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ALEXAKIS.It pained me to say, but my mind and actions didn't usually go hand in hand most times. Take last week as an example, I'd woken up with the same determined mind that I would avoid going anywhere near my girl but had somehow found myself on the path to her school. I had immediately snapped out of it and thankfully, showed up at work early. Angelo had been in a beastly mood and Motty thought it had something to do with a missing container -I still didn't understand what that meant but I had acted like I did and showed worry like the rest of the men did. I found out later that the container held different machineries and weapons and I hadn't been so sympathetic then. Angelo noticed this and took me off two day's matches, just to be petty. I didn't mind though, as I thought that my body needed the rest. But what I also didn't realize was that the den was like a binder of sorts for me and it restrained the urges I had to visit my girl every time. Which was why I'd noticed that
My Wolf, My Alpha Caught.
CLAIRE.There are times when I wished that I could not be who I was, that I didn't need to act the way I acted sometimes, or say some of the things I ended up saying. The day of homecoming, when Scott had tried to be the best boyfriend anyone could ask for, when he'd tried to make me see my truth and how I always tended to push people away, that was when I truly realized how horrible of a person I was. Of course, people didn't just abandon me or treat me the way I thought they treated me for no reason, I was merely the one at fault. I was the terrible person who didn't try enough, who made others feel like shit, and when they'd succeeded in turning their backs on me and treating me with the hate I had once treated them, I had somehow got it in my mind that I was being maltreated. Becky was right, I was the most selfish person. And because of that, Scott had left me. I was sure that it was just an argument and that we'd be back to the way things were after that day, but Scott hadn't
My Wolf, My Alpha Claire comforted by Alex.
CLAIRE.I walked down the hallway, turning the corner and continuing down till I got to the gym. I was sure that the sound had come from here because it had been kind of echoey and only the gym area gave off such sounds. I pushed the door open and walked in, taking in the quietness that surrounded the large space. I started to doubt that I'd heard anything as no one was in here even as I looked around but then I heard something like a shout -more like a grunted, if that made sense and the direction it was coming from was so close by. I looked at the room where the sporting and gym equipment were kept and sometimes had my blood running cold. Maybe I had already realized what I was going to see there. I slowly walked to the door, glad to see that a small, glass compartment was squared off at the centre and I peered through. At first, I didn't see anything, my eyes taking time to adjust to the dim lighting. But then I immediately took note of someone's head, the thick mane of hair being
My Wolf, My Alpha Alex defending Claire.
ALEXAKIS.Her boyfriend irked me. He came out of the smaller room, bumping into my girl's sister. He looked up, feigning shock at seeing Claire standing in front of him. He pulled away from my girl's sister and the first word that came out of his mouth was one that I suddenly didn't want him to ever speak again. "Claire?" He breathed.I hated the effect it had on my girl, Claire. I was suddenly so pissed because I had wanted to learn of her name from her. He had no right uttering her name with such emotion, after betraying her trust the way he did and I suddenly wanted him gone. Claire wrapped her arms around her middle, probably wanting to sink into the floor and get away from the situation. A red haze covered my vision and I could feel my bones burning with the urge to shift into my wolf. The feeling of rage and jealousy confused me so much and that confusion seemed to ground me, halting my shift before it had even begun. I focused more on Claire and what was happening, how her si
My Wolf, My Alpha At the den.
CLAIRE.We were walking to the den in silence and although Alex is a comfortable company when I'm not scared of the punches he lands, and I was grateful that he was the one with me, if at all anyone should've been privy to my emotional breakdown. I didn't look up at him as we walked, still too bruised emotionally to share those feelings with someone. I could tell that he wanted to be of comfort to me though, otherwise we wouldn't be walking to the den for me to punch out my angst. I tripped on a stone and Alex's hands stretched to support me but I raised mine up, telling him that I wanted to stand myself. I had a burning urge to fix myself and if it would start with standing on my own, I'd be okay with that. We got to the den and it was busy, a fight taking place. Two burly figures took swings at each other in the ring, their blows amping up the crowd's cheers. I saw Alex's boss shouting at the men from a corner, looking like he would love nothing more than to get into the ring himse
My Wolf, My Alpha Escape.
ClaireEvery punch I gave released a massive weight of betrayal and anger off my chest. I could hear my heart pounding in my chest. I had not felt sick rage in a while and somehow, I didn't know why I was disappointed in Scott. I should have seen it coming. The filthy thing just enjoyed having his fun with me and I guess I enjoyed having someone to give me a moment where I didn't have to think about home or any issue I was going through. Sad. I focused all my energy on the punch, I needed to release all the pain - I knew it wouldn't give me a clean slate but it gave me relief; relief I could never have found if I had gone to that house of mine.Alex gave me a sequence to fight with;"Punch, punch, dodge, punch, punch, dodge." I let out of my mouth as I boxed, panting hard, every bone in my body making cracking sounds as if they had never been this worked, vigorously. The air conditioning was not enough to stop the heat that came shortly. I was filled with sweat, running down from my
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ClaireGoing home effortlessly that evening wasn't easy. Becky and dad were in the living room. Their voices were so loud that I heard them from the driveway. I had hoped I'd get better guardians but I had to settle with these. I must have not done something right. The living room was just adjacent to the doorway, but I figured out a way to bypass it. I entered the house and quickly ran into the kitchen, following the other back door to come out. The door led me straight to the stairs. I quickly ran up to them and entered my room, shutting the door behind me"Phew! That was close!" I said to myself, walking to my bed and collapsing on it, arms spread. It was a very cool evening, one to sit and talk with loved ones, make memories and whatnot.I stretched on my bed and turned to the side, folding my hands in between my laps and my head on my improvised pillow, wallowing in this shallow pain that refused to go. I was never in love with him, I just liked the feeling of having Scott aroun
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ClaireI sat on my bed, replaying what had just happened. Had Becky just let me go scott free after what I said to them? Or had they tired of abusing me? I tried to put my thoughts together in my head to come to an understanding conclusion but none of it was making sense. Maybe they realized that they had in truth been selfish and my saying it to them had only brought the truth to their faces. I waited for someone to storm into my room and lecture me on how to speak to my stepmom and sis as that was dad's way and the only time he realized that he has a child. I also waited for their brain to boot and realized I just called them out on their bullshit and came to give me the beating I didn't deserve, but nothing still happened.I stayed in my room the whole morning. I wasn't called to do the dishes or chores of any sort. I was left alone. I wished I had done this sooner, I would have had more alone days... Or not. Staying in my thoughts, I realized they didn't think I could amount to
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