Second thoughts.

Oscar's POV

Did I make the right choice to leave my mate for her sister? I don't know if I made the correct mistake. Looking at her, standing next to Victor, makes me furious. We have hardly broken our bond, and she already has another mate. How can this be the Moon Goddess will never allow it? How can she be the mate of my uncle and me simultaneously? I do not believe a word that my uncle is saying. We might have broken our bonds, but she is still my only mate. Camilla is my lover but not my mate. I know that. I am only having an affair with Camilla to keep my pack and my parents happy. They all want me to have a normal she-wolf as a Luna. I always knew my mate was Bonita, the only one I genuinely loved. I thought if I killed her, my feelings for her would disappear. While making love to Camilla, I realized that my feelings for Bonita can never go away, not even in death, and her death might make me lose control of my wolf. My wolf is already angry because he did not want a magical wolf in the first place. But when he found Shadow, he fell in love with her. And now I let them slip out from our claws. Blitz has not spoken to me since Camilla and I locked up Bonita. 

"Wow, why haven't you told me your uncle is so handsome?" Camilla says as she smiles flirtatiously at Victor. I refuse to call Victor my uncle. To me, he's not even family. He has been chased out of our pack because of his wolf. The only time he ever entered our backgrounds again was at the funeral of my grandparents. I know my men and I are not a match for Victor and his men. Not only do some of them have magical wolves, but some of them have super speed or super strength. They are all what Victor calls remarkable wolves. I know I cannot attack them. 

"I am a man. I don't care what he looks like. I do not understand women and why you find him so attractive. Nothing is appealing or handsome about him. He's just an old wolf who thinks he can have a young wolf as his mate. Give me back my mate, Victor!" I say. 

"I don't want to go back to you. I'm staying with my second-chance mate. Not only did he save my life, but he is a gentleman. Unlike you, who thinks you can sleep with my sister, and I must forgive you. Let me tell you something. I am not interested in you anymore. You and Camilla almost killed me. What do you expect from me? Oscar, you are a coward. I hope your pack is very proud of you. You couldn't fight me fairly, your new mate, and you had to put silver in my blood. I hope you are proud of your new Luna and Alpha, who fight like cowards, Black Raven Pack. I'm starting to believe the rumors that your father killed the old Alpha and Luna. They showed remorse for chasing their youngest son away and wanted him back, but your father had other plans. Alpha Christopher killed his father because he did not want your uncle to return to the pack, knowing he was much stronger and would be a better Alpha than him. Why don't you tell us if the stories are true, Oscar? You and your father are a lot alike, both cowards and fight unfairly," Bonita asks. She knows too much about my family's business. I should not have let her escape. When I sent Morris to go and check on her, I should have known she was too strong. She must have used her magical powers to overpower Morris and escape!

"Shut up. Nobody was talking to you. You are my mate, and you need to come home," I say. 

"What do you mean she needs to come home? Oscar, I thought I was your new mate. Are you going to fight your old uncle for her? It doesn't look like she wants to come home. Let's leave before this bunch of werewolves decide to attack us. I do not trust him. We are on their grounds. However, I would like to get to know your uncle better. He is more of a man than you will ever be," Camilla says. 

"I'm not interested in cheap women like you. Get lost. I also do not like that you disrespect my mate. Oscar might be stupid enough to trade you in for Bonita. I am not. I don't trade a diamond for a shining piece of glass. You have exactly ten seconds to get the hell off my grounds, or you will pay for what your father did to my parents! You are indeed a coward, Alpha Oscar. And here you think you are better than my mate and me. You fight dirty. My brother was also not the bravest Alpha around. He was afraid to challenge my father for the Alpha position. Tell me, how much did he pay the rogues to attack my parents, and where was your father when they got attacked? I always suspected that they were killed by your father and led into a trap. Please tell me what you want to do. Do you want to fight or not? If not, you beat the start running. You have five seconds left," Victor says. 

I am not ready to fight him. I need more potent fighters. I know my wolves and my back is not up to his standard. We will get demolished. I do not care about Camilla as I run with my pack to the border. As we reach the border, I can feel that my pack is starting to wonder if I am the right one to be their Alpha. It makes me furious that my ex-mate thinks that she can make a fool out of me.

"I'm starting to think that my sister is right. You just left me there. You coward!" Camilla shouts. I slap her as she has no right to talk to me that way. I am her Alpha, and she does not even have a rank in our pack. She's nothing but an omega and my lover. She must not think that she can take liberty just because I sleep with her. I must find a way to show my pack I'm not a coward.