But the word I was waiting for was different. He hugged me from behind.
"Sir... Don't!" I cried as my body shook as he removed his hand from my face. It is wrapped around my waist."I will marry you Agatha, give me permission first." It whispered to me that made my hair stand up even more."Don't sir... Have mercy first," I begged again.But he still continued to kiss my shoulder, cheek and even my lips he was trying to reach.My body was filled with nervousness and fear. I want to scream, but who will help me? I have no allies in that house. I will only get hurt if I fight.I was crying as Dymon removed my clothes. As he slowly defames my character. I couldn't do anything in that scene. I don't want to get hurt, but it's happening. What happened was more painful than slapping, punching and twisting my arm.An experience I will never get back.He pushed me to the bed, and he lay on me like a dog.While my eyes just keep on tearing. He kissed me constantly and firmly. Even my lips were almost bursting from him holding me.He held me in both hands. While forcing his manhood into me.A reason to make me cry forever.One reason why I prayed for my death.That night was the turning point for me. The pit that I can never climb out of again."It's like mercy first Dymon! Don't do this to me." I only vented at that time while Dymon was still mercilessly exploiting me.My private parts were painful, aching and hurt. That's how I felt when Dymon finished and fell asleep next to me.Holding the blanket that covered my naked body, my tears did not stop. What is the use of my tears? I've lost everything, Dymon has taken all the animals. The man I don't love, and I will never be able to love.I got up to get my clothes. I put on my clothes and walked out of Dymon's room.I continued to our bedroom when I met my housemate, Zenia.He immediately got worried when he saw that my eyes were puffy."Agatha! What happened to you?" asked Zenia,I held my mouth and stopped crying loudly. I shed my tears again, at the same time Zenia hugged me."My God Agatha, speak! Why are you crying? Is something hurting you?" it reminds me again."Sister... [Huhuhu] Dymon is sister,""What did Sir Dymon do to you? Speak!" Zenia snarled again, she wanted to know what their master had done."Sister... Sir raped me," I said softly before crying again in front of Zenia. My knees are shaking from what happened. Even my shoulders shook every time I cried silently.Zenia took pity on me, she hugged me and even she was in tears because of what happened to me."My God, why did he do that to you? Does he not think anymore?" he said while rubbing my back.Because we were just helpers and had no right to complain, we did nothing about what happened. We couldn't leave the mansion because Don Jose had a lot of people. Even the whole area around the house is full of CCTV.We have no escape in the mansion in case we think of running away.The next day"Dad, I want Agatha to be my wife," said Dymon to his father.Don Jose was surprised by what Dymon said, he laughed out loud before speaking."Are you okay son? Are you sick, what are you talking about?" it said with a smile."Dad, I'm serious! I love her, so I want to marry her." he said to his Daddy again."What? Are you insane? With so many women in the world, you're still obsessed with the maid! Are you still in your right mind Dymon?""Yes Dad, pls I want to merry her," Dymon pleaded,"Son, you will get nothing from that woman. Find a woman who is as rich as you. I want us to be powerful in all of Cebu. So find a woman deserving of you." This is still convincing Dymon."No dad, she is the only woman I will marry. I don't want anyone else but Agatha. That's why I will only marry her!" Dymon said firmly.Since that day my life has become even more hellish. Because of Dymon's unstoppable love for me, he forced me to become his wife. Since I was still a minor, they waited until I was 18 years old.July 3, 2018Dymon and I were set to share a single breast, no one in my family was invited. I didn't even see them at the wedding ceremony.Only their select family members and important people are invited to the wedding. I can't believe myself that I am now the wife of the devil who raped me. He didn't just use me once. He has taken advantage of me many times.Every time he did that to me, no more tears fell from my eyes. All I do is stare at the ceiling.I'm numb, I can no longer feel pain or regret.Kiss... Kiss... Kiss...The cry of the people who wake me up so that my mind can return to generation.People are clinking their glasses and shouting kisses.I felt Dymon pulling me. He turned to me and kissed me again for a long