8"How long will it take to get to the top of the mountain?""I guess it's not that far anymore. What's the matter?""Nothing." I grasped my collar tightly. The more I climbed up, the stronger the wind became. My ankle became more and more painful. I could only grit my teeth and endure the pain, as I did not want to show weakness in front of him."There's a corner here that can block the wind. Let's take a break." Finneas took me to sit behind a large mountain rock, took off his coat, and threw it to me. "Here, put it on.""It's all right. Thank you." Stiffly, I waved my hand dismissively and threw it back to him."Oh, whatever." He sat down nonchalantly, but it so happened that he blocked most of the wind for me."I had gone too far with what I said last time. Don't take it to heart."There was silence."Why has your attitude changed suddenly to this?" Finneas did not look at me, and his voice reverberated vaguely in the wind.I turned my head slightly and looked at the moun
10I always suspected that the reason why our high school only ranked first in our city but repeatedly failed to score high marks for the university entrance exam when compared to the high school in the neighboring county over the years was that our school held various strange activities every now and then each year. In turn, it seriously affected the students' learning efficiency.Did the school leaders really think that most students were geniuses who could easily and casually enter top-tier universities?They always organized activities all year round. Thus, ordinary people like us, who had no talent, would not have the time to do practice questions.Of course, Joaquin and Finneas, whose brains were different from ordinary people, would not be included in the discussion.I sighed for the future of the school, and secretly raised my textbook in order to block Adam's view. Then, I lay on the desk and tried hard to answer the maths questions, which were my biggest weakness."Our
12How did the saying go?When there was a will, there would be a way. If one had confidence, one would become successful.Our vice principal would repeat the sayings in a thick accent every week at the grade-level assembly.At the beginning of Grade 12, as I bit the tip of my pen, I wrote the sayings on the cover of my notes for each subject. I even had Joaquin ridicule me unscrupulously."You look so foolish when you try hard." It was apparent from his tone that he was trying hard not to burst out laughing.Was I foolish? However, what did the kid know? Studying hard was the wisdom.In Grade 12 that year, I used all my strength from my current and previous life. In order not to leave any regret, I would keep an eye on the outstanding students in the class. If any of them did not leave their seat, I would be determined not to get any rest.Meanwhile, I kept mumbling around to memorize the terms for politics as I walked between the cafeteria, restroom, and classroom.After the
14"Stop teasing me, I mean it."I rolled my eyes at him guiltily."I'm not teasing you. Am I not giving you a solution right now? We have a good relationship. Can't I help you with this little favor?""I have very high requirements...""Say it.""I... My ideal man..." Somehow, Finneas' image suddenly appeared in my mind. I shook my head vigorously to drive him out. "First of all, you must be smarter than me. You have to look handsome as well. You can't be a player. You'd better have a slightly cold demeanor.""Do you like a cold demeanor?" Joaquin smiled brightly and said, "I can pretend.""There is one last small request...""Say it.""I like those with muscles and a well-defined body. You are too skinny."His face stiffened. "I'm too skinny?""Forget it, Joaquin. You really don't have to sacrifice so much for me. I can just grab any handsome guy in the university and practice with him. I won't delay you from finding a wife." Raising my head sincerely, I added, "It's real
16"Wait for a while..." I whispered to Joaquin, who wanted to go and open the door. Then, with much embarrassment, I pointed to the lipstick that was ruined slightly too much. "How am I going to see Queenie like this? At the very least, I need to sort it out first.""Just let her see it. Tell her that I kissed you. What's wrong with that?""Hey!""All right, my lady. Then, you can go to the room to freshen up. I'll take her to the supermarket later. You can have plenty of time to freshen up before you come out to see Queenie." Joaquin pointed to the second floor helplessly. I glared at him and hurriedly walked up the stairs as I took the agreement by its edge."Huh? Joaquin, why is there a woman's shoes at the door?" Queenie asked."Bella is too shy to come out to see you. Let's go to the supermarket first and give her some time to settle down...""Bella is around?""Ahem! What's wrong with your face?""I had an allergy this morning. I don't even dare to wear makeup, so I jus
18Tiny bits of raindrops were falling from the sky. It was raining.It suddenly occurred to me that the night I fell off the building was similar to such a rainy night, and the rooftop was wet and slippery.When I looked down, my legs were already suspended halfway in the air. My pupils constricted rapidly and I fell back instinctively, falling heavily on the damp and hard floor of the rooftop behind me.When the back of my head was knocked to the ground, a buzzing sound was heard, and I was unable to get up because I was in pain.I groaned briefly. My mind was a mess. I closed my eyes and began to remember how I came to this place.After quarreling with Joaquin in the rain, I ran out alone. I walked down a staircase and crossed a very long corridor, and rushed over to an empty road.The end of the corridor was connected to the corner of a winding mountain road. I only realized after I rushed out that there was a red car driving at high speed from my left. It did not turn on th
20"Bella, are you awake?"These days, I had always been half asleep and half awake, and my emotions fluctuated greatly. It took me a long time to recognize the owner of the face in front of me."Finneas? Where am I?""Have you recognized me? Thank goodness. I'm still worried that those drugs will cause irreversible brain damage." He lowered his fan-like eyelashes. There was a hint of suppressed pain in his eyes."When can I be discharged?""There's no need to rush. Don't you even want to know what happened to the woman who did this to you?"Was she fired? Was she in prison? To be honest, I was not curious at all, because there was a very urgent matter waiting for me to do. Every minute that was delayed here was a great waste.According to Joaquin's diary, in this time and space, he only had five years left in his life."Don't you have a part in harming me like this?"Maybe it was because my tone was too cold. He was stunned and said after a while, "I thought the first thing
(Extra 1) The Wind Knows What I MeanIt was another rainy day on the third anniversary of Belladonna's death.A man holding a black umbrella stood still and alone for a long time in front of her tomb.The umbrella was slightly tilted, revealing half of a pale and skinny face. There were messy tears on the sharp jawline and they looked like a mismatch.In the past three years, he was very tired of the baseless rumors around him and Queenie's nonstop pestering.However, what was more devastating was his hatred toward himself.After knowing Belladonna for seven years, the only impression that she had left for him was always her innocent face.There were never any negative emotions. Even if he asked Belladonna to give up her new job and focus on taking care of herself after the unexpected pregnancy, she was only silent for a moment and never refuted him.She was innocent, kind, and cautious. As he did not have to spend too much energy on her, she was barely regarded as a qualified