ignored them but stuck out her tongue at Jasper. She swimmed for the ladder anyway. Everyone else had gotten out of the water 20 minutes ago. Someone had finished up the food and set the table.Connor grabbed her when she tried to get up the ladder, turning her in his arm and kissing her again. She could feel the cold metal of the ladder against her back.
"I kind of expected you to stay for the night". Jasper looked at her, they were driving back to her apartment.She turned onto the freeway. "I can't say I didn't really want to, but I think it is better to wait just a little. Last time everything went too fast, I do not want to repeat that mistake"."You might be right sweetie, but I am so happy for the two of you. You are so perfect together, like two half of a whole". He smiled at her.She sighed, for the first time in more than 6 months she actually felt whole, but she had a tiny flock of jittery butterflies in her stomach. "I just hope we are both i
"I think I want to see if Linda is on skype, I haven't talked to her face to face since I got here". She said, pulling out her phone.They had just finished eating their lunch after a busy morning of recordings.Connor looked over at her. "Why not ? You haven't fallen out or something have you ?""No not at all, and I have texted her. To be honest, you are the reason. I knew how she would react to you being here. She has kind of been pressuring me to contact you and I just couldn't handle having to discuss it…It was easier to keep you secret on text". She looked at him apologetically.
"Are you busy ? Or do you wanna come up for a bit ?" Ami looked at Connor, suddenly feeling a bit shy as he pulled up in front of her building.They had not movedon to sex yet, and that part scared her a bit. It had been rather amazing, but it had also pushed her boundaries a lot, probably beyond what she felt comfortable with.He looked at her for a moment, like he wanted to make sure she really meant it. "No plans, so yeah why not".He parked the car and came to open her door, lacing his fingers with her as they walked inside.Ami didn'
She looked at him, breathing in slowly a couple of times. “Connor, I love you…Wolf or not”.“Really ?” He looked so relieved. “I love you too”.“Just don’t shed in the bed or scratch the furniture”. She said with a small grin. “But why didn’t you tell me earlier ?”He chuckled softly, then he stepped up to her, pulling her into his arms. “I didn't want to scare you".She looked up, her eyes locked into his. "You won't Connor. And you are definitely not scaring me by staying either".He growled, c
"Whoops shit". Ami jumped out of bed to go to the bathroom, but unexpectedly her legs buckled beneath her and she had to grab hold of the bed not to fall.Connor looked up at her with surprise. "Uhh darling, what are you doing ? Leave it to you to fall over nothing"."It is so not my fault. It is your fault actually, my legs are still totally jello, they just gave in". She looked accusingly at him. “So, your fault”.He had a fit of giggles and she stuck out her tongue at him, before she let go of the bed, making sure her legs would support her.