time.I haven't moved, I've been a statue ever since Dymon claimed me.Since he declared that we would get married after my 18th birthday, I have been submissive to Dymon. Because he doesn't want to disobey him, his hand is heavy and his tongue is sharp when he speaks.I'm afraid of getting hurt again.After Dymon's kiss, the crowd applauded. They were very happy while I was suffering.Are people really like that? They still condone evil?Even the sane people I expected to understand me seemed to ignore them.Powerful is different. No matter how bad you are, you will be good in their eyes.The celebration ended without a smile on my face.I guess I forgot the feeling of fun. Because I'm always quiet and alone.Even the assistant is not allowed to talk to me because I am one of their bosses. Only Dymon's orders can be obeyed. If you don't comply, a strong blow will land in your face.I was lying in bed when Dymon came. He smiled when he saw me but the smile suddenly disappeared when he noticed that I wasn't wearing the thin and short pajamas he bought me."P*****a Agatha, are you really correcting me?" it boldly told me.I got up and quickly changed my clothes."So-sorry Dymon," my voice trembled even as my knees were shaking as I stood up. Because maybe later Dymon's hand will land on my hair again.I was wearing a red nightdress. I see a dress with cleavage and I will curl it. That's what he wants me to wear when we go to bed. He can rub and touch my whole body freely when I'm wearing that."Next time, don't wait for me to speak. Do you understand?" it said angrily."Yes, I'm sorry, it won't happen again." I said leaning forward.He came to me and pulled my hair."You're really beautiful Agatha, that's why I love you so much," he said while kissing my cheek.I was startled and averted my face. But Dymon was annoyed, he grabbed my jaw tightly and squeezed it."Are you really still unable to give me what I want?" its eyes are glaring."Oh my God, I'm hurting Dymon.""If you don't want to be hurt, don't give me a reason to hurt you! Can't you see, I own you. You must obey everything I want because I am your wife! Do you understand?" Dymon asked mockingly,"Yes Dymon, I will do everything you want," I answered tearfully.He finally let go of me. My jaw still hurts and it still aches because of the tightness of the grip.I want to cry, I can't do anything because my eyes are full of tears.I lay down on the bed, while Dymon changed his clothes.I already know what happens next. He's going to use me again, even if I'm not touched it's just going to make it better. I hope he will use me like a statue.Even if I force myself. I can't help but feel love for Dymon. Especially with a little mistake, he is already hurting me.The next dayWhen the Ig
I showered, put on fancy clothes, put on make-up, I looked like a princess in my white dress with a diamond design on the chest of the dress.Waist-length hair is loose. There is thin make-up on the face. And a heel with a length of four inches.When Dymon saw me, he was stunned by my appearance. After a while he smiled and approached me."I'm really lucky to have you." Dymon said, brushing my hair off my shoulders.I just headed, in my mind. He is lucky for me but I am unlucky because this demon became my wife.Many people attended the party. Even though the party was sudden, many people still went because Don Jose only had a party once in a while.Even though the guests were shocked, they still went to the party.I hope I can sneak in tonight. I hope Dymon is drunk so I can escape. That was what was on my mind at that time. But before we could leave the bedroom door, Dymon immediately warned me."Don't try to warm my head again, Agatha. Because maybe if I'm right with you, you'll en
I CANNOT explain why I get nervous every time Joseph and I face each other. I shouldn't be feeling this way. This is not a good sign..."Agatha, do you want to dance?" Joseph asked seriously as he began to extend his hand."Huh? It's embarrassing," I said as I heard my heart pounding loudly,"Don't be shy, I'm not good at dancing either." He said holding it in his hand.I followed him trembling."Dad, let's leave you alone first." Joseph said goodbye to the Father who was smiling."Go ahead," replied the Don.I think this is the day of the Don's change. His fierce face and attitude made him look like a child who did not commit any sin.Joseph's hand was warm and soft. Especially and I feel as if I am electrified every time he squeezes my hand. What is this feeling?When we got to the middle part, Joseph faced me. He took my hand and put it on his shoulder. My cheeks were red and hot, especially since I knew Don's guests were looking at me. Whispering and asking why out of the many bea
