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24: Girl talk and feeling bad
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2021-11-09 19:11:42"I feel like a real bitch to be honest". Amelia sighed deeply… It was Tuesday afternoon and she was sitting in Linda's kitchen.
Linda sipped her tea and looked at her. "But you can't say it just because he does, if that isn't how you feel".
"I am not sure about my feelings, I am crazy about him, I am certainly in love with him. But saying ‘I love you’ is just such a big step, especially after just 5 weeks". She rubbed her head, everything was just going so fast.
Linda nodded. "I totally get it and the fact that he is leaving in about a week has to influence you too right ?"
"Yeah it just seems so impossible, especially with me hopefully getting so much more to do now
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