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Why Now

Author: Valery Nev
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

{ Angelique }

Elliot is gently stroking my arm, letting me know he’s awake again. I take a breath and brace myself.

I've been practicing this conversation for over a week and I won't let him keep changing the subject.

"Uh... Elliot? I was thinking maybe we should talk abou..."

Before I can finish saying it, Elliot moves to get on top of me and kiss my neck. He starts to move his hand down my belly but I grab his wrist before he can get to my poor pussy because she's still tired.

"I bet I can give you another one before we have to start the day," he promises in a whisper, still kissing my neck. My eyes start to cross at the suction he's employing on that special spot.

"No," I moan softly, pushing him away so he stops kissing me, "I’m still sore, four is my limit."

I sound like a grandma and I'm ashamed of myself, but I really don't think I can deal with another orgasm. I'm sensitive and I know I'll walk funny later, plus, I know why he's doing this and I can't let him keep distracting
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