We arrived at a river where I was amazed at how beautiful it was."It's beautiful here. How did you know there was such a beautiful place here?" I asked Joseph.He smiled and then spoke."Because when I was young, I always went to this place." This response,That's why he's not afraid to go for a walk. He already knows the ins and outs of the entire hacienda."Come on, let's get off the horse." It came down before the horse was tied."Aren't you afraid to ride a horse?" Joseph asked before coming over to help me down."Why would you drop me?" I answered him.He smiled at my answer.He held my hand so I could get off the horse when my foot suddenly slipped.I went down faster because I fell off the horse. But I didn't fall to the ground. But in Joseph's chest I was caught early. I hugged him and he hugged me too.I stared into his eyes and it was as if we were both bound in that situation."Don't worry about falling, I'll catch you." Joseph spoke to me despite what happened.I laughed
"That's not a good idea Dad, this kind of business is a gamble. Our name is clean and well-known. We shouldn't tarnish it just so we can use other people or attract other rich people." Joseph is against it.In the conversation between father and son. I see that their wickedness will end. I wanted to smile but I couldn't. Maybe later Dymon will notice that I'm happy, maybe I'll get hurt again."Tol, that won't harm our name. Our name will even smell better and others will fear us even more because we have many connections." Dymon promised again,"If our family is known, hopefully in a good way. We shouldn't make our name scary. More people will be angry and arrogant if we live like that." Joseph is against again."You're not used to business yet, you don't know the behavior of every person you meet. Maybe they're fooling you right in front of you, even laughing at you." Dymon answered seriously."Son Joseph, we have a lot of business. And there are also many people who want to overthro
I just kept quiet, I was expecting Dymon to lie. So what else can I expect, I'll just keep quiet to avoid body pain."Dad, it's a bit boring here at home. I would like to enter our company and work." Variation of Joseph's conversation.When Dymon heard that, I felt the tension between their father and son again."What do you mean Tol? You will be in charge of the company I worked for?" Dymon asked in baritone,Dymon couldn't take away the obviousness of his actions. He gets hot-tempered quickly and the tone of his voice changes immediately when he gets angry."Son, that seems like a good idea," his father added, making Dymon even more angry."I didn't say that I will lead the company. I want to help grow and develop it, so I thought I'd start studying our company."[our company] Dymon seemed to hear the word 'our'.I don't think he will be able to allow someone to share his hard work for a long time. That's why you can see his anger just by the tone of his voice."Why tol, is there a
"I'm fine Joseph," I said with a smile to make him believe.But I can see in his eyes that he doesn't believe it.After a while he smiled and nodded."When you have a problem, just tell me. I'm ready to help you Agatha." He said while holding my hand.That time I didn't grab my hand. He gently squeezed it and I could feel the heat when his palm touched mine. Why is Joseph like this to me? Why can he look at me like this, I looked into his eyes and it was like our eyes were tied. Talks like he understands my feelings.I can see in Joseph's eyes, the concern for me. Why does Joseph seem to be pulling me? I feel like I want to hug him and lock myself in his arms. To pour all my tears there, tears because I've been looking for an ally in this house for a long time.But it was like cold water was poured on me when we suddenly heard the doorknob open.I immediately turned pale because Joseph was still holding me as the door slowly opened."Dymon..." I exclaimed in great fear,"Sir Joseph, y
The car has gone a long way, the two of us are just silent and feeling each other out."Where do you want to go Agatha?" it broke the silence,I was surprised by his question, could he read my mind and knew I was leaving. Oh dead! I think this handsome man is also malignant."Huh? Ah... Eh...""It's okay for us to go where you want to go, actually I just want to get you out of the hacienda. You don't seem to be able to get out so you're fighting with Dymon first," he said with a smile."Huh?" My jaws were left open with what he said. He believed what Dymon said that we were fighting because I was jealous of his work. "Is it okay if we just go to the park?" He said that he thought of a good way to escape."Sure," he responded quickly.In less than a few hours we arrived at a park. The surroundings are nice and cozy, there are people going on dates there so I felt a little shy. Why would I even dare to go here?We bought something to eat, and we sat down on a stone seat that stood under
