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Chapter 119: Me or them
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Aniston I sat in front of the Alpha's office.I was nervous. I clasped my hand over the other and squeezed like I was trying to reassure myself which makes me a bonafide self soothing lunatic but who cares."Everything will be fine" I murmured reassuringly. Everything will be just fine… but then the panic kicked in.I was headed to the panic zone when the door opened and Alpha's PA asked me to come inside."The Alpha is ready to see you""I have never been called to the Alpha's office before, including my father's office. This would be the first time I am entering his office""So?" He was impatient.I smiled like I wasn't close to crapping my pants."So, I am gonna go in"I stood up ."Yes, please come with me"The PA led me to the door, opened the door and ushered me Inside."Miss Powell for you, Alpha Rayn" The personal assistant said out loud."Thank you, Mr. Heckler" Alpha Ryan said and the PA left, closing the door behind him.I walked inside the office and I was surprised to
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Ari's POV "I will make it simple. Tell me the truth or get the hell out of my pack!"She looked at me and she shrugged as tears ran down her face.Oh my God!I felt my heart squeezed. Oh lord she's choosing to leave. She's choosing…wooh! I can't breathe.I tried to gather my wandering thoughts."Don't do this, Aniston" I spoke softly to her. "I really thought things were better between us""It was but you can never know who I am. You would hate me" I grabbed her, maybe too roughly than I intended."I could never hate you. I am incapable of hating you. Don't you know this by now?" I asked her and hugged her tightly…too tightly."I am sorry. I am really sorry"I saw it. It was the moment I lost her and there was nothing I could do about it. I pulled away from her. "You do realize that if you do this, we are over!" I yelled angrily at her."Yes""And I won't come for you. If you do this Aniston, we might as well be strangers to each other"She hesitated from answering. I didn't know
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Ari's Pov I entered my bedroom. I just spent an hour listening to Raven talk about fashion while making me watch a romcom movie in the living room and I was bored out of my mind. It was why I excused myself to take a shower. I was miserable and I knew it. Life without Aniston wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. And then there was also the little problem of being stuck between loving the girl I hated with every fiber of my body. I wished I could attach a single emotion to her. I wanted to hate her in totality or love her without regret…I wanted just one emotion for Aniston Powell because doing both was exhausting and I didn't know how much longer I could keep it up. Most nights I lay awake in bed thinking of her and hating myself afterwards. Not knowing what she chose over me was hard…harder than being bitten by a hungry python. I wanted Aniston to either break my heart in totality or heal what she broke. I pulled at my pants and unclad myself. I entered the shower but
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Chapter "Wow…you are really…really bad at threats, Aniston. Laxatives? Laxative was the best threat you could come up with. Even the way you are standing doesn't encourage fear and your face looked like you are about to offer me chocolate"I was taken aback and I couldn't speak. Anton removed his hand from his pocket."I am going to do something I rarely do. I am going to teach you how to effectively threaten someone and get them to take you seriously. Now stand upright, it will make you taller, narrow your eyes…please stop smiling…move closer to your intended recipient, pout and make sure to voice out each word with precision and bone chilling coldness, none of your sweet soprano voice, for Christ sake you are threatening someone not trying to get them to fall in love with you. Now, give it a try" Anton instructed me.I relaxed. I was always in the mood to learn something new.I stood upright earning another inch; I narrowed my eyes and pouted. When I opened my mouth, every word was
My brother's suicidal girlfriend is my mate Chapter 137: Naked
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My brother's suicidal girlfriend is my mate Chapter 137: hiccup
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