"Honey, our wedding is tomorrow. That's why don't waste your tears. Tomorrow you should be the most beautiful woman I'll ever see." Joseph said with a smile.I smiled while crying. "Darling, your bolero is still on even though I'm pregnant.""That's true my dear, because you're the luckiest woman in the world. You're just going to marry the most handsome man in our village. Oh, aren't you," he said sarcastically."Wow! You're so arrogant! You're really handsome on your own!" I pinched it on the side and it ridiculously stopped me."Hahaha. I love tickling you, maybe it would be better if you just kiss me."I turned my back on him and covered myself with a blanket."I don't know about you!" I promise.The next day, it was really what everyone was waiting for. The fancy wedding.The police escorted me to the church. When arriving at the church, those who attended our wedding did not dance together. You thought it was a celebrity getting married because of the crowd. Especially when I st
"You animals! Get me out of here!" Dymon shouted furiously."Hey! You're making a sleeping person horny!" his roommate also sat in the cell."I do not care about you!" Dymon snorted at this, making the man's blood heat up even more. He stood up on the bed and immediately punished Dymon."How brave of me, kid! You might want to beat me!" it arrogantly promised Dymon."Don't ever scare me! You don't know me, do you? I'm the owner of the big Hacienda here in this place!" Dymon promised proudly."Hey, you're crazy! I don't care who you are!" He immediately punched Dymon in the stomach, which Dymon immediately recovered. He couldn't breathe properly because he was upset. Until followed by a man's punch. And he punched him until his face bled. Dymon is already lying on the floor and the man is still punching him. The police saw them and immediately helped Dymon, but it was too late. He was beaten and closed by the hand of an addicted man.A year passed. Dymon and I's annulment paper results
As we got closer, I gradually felt nervous. I feel that I was right in my suspicion that Don Jose is here.Since the door was open and broken, Joseph and I just entered. And he was surprised by the appearance of his previous hide out. It was a prison and there was a lot of blood. There was also a fishy smell in the place like something was rotting that we didn't know what. The place is small so we can be sure that Don Jose is not there.Joseph seemed to be weak from what he saw. Because he was sure it was human blood."What's that smell dear? Why does it smell like rotting..."Joseph turned to the door and went out of the hide out. Observed the surroundings. I was also followed, I was afraid inside. I feel like someone is staring at me that I can't see."Honey, I'm terrified!" I promised Joseph."Just a moment dear, that smell seems to be close to here." Joseph said and restlessly chopped the grass with the wood.I looked at the thick grass where I was hiding before. I remembered that
I suddenly felt sorry for Joseph. Its sad eyes stare into nothingness.I held his hand."We will also see Dad dear," I said as I approached him and hugged him again.Joseph smiled and faced the food again."Let's eat!" Joseph promised me and mom.I nodded and forced myself to be complacent for Joseph. But I'm nervous, because her mommy is coming home. What if he doesn't like me? What if he can't accept Don Jose's adopted son, Dymon, as my wife. What is the attitude of Joseph's mommy? Is it flat? Grumpy, or kind like Joseph? I hope he will also accept me as Joseph's fiancee.After a week. The day came for Joseph's mommy to come home. Joseph picks it up while we wait at home. Even though we had problems, we still prepared for his arrival. It's not that fancy because we are still mourning and Don Jose is still missing."There they are!" Zenia shouted. I immediately stood up from the chair and suddenly got nervous. His body trembled as he came out of the Hacienda to meet them.When Joseph
My knee was weak and I was slowly sitting down, but Joseph was quick to support me. He immediately sat me down on the bed, where I held onto dad's body again. I hugged it tightly."Papa! Papa! What a trick you are, I thought you were going to take me to the altar? Why are you in such a hurry? Instead of taking me, you want me to take you?"I did nothing but cry. So much pain in the chest. That's why dad is always looking for me, because he wants to see me before he disappears from the world. That's why he was always smiling, while I was feeding him food. Those were the last smiles I would see. That was the last time we met dad...Even if it hurts, the time that was wasted cannot be returned. Dad and I didn't get a chance to be together for a long time. From childhood to adulthood I searched for a father's love. Now that papa has realized everything, then he got sick and was taken by God. It hurts so much to lose a loved one, but I'm still thankful because even for a little while I was
"He's okay, he just finished eye surgery. It's good that his eye was replaced right away. He still has hope of seeing but we're not sure if the surgery was successful. His vision is coming back, he's very kind of my wife. Why did Beth do all this, she will pay. I will never forgive that Beth!" Fernan said angrily.Suddenly, Fernan's wife jumped up and screamed."Don't! Don't! Help me!" it shouted before Fernan approached it crying."Hon, you are safe. This is Fernan, I am here by your side. I will not leave you," Fernan promised his wife.Joseph felt sorry for us. Tito Fernan's wife had a trauma, I hope she recovers soon and can return to her old life.Not long after, Joseph and I also said our goodbyes, and we went to Tito Joel who was currently confined in the other room.After Aunt Beth was gone, her strong recovery accelerated, which is why she was released from the OR and is now in a private room with policemen guarding the outside and inside. It is said that Beth might come back
He opened the envelope and saw the contents."Wow! Boss Joseph, why do you seem to pay me so much?" asked the old man."Boss me too?" A staff member argued, until everyone answered that they all had an increase in wages.Joseph smiled because of the surprise of the staff."Because we sold a lot of pets today, that's why I shared half of what we sold with you. You are the reason why my livelihood is improving even more, so it's only fitting that I share with you from time to time what I enjoy . Thank you very much. I hope our livelihood will improve even more." Joseph said kindly and his workers applauded with great satisfaction."Thank you very much boss, you are very different from Dymon, we are very lucky to have you boss," said one of his staff who couldn't contain the joy he felt.At that time I approached Joseph, and all his men were amazed at me."Good morning ma'am, you are very beautiful, you and Boss Joseph are a perfect match," said one of Joseph's staff.I smiled while hold
"Sorry Kristel, I know I did something wrong too. But you can't blame me because even you are in my situation. That's the same reaction you will have. I just really love Joseph that's why I'm the way I am. I've been sensitive to everyone thing.""I understand Agatha, that's why before I leave. Can I shake hands with you as proof that we're both okay?" Kristel said, extending her hand.I smiled and warmly accepted his hand."Thank you Agatha," Kristel said while hugging her. I just hugged and almost cried because Kristel and I immediately forgave each other.It was midnight and Joseph was still gone. I was worried that he might have perished on the way. Joseph also doesn't want to hire his own driver. He wants to be the only one to drive. I was walking around the living room while my hand was still biting.Zenia approached me and handed me the chocolate drink."Oh, drink first. I didn't make you coffee and it might make you nervous later," said Zenia while sitting on the sofa.He took
I push Joseph, I think it might be better if I leave the Hacienda first. It's not good that we are equal here. I will always be hurt if I see that his ex-girlfriend is there."Let go of me Joseph!" I promised here but he didn't do it. Instead, he grabbed my cheek and suddenly kissed me."What the hell Joseph!" I exclaimed after I was released from his lips. It's like he's eager to kiss me again. Is this the effect of my leaving? Or is it the effect of not having sex for a few weeks?Joseph held me by the waist so I couldn't really let go. And he slowly pushed me on the bed."Joseph!" I shouted. I'm not hurt by what he's doing, the truth is, I like it and don't like it. I want because I love Joseph. Don't want because we are doing it because he is guilty. Will this prove that he loves me?After I was laid on the bed, Joseph held both of my hands. It was pinned to the bed so I couldn't move properly."What the hell Joseph! Let me go," I told him.But it just kept staring at me. And grad